Authenticity
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 26, 2015
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To me they never were happy pills.
More like numbing pills.
For me it takes away depression and anxiety but never makes me happy.
If anything I'm happier off the pills but also more depressed, mood swings up and down.
The pills kill emotion for me, period, any emotion, good or bad, is greatly reduced and at too high I dose I feel like a zombie-robot and would wish to feel pain just to FEEL again.
More like numbing pills.
For me it takes away depression and anxiety but never makes me happy.
If anything I'm happier off the pills but also more depressed, mood swings up and down.
The pills kill emotion for me, period, any emotion, good or bad, is greatly reduced and at too high I dose I feel like a zombie-robot and would wish to feel pain just to FEEL again.