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Bluelight Crew
So years ago I was going to a clinic everyday to dose. I had made it up to 200mg, and after several months my life had been just me laying around the house not wanting to work or do anything, so I came clean to my parents that I was on methadone and they literally disowned me, they literally told me that they don't want shit to do with me.
So me feeling some type of way & miserable as fuck, I ended up checking myself into a psychward to detox, and .it was a pretty rough experience because they didn't ween me off. Instead they just pumped me full of phenobarbital, like a lot of phenobarbital. & I detoxed there in the hospital.
I ended up making it, luckily I ended up fully detoxed off the methadone.
I was first taking the methadone to get high on it rather than dope, and i kept bumping my dose up again and again, and looking back, i wish that i had staid at a comfortable dose, like maybe 50mg.
So me feeling some type of way & miserable as fuck, I ended up checking myself into a psychward to detox, and .it was a pretty rough experience because they didn't ween me off. Instead they just pumped me full of phenobarbital, like a lot of phenobarbital. & I detoxed there in the hospital.
I ended up making it, luckily I ended up fully detoxed off the methadone.
I was first taking the methadone to get high on it rather than dope, and i kept bumping my dose up again and again, and looking back, i wish that i had staid at a comfortable dose, like maybe 50mg.