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Harm Reduction (Social) OD Social v9 ~ Kreppel/Doughnut appreciation Plaza - Token bowls

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Good mornin' BL.

I dread today...I have to work on my most annoying clients computer. I can't stand the woman, she goes on and on and on and on about dumb shit the entire time I'm trying to work on her computer. I swear I have to take a nerve pill or two just to go over there...whats worse is all she watches is Fox News and begin election season I'm going to hear an ear full about all of that. I learned a long time ago she isn't even worth arguing with on anything, you could tell her the sky is blue and she'd lecture you on why you're wrong. -,-

I might just say fuck it and take me a nice warm and fuzzy shot of morphine up the bum before I take off this morning, currently undecided. Its been two weeks...was going to wait til the weekend but I have a feeling it might make this day go a little better.

Tokin' on home grown outdoor, not the best I've smoked but a lot better than what was going around a couple of months ago. Sadly it ain't my own, but thankfully my buddies decided to have a crop this year. Can't complain, they brought me a mason jar of the stuff and a bowl does me just fine. I got enough to last me through Christmas at the rate I'm smoking. >)

Hope y'all are doing well.
 
Thanks for the advice guys. I didn't have any full blown siezures, just uncontrable shaking and being at the brink of unconsciousness for 24+ hours. The clonazepam helped just enough to keep any siezures or life threatening side effects. Im still going through the acute phase, with the whole 9 yards of benzo w/d. My life isnt endangered but I'm still shaking and experiencing sensory disturbances. I wish my doctor would call me back since I still need her to call in my refill. I'm gonna ask to go back on a long acting benzo so I can slowely continue my taper without needing more to stave off severe and protracted w/d.

I'm glad I didn't have to drive or work yesterday or today.
 
tricomb said:
What's up C_P, tentram, bigfan, cloudy, et al?


dabs of wax, im very busy concentrating... on my concentrates...
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same man, just bought a platter of concentrates to go with all this bud, and I've been hitting layered bowls nonstop since i woke up this morning. I decided just to put the last point of crystal away for a rainy day, I don't want any of that poison in my body for a long time. May trade it for some morphine or opium. For now, I'm prettyoccupied with my bong hits and the simpsons. today i'm off work so it's gonna be like this all day. :p
 
You guys are making me crave that wax and I've never tried it. Maybe once I get paid I'll go procure some oil or full melt from my friend. Sorry for wrecking the thread with my own issue.
 
what's up you junkies and losers?! lol jk I haven't been around much lately but I'm around. Hoping to find some of my old war buddies from here. If anyone who knows me is around, holler...
 
Have any of you uploaded videos to youtube?
If you have what is the most "hits" that are registered to your video?

Just want to see if I have the most (for an ego boost).
I'm pretty sure I do.
 
Any idea of what I should dampen the effects of this acute benzo w/d if my doc doesn't call something in?
I just took some valerian and kava extract by other than that I have nothing and no money to buy alcohol until I can get a ride to my paycheck.

Edit: Just found .5mgs of lorazepam, sl'ing it right now.
 
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entheo said:
Any idea of what I should dampen the effects of this acute benzo w/d if my doc doesn't call something in?
I just took some valerian and kava extract by other than that I have nothing and no money to buy alcohol until I can get a ride to my paycheck.

Edit: Just found .5mgs of lorazepam, sl'ing it right now.
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If you can get your hands on any lyrica that is a godsend for benzo wds.
 
It's amazing what 2mgs of lorazepam will do. It's definitely a sign that I need to continue with my taper, as I'm obviously at a point where my physical dependence posses immediate and long term danger.
I was prescribed propranolol to help with the tremors and elevated heart rate cause by w/d
 
shreddedlettuce said:
Have any of you uploaded videos to youtube?
If you have what is the most "hits" that are registered to your video?

Just want to see if I have the most (for an ego boost).
I'm pretty sure I do.
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953456744345. it included monkeys flinging shit. i win?

what's up fuckers? 1pm wake up, grab a few donuts with a shot of morphine and proper wake up! light a cigarette, burn some scars in my arms and shake up with a coffee!

i haven't had any valium for 2 days. perhaps i'll pop a wee bit this afternoon, but i've been having no problems sleeping because of the morphine. feels damn good.

entheo said:
I was prescribed propranolol to help with the tremors and elevated heart rate cause by w/d
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that makes sense. i find upping my atenolol (beta blocker) helps me a little through stages of minimal withdrawal. helps with controlling furhter elevated BP when going through opioid withdrawal too.

kids - beta blockers are NOT recreational.
 
I guess they are used for migraine prophylaxis, which is really nice for me. I have chronic migraines so I'm hoping to tolerate the propranolol well enough to keep them to a minimum.

Tentram, what side effects do you experience from beta blockers? They arent recreational so Ive never read up on them until now.
 
i don't experience any side effects. i use atenolol for high blood pressure issues.

i've never found it to alleviate any of my anxiety as some people are prescribed them for and report such success.
 
entheo said:
It's amazing what 2mgs of lorazepam will do. It's definitely a sign that I need to continue with my taper, as I'm obviously at a point where my physical dependence posses immediate and long term danger.
I was prescribed propranolol to help with the tremors and elevated heart rate cause by w/d
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Did you go to the ER or a doctor? I'm glad to see you're still here and doing ok.
 
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