Staff Feedback Staffers abuse their roles here

At the end of the day, staff isn't being paid. I think Tronica is the least of our issues in today's world. In fact, perhaps she did save this site.

I am so moody, and my life situations are always changing, but I'm doing my best to welcome members, answer drug questions and report things just as I used to.

Point there being, @Quasimoto let's be those people. Like you said, we need moderators. Why don't we just be good examples for people (as you are now and always have).

Hearing you speak is very refreshing.

Being away for a year or so, and looking at the news on TV, fuck it dude just stay with us - we all need this place man. And simply being here helps others like us too.
 
One thing right everything is always in a state of change. its sad sometimes sometimes a smile.
I don't know and dont care if anything i have posted (non mod) has been reported or been brought to light in a negative light. i know as mod i was reported many times (as most undoubtedly are). whatever.
im not into politics but know political "warfare" when i see it. politics tend to disturb me in its inherent corruption. i really dont see politics when engaging with people it more the commonalities (i hope anyway).
i dont know wtf is going on and i self style myself fairly keen on observation and injustice. its a trigger fo me... seriously.
i left because of loss. simply. still having a hard time with it. possibly a bit overwhelming with life happening as it tends to do.
i do not know everything. i would like to think that all are treated equally here as if not this would create a whole nother issue.
interesting thread, though. got my attention fwiw
 
PtahTek said:
One thing right everything is always in a state of change. its sad sometimes sometimes a smile.
I don't know and dont care if anything i have posted (non mod) has been reported or been brought to light in a negative light. i know as mod i was reported many times (as most undoubtedly are). whatever.
im not into politics but know political "warfare" when i see it. politics tend to disturb me in its inherent corruption. i really dont see politics when engaging with people it more the commonalities (i hope anyway).
i dont know wtf is going on and i self style myself fairly keen on observation and injustice. its a trigger fo me... seriously.
i left because of loss. simply. still having a hard time with it. possibly a bit overwhelming with life happening as it tends to do.
i do not know everything. i would like to think that all are treated equally here as if not this would create a whole nother issue.
interesting thread, though. got my attention fwiw
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U were a great mod...I remember this very well and I don't talk just"friendly"....this is simply the [email protected]. was done also a great job like a mod.... precise and justice.....and coldblood somehow
 
fair? not allways.
there have been and are issues but havent there always been?
snafu man not sayin at all that you are not invalid but you part of the solution imo and hope you stay.
♥️
 
Quasimoto said:
I frankly dont even know why I still login. Muscle memory I guess.
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I want to send you a rose. You better muscle log in. You are a Legend.

I'm in dept from your help and information always. And all that you have tried to do.

A lot because it seems that you have helped so many of us. And a phenomenal amount of times.

I appreciated your fast responds whenever you can.

You really should keep helping out and being a part of community here as well.

I'm sorry that you got banned. I shouldn't have said that but I wanted to.

It's none of my business either, but I made it mine right now.

So, again. You really are a great help by being part of a community here as well.

This is one thread that I want to leave alone but I couldn't because I am too

emotional about it all.

But if you have to move on then that is what we do.

I will not ever forget you either. Haha. Thank you though a millions !!!! I can't

NOT say this.

Bye.
 
You don't love anyone for your own benefit. That's what you do.
 
streaM Freak said:
At the end of the day, staff isn't being paid. I think Tronica is the least of our issues in today's world. In fact, perhaps she did save this site.
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Completely agree, which is why I didn't throw any shade at her. But I understand. I dedicated years modding and trying to improve this site, others before me many more years. Its a thankless job, and it can be surprisingly stressful keeping these bunch of rascals we are together. I certainly became way too emotionally attached to this site in the past.

I wish I could state my points more gracefully, but dealing with all this is reminiscent of dealing with an abusive and toxic ex girlfriend. Anyone who actually knows me knows that I'm an incredibly kind and compassionate person. Prototypical INFP personality.




streaM Freak said:
Point there being, @Quasimoto let's be those people. Like you said, we need moderators. Why don't we just be good examples for people (as you are now and always have).
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I thought you were someone else for a sec. I'm guessing you don't know who I am? I don't think I could ever mod this site again from an emotional level. It took a toll on me. I've stepped down 3 times.

Regardless, I intentionally burnt that bridge and smoked the ashes. It wouldn't be appropriate for me to mod again, nor do I want to. I'm more interested in joining another HR site or creating my own.

I've given a lot to this site, blood, sweat and tears, as all most of the mods have. But I'm no angel and have my moments. But I have the balls to own my actions, apologize, and resign. Unlike some others I know.

Please dont take my words as pure vitriolic psychosomatic babble and vengeful attack. I'm just pointing out facts. Really.

And if that one mod who knows who he is wants to continue to unfairly and ridiculously play the victim, I really do have every single one of our interactions saved as screenshots. So I dare you to lie your way out of that one like you continually have in the past. The truth always comes to light my friend. I'm done with you and not going to pursue anything, I'm just letting you know. You can't keep lying about it to save face. This is by no means a threat or insult, I'm just stating facts.
 
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PtahTek said:
possibly tendrils of training? idk....

thanks for the vote of confidence.
happen to notice any political goings on between mods?
sittin here wrackin my brains....
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Can't find anymore much political threads,which is good.That's one of the reasons that things around goin' down...if u mess politics in such forum very likely things will goin' shitty....dirty business,bloody busyness-the politics.As to "political goings" between mods if u


mean some tensions...well u-especially Americans I notice-very,very strongly divided at the moment....even more than europeans....left and right/pro Trump/anti Trump....all the establishment wants to achieve their plans for total control,division and submission and they obviously suceed.Mods are people...or some of them I guess...they are in this battle too...yes politics is the main reasons for things to goin' down here and everywhere
 
And if anyone is curious, I've only ever had a personal problem with 2 of the mods here, one of which is already long gone and was banned for a good reason. 2 mods out of 50+ (?) I've met over the years. I met so many amazing, talented, and unique people over the years. Thank God for decent people. This website really was an amazing boon to my life overall. I will truly miss the people I've met here. All the friends, the laughs, the crying, the support, the stess, the comradery. The debates, everything.... This website saved my life in 2020/21. I would not be here if not for the amazing people I met and support I received while staffing this site. People like @n3ophyte and @mysterier were some of the most interesting people I've ever met in my life.

Oddly enough, I have a feeling there are a few people I met through BL will be with me for the rest of my life, as online friends, and I suppose we'd meet up some day.

My only regret is not joining sooner. I would have loved the early days of this site from 1999-2010.

Alas, I find myself burning my finger with my cigarette from typing too much while standing outside watching the beautiful crawnct moon tonight.

Sometimes I wonder what you people imagine I am like In real life.
 
All the therapy in the world will never even help this forum to understand each other.

The important fact of this community should be to help each other as much as possible and the best as possible as we all can

possibly keep try to do.

As in helping with Harm Reduction and relating to this specific knowledge and help for this type of support

as much as possible when it is done by reaching out for the well being of each other. Yes the kind behavior towards each other

that this forum is supposed to be for.


Unlike the manipulations of winning or losing with the political manipulation games.

Even after the chivalry turns to rivalry at the end game in the sub arena of sports here they can actually

manage somehow to have a good time together again. And be allowed to be human beings and enjoy it all together also.

And not be paranoid of not being liked for some superiority complex that one is in the top of all possible superiority and

everyone else can eat garbage and out of all places to do this on a forum like this. With no shame at all.

Just a rise and a laugh to others that you feel are lesser than yourselves.

Just one sucker punch after another and on and on and on.

Because that is how it is and WILL always be HERE. And it's TRUTH.


Try having a beer or coffee together instead of all of the political spitefulness and destructive behavior

towards each other because you specifically chose to to disagree and play heinous games with each

other with your ugly hateful indignant attitudes of resentment towards each other into eternity forever

because you will never change or even want to make that effort towards others only yourselves. This is an example of what

your Professional type Bulling does. Just you and your self serving gas lighting selves. It's your lifestyles but there are other

human beings that choose not to be like your conniving fragile insecure ego disorders and nature of your type of personal

dispositions.


Like with the despicable ulterior motives you all set an example with to seek out and destroy each other or

anyone that you all can possibly keep doing it to over again and over again and again.


The help and support of the forum is being destroyed with unhealthy heinous derogatory behavioral dispute problems

and situations that you all continually choose to be as your specific identities.

The ill behavior of all of your own personal political attitudes are destroying the purpose of this forums and everyone in it and

it's once purposeful mission that is supposed to be about substance abuse and harm reduction awareness.


The motive of the forum now seems to be the unhealthy behavior for the purpose to destroy each other now politically.

Good riddance to the hateful and public attitudes and egocentric trips towards others because everything seems to be political

towards the kind you feel to have superiority over that is something that is in your own personal head. Or some kind of complex

from some kind of impulsive personal misinterpretations instead of the good intentions for the forum itself.


Try learning to set an selfless example and be proud of this community and actual others in the forum as well

instead of the hatefulness and destruction for an example of this to the world and life itself all together with all of the

nonsense that distracts everything from the real reason and purpose of others trying so desperately to be a part of this

organization.


All of you and your political motives are just selfishness and destructiveness that are just destroying it all for the purpose that

others are trying to be here for. The harm reduction and substance abuse knowledge and support and the purpose and mission

that we have the opportunity to be here for.


This opportunity wasn't put here to politically destroy each other and for what this website is trying to offer as a service for us

all. All together. The goal is specifically for connection of communication to help each other through whatever possible for

the difficult times of this situation of needing the help to support and not discourage each other on this site together regarding

substance abuse and also advocating therapeutic help with these types of categories for and dosing base lines and help

and help with substances to lessen said abuse.


Go ahead and shut down your precious politics like my threads get continuously destroyed and shut down because

of all the extreme bias that seems to be a theme here.


It turned vicious and heinous because of all the tainted dirty politics there is on a continuous basis that looks

like pathetic civil unrest instead of being that support and helpful harm reduction forum that is a tremendous help and there

for the needs of others for the specificity of this. For so many people and others and just because of these others that can't be

civilized anymore and toward target people that make up the others that are out here as well.


And all because someone likes someone that you don't, because of controlling ugly despicable behavior for your precious

biased politics. Such shameful political behavior that even makes Alex Jones appear to be like a Saint and better than every bit

and all of this.


Is someone paranoid from something because their ego is butt hurt because they can't be worshiped by certain others with a

slightly different opinion on the other side of the rail. I wasn't laughing at anybody. I was trying to socialize and be happy and try

to smile and learn with others by being civil and not have clandestine half truths and left out portions of the power trip control

over others behavior when trying so desperately to have perspective in communicating. I don't even care about my threads

anymore. I care about your personal insecurities destroying others. That's what I care about the the most and more than

anything.

And this is where you're are coming from because of where you are at. Better than the rest of us. Everyone else must be too

ignorant for you. Because only you all seem smarter. And the rest are useless unless you have personal ties with someone that

is better and the same as yourselves.

Surely. Of course. The rest of the world shouldn't have dignity like yourselves because we all are not deserving. Only you you

you you !

Please shut down the BRC thread too because that is turning into a filthy cesspool of violence and idiocy of uselessness in

society itself from the others side and opinions in society itself now circa. So you want to hurt others because you actually feel

that insecure about yourselves that you have to think you are actually hurting others to make yourself feel good. I don't care

what you do to me because you only care about you because we know that no one else will ever matter as much as your own

selfish self. I just feel that some of you just fucked all of America. Now where are we all supposed to go. Back to Europe.

And by the way. I want to identify as an Indian. An American one.


Because you really do and have to put others down to be able to feel superior about yourselves !!! Well how about it, why don't

you ban and shut down all of your own threads instead of constantly using your controlling and manipulation of power trip over

others. Just because of the sole fact that you happen to get voted in to have that label. On a forum. A forum that belongs to

others not only just yourselves. Maybe that thread is evolving into purposelessness as well. Useless and no need for it at all

as well.


Thanks for running off a long time permanent member also with your specific Titles from this forum because of selfishness and

insecurities because your point of views are different from others human beings as well. And running someone off of this forum

that worked so much harder and efficient than others.


What a mess that this was meant to be a wonderful forum for helping out and support with a strong purpose. I hope you are

proud that you are all so politically vindictive, especially the head honcho who I was open to as a human at one time too, that

you risk destroying a whole forum and others with these attitudes instead of what could have been a productive

opportunity because of someones larger than life insecurities. Yeah with all due frieiking respect because no one else deserves

anything but you all. Because you've been here the longest. So what. We human too.


Get over yourselves and ugly attitudes for the soul purpose destroying others because your sole purpose is that what is

to look down on others to make yourselves look better while you continuously all feel righteous by guaranteeing

to make others feel like garbage because of politics on such a respectable website. Ban and close away and try to

shut everyone down because you all will never change and it is all you will ever know. I am stupid. You are not. So get rid of me

too. Couldn't wait to shut me down could you. So you can laugh at me because IT IS perfectly okay.

Because you want to be hateful maybe and definitely have power over anyone

that does't give you a good enough supply that no one else deserves except your selfish Selves. The only thing that matters is

you and never others unless there is something in it for your uppity and only in it for yourselves not others that ALL matter

somehow too.

Good-Bye.


Close it down and delete. It's your method of operation. ... But of course. Is this called Power Mongering or Something !!
 
Let's just all ban and delete the freedom of everyone else threads and posting. Let's all vote on who gets deleted or removing their posts or banned too. How much dumber does this all get. Because they get so hurty and offended over their own politics. How about some political reduction because Harm Reductions seem to not even make a difference anymore. Just the top notch politics for the elite. I am just dumbing my self down even worse than I ever can now by being here or even looking at this place anymore. It's over and dumped on and all doxed out anyway. Destroyed because of Ego and dirty Politics. Real proud of yourselves now. This place makes people insane and insecure and should have never been intended to be like this. But IT IS.

It's just a big tragedy now. Thanks A lot for that then.
 
hi there,

are you having login issues? is that why you created the ki3ly account?

we generally don't allow alt. accounts so it looks like your kiely account is working fine?

let me know, thanks,

alasdair


WHY DO OTHERS HAVE AN ALT THEN . AND MANY OF THEM


ALASDAIR


Someone else said that it's okay to have them.

SO WHY THE ALASDAIR RULES ONLY AGIAN THEN ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Watch out Mr Ed. He's your friend. Not mine.

THEREFORE I AM NOT ONE OF THE


GANG BANG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You scare everyone away because you don't want certain others on your Site anymore !!

Are you drunk .... or just want to HATE on me for some reason. Because your the king of the BRC.


You Scerd of my kind. I guess so.

You had to go pick on a 90 pound weekling. Everybody else can stay BECAUSE YOU SAY SO.

--- ALASDAIR

now i'm going to get banned by big bad admin because I spelled ALASDAIR

and it's gonna bring out more of the big famous riotous ego tripping offended always insecurities because ali ain't rich and famous enough


I WAS TOLD I CAN HAVE TWO ACCOUNTS BEFORE.

ARE YOU DRUNK ????


IS THIS A THREAT TO GET THE FUCK OFF OF YOUR WEBSITE AGIAN AND AGIAN AND AGAIN ??????????????????

Many people have two accounts. Are you sure you are sober enough to change the rules again !!!



Did I do something to you to make you more insecure !!!!!


He'll find a reason to make this another power trip perma band too.

Apparently I'm a threat for some reason. Is it because I went in the lounge where you are loved forever more.


You don't like anyone because you thing with your insecurities that no one likes you.


Whad I do ali ..... speak to someone that you don't like too much.


How the fuck people been having two accounts all these years then ......


When you gotta go change the rules and make your own and no one else can be allowed to breath.


Who are you gonna have left on your website ???? Just ALI cause you say so.


You're not even the owner HAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.


I'm gonna get banned deleted degraded shit on removed because ali say so


and it's gonna be from the haha making him so INSECURE and belittled


BUT FUCK ALL THE REST OF US RIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then he's gonna say disrespectful or anything he wants

Just so his narcissistic ego can fuck with everything with his fraudulent POWER AND CONTROL TRIP.


Don't like me because I can have an opinion HUH>


No I'm not letting you know nothing .... One thing you're not gonna get away with to laugh at the rest for WINNING

i DON'T need you or this site then


HOW SAD THAT ALMOST EVERYONE ( THAT KNOWS BETTER ) DOESN'T WANT TO BE HERE BECAUSE OF YOU

thanks big bad ali - ALASDAIR

DA'FUCK YOU GOT AGAINST ME NEVER SAID SHIT TO YOU

OR MARK

threatening me ..... a Girl

thanks real powerful
 
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all i'm allowed to say is

I took kratom
I took point milligarms of dis dat and every ting.


I guess wasting one word in the reading the room thread is allowable.

one word cause ali gets the last
 
there's a lot to take in here @kiely and i honestly can't make sense of some of it.

you're making a lot of accusations and claims here. please report some specific examples of each or any of the transgressions you list here and we'll take a look.

ty.

alasdair
 
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