The Dope Man
Bluelighter
i wish i had a gun with which i could blow my fucking head away
serious ? what wrong ?
i wish i had a gun with which i could blow my fucking head away
Dropped my script of vals into the sink when I was getting some out to take. The residual water in the sink did not treat them well. Fuck.
i'm really tired of being so depressed and lonely all the time. i'm tired waking up and shaking like a leaf and needing a drink, i'm fucking tired of all of it. sometimes i think if i had a .45/lots of secobarbital i'd be already dead.
Have you tried a benzo taper so you can quit drinking?
yes i've done a home detox succesfully with diazepam and baclofen. didn't even taper, just quit the diazepam after three days and the baclofen after seven. the problem at the moment is that i don't know where to get any, both my GP and my psychiatrist are massive cunts. i've planned to find a new one, but that is usually curtailed by my drinking.
at the moment i'm seriously considering getting some GBL, which isn't optimal for alcohol WD but it actually works surprisingly well, detoxed myself last year with it and was dry for quite a while. but i've been just so goddamn frustrated lately, so i simply said fuck it, which was a huge fucking mistake.
Just a suggestion xxxyyy, seeing as though oxazepam is the weakest benzo, it is specifically prescribed for alcohol withdrawal, and doctors probably wouldn't mind prescribing it instead of any other benzo.
Just a thought.