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Snoo version 6 - Shiny Spring-Summertime Snoo!

nice one cherry :) hope that all works out for you :) will feel so much better to be back again, by back I mean, having come from rock bottom a couple of times and back to a happier way of living. I really hope everything turns out for the best for you. You will get the job, I can feel it :) you deserve it.

What is the job doing?
 
^ good work cherry :D

Major friend-snoo today. Just what I needed. Plus some amazing presents from Ms ColouredFunk, completely unexpected and wonderful, thank you! :) <3
 
The unseasonably pleasant January weather is great. Especially as it was nice enough for me to go for a wander in the Mersey valley, which is one of my favourite spots in the city.

It's possible to wander off into fields and forget you're in the city at all. A lovely urban oasis, and it took up a few hours I would oterwise have spent drinking and moping. We're lucky to have somewhere like that in what can sometimes be a slightly oppressive and monochrome built environment. Lovely.
 
just paid a deposit on a triumph speed triple

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(not me)

consuming shiny things to fill empty holes in my life feels good
 
picking it up on the 21st :D, Its probably all i'm going to think/talk/dream about until i pick it up. I think i'm in love!.

do you ride YPDH? That is one sexy beast of a machine
 
I had a couple of lessons Watson but not on an Enfield. I had a boyfriend in India with a bike similar to that one but red.
Im a better passenger really, I crashed a couple of mopeds and really hurt myself.

Are you getting new riding gear or polishing the old stuff up?
 
Remembering to put trust in my family snoo...

I have an amazing Father, yesterday totally out of the blue, I told him what any parent would be distraught to hear from their child, but he took it amazingly well. I'd been wanting to tell him for a while, but never had the courage. I told him when out having a pub dinner with Effie, as I knew she'd be there for me if I got a reaction I couldn't handle. I told him I'm an IV Heroin addict in recovery treatment and that this is where my Hep C came from, and why he'd been able to tell me I was looking thinner over Christmas.

He told me maybe I should stay in Bristol where I have a key worker, and stay close to my good friends. He asked me to let him know about my methadone treatment, and support. He is an amazing man,I miss him so much, and when I'm writing this I'm in tears as I do want to move home to see him more, but,I think he is right.I need to get clean first as the move may be too much for me. I actually walked home crying, happy and sad tears as it felt so good to have finally told him the truth. Until then, he's only known about my party drug using, and thought I only occasionally smoked H. I've not told him I was IV'ing crack aswell, one thing at a time.
 
cherrycolouredfunk said:
Remembering to put trust in my family snoo...

I have an amazing Father, yesterday totally out of the blue, I told him what any parent would be distraught to hear from their child, but he took it amazingly well. I'd been wanting to tell him for a while, but never had the courage. I told him when out having a pub dinner with Effie, as I knew she'd be there for me if I got a reaction I couldn't handle. I told him I'm an IV Heroin addict in recovery treatment and that this is where my Hep C came from, and why he'd been able to tell me I was looking thinner over Christmas.

He told me maybe I should stay in Bristol where I have a key worker, and stay close to my good friends. He asked me to let him know about my methadone treatment, and support. He is an amazing man,I miss him so much, and when I'm writing this I'm in tears as I do want to move home to see him more, but,I think he is right.I need to get clean first as the move may be too much for me. I actually walked home crying, happy and sad tears as it felt so good to have finally told him the truth. Until then, he's only known about my party drug using, and thought I only occasionally smoked H. I've not told him I was IV'ing crack aswell, one thing at a time.
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Aw that must have been a good feeling to get that open with your dad, truth is always the best policy, and although I dont know you cherry, I am so glad your dad took it so well, you really deserved that, good luck to you<3
 
this arrived today along with an Eee PC, been doin a bit of Ebay sniping :)


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cherrycolouredfunk said:
Had an awful day yesterday, huge arguments with two people i'm very close to, I then relapsed, then I found this picture in one of my facebook albums, and i'm remembering to remember it and it made things feel better...

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You gotta live that way Cherry every moment brings a new you, that isn't just wishy washy bollox, coz you know I ain't feelin that shite.

Make those choices and make them stick, easy words to say but in many ways the mental side of things its mostly true, I've got faith that you can hold it together and get through all this just because you've survived so much already. the world keeps hurling it at you and you just keep getting back up ...go girl nuffin can touch you you are a perfect example of you and no one can ever take that away.
 
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