bighooter
Bluelighter
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Bit of background 1st.
Im 21 very fit and can get alot fitter if I lose a stone.
At the moment I can run 5miles in 30minutes 05sec.
I can also squat 105kg for 5reps.
Because I do bodybuilding, but ive come to realise getting big isnt for me.
I want excitement in my life, Ive been suicidal and I suffer anxiety and depression so figure the only reason I didnt start boxing last year when I was super fit was because I didnt want to get my nose broke.
But why worry about my looks?
Im not going to get a girlfriend when I dont love myself and have such low self esteem.
Im doing boxing to give me the buzz I need to fulfill my dull life, I stay sober nowadays and am on anti depressants so do lots of excercise so I might aswell do something while Im this fit and young init.
Also Im doing boxing to give me confidence and make my self esteem improve because it was shattered from drug addiction and has never returned and feel im getting worse as my social skills are declining.
Anyway I want to know if any of you do/or have done boxing and if it sorted you out?
I really feel this could be the thing to change my life for the better.
Im 21 very fit and can get alot fitter if I lose a stone.
At the moment I can run 5miles in 30minutes 05sec.
I can also squat 105kg for 5reps.
Because I do bodybuilding, but ive come to realise getting big isnt for me.
I want excitement in my life, Ive been suicidal and I suffer anxiety and depression so figure the only reason I didnt start boxing last year when I was super fit was because I didnt want to get my nose broke.
But why worry about my looks?
Im not going to get a girlfriend when I dont love myself and have such low self esteem.
Im doing boxing to give me the buzz I need to fulfill my dull life, I stay sober nowadays and am on anti depressants so do lots of excercise so I might aswell do something while Im this fit and young init.
Also Im doing boxing to give me confidence and make my self esteem improve because it was shattered from drug addiction and has never returned and feel im getting worse as my social skills are declining.
Anyway I want to know if any of you do/or have done boxing and if it sorted you out?
I really feel this could be the thing to change my life for the better.
