SoonAJunkie
Bluelighter
Sup everyone wanted to inform you that i haven't used heroin for 3+ weeks 
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Heroin So i bought some heroin
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ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
so have you become a junkie as you wish?
twotoomany
Bluelighter
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Talk to us again in 3+ years. No one said it happens over night.
The Lone Deranger
Bluelighter
Here Here ..
Emily29707
Bluelighter
Sup everyone wanted to inform you that i haven't used heroin for 3+ weeks
That's great. Now do yourself a favor and never do heroin again. It's not worth it.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Sup everyone wanted to inform you that i haven't used heroin for 3+ weeks
Good for you. If this is now going to turn into you basically mocking everybody and being sarcastic, thinking anything you've said so far proves you aren't going to become an addict, I'm going to close this because it is highly offensive and childish.
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Hiya (first off sorry if my other thread broke any rules it was not my intention to do so. I wanted to know in a harm reduction way as I've not yet tried it n do not wish to kill myself so apologise for that (sorry other thread was closed hence my apologising here!)
In relation to the question from the OP - as I am used to daily intake of 8mg suboxone (before this 7-800 codeine which equals to 7-80mg, morphine, right). What would be the safest about of Heroin to do? And I assume smoking is still the safest way?
I know there are a lot of opiates in the US - before climbing to H but I really don't think we have them here.
I cannot get dehydrocodeine etc online as close family members forced me off codeine n keep my parcents before I get them n ask me to open them in front of them. So those avenues are closed to me as I know I could have got myself some good DHC....oh well
Like I say I'm sorry that I overstepped the mark in my previous thread it was not intended.
OP - my advice to you, and I am sorry if this comes out as preachy or / hypocritical, having asked a similar question to yourself. In the intent of HR I would suggest that you do some weaker opiates first n build up your intolerence as you don't want to OD or ruin you first experience by being ill / sick
When I took my first 60mg codeine pill I felt nauseous (this is going back a few years now). I wasused to downing around 14-18 30/500 codeine/para (I loved those 30s) one intention was to obviously dull the pain of sciatica disk herniation so I could carry ondoing race4life (5k run for cancer) n other high intensive exercise to stay fit n not gain weight. A friend said to me "trouble with the tablets is you can carry on as normal which could make your issues worst" i seemed to "not hear" the "make things worst" and heard what I wanted to hear from the message "codeine will dull out the pain n I can keep physical active - do as much as possible" (my own version).
Sorry, I've gone on a bit as usual but please listen to the advice given to you. These people have taken time to help you because they care about your safety. This site is very informative, useful n the support here is ACE!!!! I have never been to a more supportive site with so much love n support as this.
When you first do it it may be an idea for you to have precautions encase you OD. We understand that you do not want to inform people of your drug use but you could find people who are also using who could be there that first few times just to make sure you are safe n who could get you to hospital if something goes wrong.
Take care n keep safe ok.
Mr.Scagnattie - thank you very much for showing me this thread. Much appreciated. I will also look at the megathread n subcribe to it.
Evey 
xxx
I'm not having a go here n I do need to point something out - "...or even codeine?" When you have no opiate experience CODEINE is an incredible high.... First time I took codeine it remind me of being given diamorphine when I was giving birth....I was in HEAVEN n flying with the fairies, floating, warm, fizzy lovely relaxed n blissful euphoria. Please don't downplay codeine. When you move to stronger opiate codeine wont do that for you no more if if you have had stronger opiate n try codeine of course its going to seem weak but I got addicted to codeine 800mg a day chasing that high n personally I would suggest the OP tries that first n reads up on cold water extraction (CWE). There are places you can get codeine which is less likely to be cut but you still have to be careful as you can sometimes buy fakes n be conned.
Quite true... I was blocked from such a forum a year back for trying to help a codeine addict. The person had liver damage n was taking 30-50, 30/500 codeine/para daily. She was a lovely lady n I had become friendly with, was deeply concerned. I tried to tell her where she could purchase codeine which was SAFER n purer also about cold water extraction. I was told NOT to mention CWE as APPARENTLY it only took the fillers away.
This woman was dying ffs n she had to take care of a family member with dementia. I would do it again too. I often wonder what happened to her n if she made it through her addiction...
In relation to the question from the OP - as I am used to daily intake of 8mg suboxone (before this 7-800 codeine which equals to 7-80mg, morphine, right). What would be the safest about of Heroin to do? And I assume smoking is still the safest way?
I know there are a lot of opiates in the US - before climbing to H but I really don't think we have them here.
I cannot get dehydrocodeine etc online as close family members forced me off codeine n keep my parcents before I get them n ask me to open them in front of them. So those avenues are closed to me as I know I could have got myself some good DHC....oh well
Like I say I'm sorry that I overstepped the mark in my previous thread it was not intended.
OP - my advice to you, and I am sorry if this comes out as preachy or / hypocritical, having asked a similar question to yourself. In the intent of HR I would suggest that you do some weaker opiates first n build up your intolerence as you don't want to OD or ruin you first experience by being ill / sick
When I took my first 60mg codeine pill I felt nauseous (this is going back a few years now). I wasused to downing around 14-18 30/500 codeine/para (I loved those 30s) one intention was to obviously dull the pain of sciatica disk herniation so I could carry ondoing race4life (5k run for cancer) n other high intensive exercise to stay fit n not gain weight. A friend said to me "trouble with the tablets is you can carry on as normal which could make your issues worst" i seemed to "not hear" the "make things worst" and heard what I wanted to hear from the message "codeine will dull out the pain n I can keep physical active - do as much as possible" (my own version).
Sorry, I've gone on a bit as usual but please listen to the advice given to you. These people have taken time to help you because they care about your safety. This site is very informative, useful n the support here is ACE!!!! I have never been to a more supportive site with so much love n support as this.
When you first do it it may be an idea for you to have precautions encase you OD. We understand that you do not want to inform people of your drug use but you could find people who are also using who could be there that first few times just to make sure you are safe n who could get you to hospital if something goes wrong.
Take care n keep safe ok.
Mr.Scagnattie - thank you very much for showing me this thread. Much appreciated. I will also look at the megathread n subcribe to it.
Evey
xxxI'm not having a go here n I do need to point something out - "...or even codeine?" When you have no opiate experience CODEINE is an incredible high.... First time I took codeine it remind me of being given diamorphine when I was giving birth....I was in HEAVEN n flying with the fairies, floating, warm, fizzy lovely relaxed n blissful euphoria. Please don't downplay codeine. When you move to stronger opiate codeine wont do that for you no more if if you have had stronger opiate n try codeine of course its going to seem weak but I got addicted to codeine 800mg a day chasing that high n personally I would suggest the OP tries that first n reads up on cold water extraction (CWE). There are places you can get codeine which is less likely to be cut but you still have to be careful as you can sometimes buy fakes n be conned.
Quite true... I was blocked from such a forum a year back for trying to help a codeine addict. The person had liver damage n was taking 30-50, 30/500 codeine/para daily. She was a lovely lady n I had become friendly with, was deeply concerned. I tried to tell her where she could purchase codeine which was SAFER n purer also about cold water extraction. I was told NOT to mention CWE as APPARENTLY it only took the fillers away.
This woman was dying ffs n she had to take care of a family member with dementia. I would do it again too. I often wonder what happened to her n if she made it through her addiction...
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JunkieDays
Bluelighter
Actually.. nevermind.
No use in telling someone that they're mad & jealous of another person.. it will only turn out for the worse.
God, some people act like little fuckin' children... almost makes me want to stay away from BL.
Nevermind.
No use in telling someone that they're mad & jealous of another person.. it will only turn out for the worse.
God, some people act like little fuckin' children... almost makes me want to stay away from BL.
Nevermind.
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Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
I was advised to read this thread n have done so over the past few hours. I made some comments as i did so (please see previous). In MY opinion, this person seems to be a troll n trying to get people going. Best thing to do is not respond. You've all taken time to give out advice n it won't go to waste people of people lurking n so forth. And this advice I have also taken on board so thank you.
I am disgusted at this person mocking people who has been throughaddiction. He appears childish as if to say "haha you all but hook but I won'".
I got addicted to codeine which people love to laugh n say how it's weak, a "walk in the park" etc. it's not the physical witgdrawal that gets you it's the psychological. You have that high n THAT is when you become PSYCHOLOGICALLY addicted. You fall in love, it becomes your friend n nothing else matters. You spend every day putting as much into your body as possible n finding more, dreaming about it n when you withdrawal apart from the physical withdrawals you feel like you've grieving the love of a VERY CLOSE LOVED ONE n like your world is crashing down around you, normalty is going around you but you cant tolerate it because your 'friend' has gone. At the same time you shake, shiver, go hot n cold, get bloody goosebumps, have restless legs, can't eat, can't n when you DO sleep you dream of it, you mentally can't stop thinking of it, which is torture oh n that was codeine n if you stop it never leaves you, you want it or something stronger to get that lovely feeling again, which took away so many 'negative emotions' n the constant emptiness...
That was my experience n why I get frustrated n annyed when people say "only codeine." I'm on suboxone 8mg now.
And he says heroin is not addictive????
Take care everyone you're advice has helped someone at least.
Evey xxx
I am disgusted at this person mocking people who has been throughaddiction. He appears childish as if to say "haha you all but hook but I won'".
I got addicted to codeine which people love to laugh n say how it's weak, a "walk in the park" etc. it's not the physical witgdrawal that gets you it's the psychological. You have that high n THAT is when you become PSYCHOLOGICALLY addicted. You fall in love, it becomes your friend n nothing else matters. You spend every day putting as much into your body as possible n finding more, dreaming about it n when you withdrawal apart from the physical withdrawals you feel like you've grieving the love of a VERY CLOSE LOVED ONE n like your world is crashing down around you, normalty is going around you but you cant tolerate it because your 'friend' has gone. At the same time you shake, shiver, go hot n cold, get bloody goosebumps, have restless legs, can't eat, can't n when you DO sleep you dream of it, you mentally can't stop thinking of it, which is torture oh n that was codeine n if you stop it never leaves you, you want it or something stronger to get that lovely feeling again, which took away so many 'negative emotions' n the constant emptiness...
That was my experience n why I get frustrated n annyed when people say "only codeine." I'm on suboxone 8mg now.
And he says heroin is not addictive????
Take care everyone you're advice has helped someone at least.
Evey xxx
bunge
Bluelighter
Hiya (first off sorry if my other thread broke any rules it was not my intention to do so. I wanted to know in a harm reduction way as I've not yet tried it n do not wish to kill myself so apologise for that (sorry other thread was closed hence my apologising here!)
In relation to the question from the OP - as I am used to daily intake of 8mg suboxone (before this 7-800 codeine which equals to 7-80mg, morphine, right). What would be the safest about of Heroin to do? And I assume smoking is still the safest way?
I know there are a lot of opiates in the US - before climbing to H but I really don't think we have them here.
I cannot get dehydrocodeine etc online as close family members forced me off codeine n keep my parcents before I get them n ask me to open them in front of them. So those avenues are closed to me as I know I could have got myself some good DHC....oh well
Like I say I'm sorry that I overstepped the mark in my previous thread it was not intended.
OP - my advice to you, and I am sorry if this comes out as preachy or / hypocritical, having asked a similar question to yourself. In the intent of HR I would suggest that you do some weaker opiates first n build up your intolerence as you don't want to OD or ruin you first experience by being ill / sick
When I took my first 60mg codeine pill I felt nauseous (this is going back a few years now). I wasused to downing around 14-18 30/500 codeine/para (I loved those 30s) one intention was to obviously dull the pain of sciatica disk herniation so I could carry ondoing race4life (5k run for cancer) n other high intensive exercise to stay fit n not gain weight. A friend said to me "trouble with the tablets is you can carry on as normal which could make your issues worst" i seemed to "not hear" the "make things worst" and heard what I wanted to hear from the message "codeine will dull out the pain n I can keep physical active - do as much as possible" (my own version).
Sorry, I've gone on a bit as usual but please listen to the advice given to you. These people have taken time to help you because they care about your safety. This site is very informative, useful n the support here is ACE!!!! I have never been to a more supportive site with so much love n support as this.
When you first do it it may be an idea for you to have precautions encase you OD. We understand that you do not want to inform people of your drug use but you could find people who are also using who could be there that first few times just to make sure you are safe n who could get you to hospital if something goes wrong.
Take care n keep safe ok.
Mr.Scagnattie - thank you very much for showing me this thread. Much appreciated. I will also look at the megathread n subcribe to it.
Evey
I'm not having a go here n I do need to point something out - "...or even codeine?" When you have no opiate experience CODEINE is an incredible high.... First time I took codeine it remind me of being given diamorphine when I was giving birth....I was in HEAVEN n flying with the fairies, floating, warm, fizzy lovely relaxed n blissful euphoria. Please don't downplay codeine. When you move to stronger opiate codeine wont do that for you no more if if you have had stronger opiate n try codeine of course its going to seem weak but I got addicted to codeine 800mg a day chasing that high n personally I would suggest the OP tries that first n reads up on cold water extraction (CWE). There are places you can get codeine which is less likely to be cut but you still have to be careful as you can sometimes buy fakes n be conned.
Quite true... I was blocked from such a forum a year back for trying to help a codeine addict. The person had liver damage n was taking 30-50, 30/500 codeine/para daily. She was a lovely lady n I had become friendly with, was deeply concerned. I tried to tell her where she could purchase codeine which was SAFER n purer also about cold water extraction. I was told NOT to mention CWE as APPARENTLY it only took the fillers away.
This woman was dying ffs n she had to take care of a family member with dementia. I would do it again too. I often wonder what happened to her n if she made it through her addiction...
Yeah, the 30/500 co-codamols are lovely. Im prescribed them with 30mg dhc ir and ive found mixing the two makes for a lovely buzz but i wouldnt even consider doing 30-50 a day without CWE. I cant believe that another told you not to inform people about CWE! The science is sound and works due to opiates soluability in cold water.
The way i would look at things is that you have had aa bad experience/s in the past but your in the right place now, Bluelight.
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Does it sound selfish that I can't be around anyone who takes those 30/500s? Its how my addiction started n i even had to delete someone off Facebook fot taking them for genuine reasons. I know it wasn't there their fault but I just feel jealous, angry resentful n start craving them even on suboxone. Am i wrong to feel that way because i cant help it. They had a strong power over me.
sal_barley
Greenlighter
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Ask my wife how fucked up it is to be a heroin addict....
Wait, you can't it fucking killed her.
Heroin has left me fighting every day to recover and get my soul and my life back.
Take a revolver load one round in it spin the cylinder and pull the trigger. Do that say, 6 times a day.
You are doing the same thing when you catch a mean habit cause you thought you could handle it
You wake up one day with that "oh fuck" feeling like something really bad just happened
Please think about it. Please.
Pissed....
Wait, you can't it fucking killed her.
Heroin has left me fighting every day to recover and get my soul and my life back.
Take a revolver load one round in it spin the cylinder and pull the trigger. Do that say, 6 times a day.
You are doing the same thing when you catch a mean habit cause you thought you could handle it
You wake up one day with that "oh fuck" feeling like something really bad just happened
Please think about it. Please.
Pissed....
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Sal I'm deeply sorry for you loss.
bennyZA
Bluelighter
Oh man, not this thread again.
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
My fault sorry. Was looking through some old E-mail notifications n saw the above post. Thought it deserved a reply. Hope you're ok x
bennyZA
Bluelighter
No worries, it's not you. I just remember when this thread first started and it blew up so fast because everyone told the OP to stay away, and he responded with smart ass remarks about how none of us have the willpower he does. Essentially.
bunge
Bluelighter
The OP had zero intention of folloelwing our advice (unless we told him what he wanted to hear i reckon).
On the other hand, this thread has some superb posts that could really useful for other users.
On the other hand, this thread has some superb posts that could really useful for other users.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
^^^
Yeah that is why it's one of the threads I recommend to others who create a new post about trying H for the first time, asking us all how to do it or if its a good idea..
Yeah that is why it's one of the threads I recommend to others who create a new post about trying H for the first time, asking us all how to do it or if its a good idea..
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
I 100% agree with this post xxx
Yea I've read that. He think he will be sorry for the way he acted towards you all but I did assume that he was a troll trying to wind people up out of boredom. However, whether he is or not - others will benefits from this thread. Take care.
SoonAJunkie
Bluelighter
Anyway H makes me feel bored,gives me nausea...and i don't care for anything.Waves of heat,some puking(sometimes) and such stuff.How is H the most intense orgasm?How does it make you feel good?You just don't care.Seriously,what's all the fuss about it??
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