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I took an overdose of diphenhydramine then went walking up the highway looking for a suitable truck to hurl myself infront of. I'd found my target and was about to go but then saw a string of vehicles behind it, and I didn't want to cause a big massive accident. Then I sparked a cigarette to wait for the next suitable vehicle. I remember inhaling, my chest started to feel really funny, and that was it.

The next thing I know I wake up in A&E with needles being pushed in me, while I was still 'trippin bawz' from the diphenhydramine. I was completely delerious, it was weird. Then they took me up to coronary care for a day, then I was taken to the psych unit.

An ambulance just happened to be driving past me and picked me off the side of the road. I was in A&E by 4pm, but the police didn't know I was there so my family and police were searching for me until 8! I had quit smoking, but thought I may as well enjoy my last cigarettes and beer..I believe a cigarette saved my life haha!

On the plus side, I'm now finally tackling a lot of things and feel better than I have in a long time.

Also - I threw out my old gutties and now have three pairs!! 8o

I'm just at home now, filling up my ears with music and sorting out the hundreds of pounds of clothes I've been bought :D Next time I need some new clobber, I think I'll just wave a wee ligature at my mother ;)
 
I need some new gutties, might head down the shop & get some diphenhydramine. If you're gonna OD on something at least OD on something fun ya clown!

Saved by a snout lol, once I realise my masterplan of getting the laws regarding cigarette advertising overturned then you can be my spokesperson "Benson & Hedges saved my life! Buy a 20 deck now, just in case".

Seriously though, glad you're sorted out man & I'm glad you finally got rid of those honking trainers.
 
Don Luigi said:
I took an overdose of diphenhydramine then went walking up the highway looking for a suitable truck to hurl myself infront of. I'd found my target and was about to go but then saw a string of vehicles behind it, and I didn't want to cause a big massive accident. Then I sparked a cigarette to wait for the next suitable vehicle. I remember inhaling, my chest started to feel really funny, and that was it.

The next thing I know I wake up in A&E with needles being pushed in me, while I was still 'trippin bawz' from the diphenhydramine. I was completely delerious, it was weird. Then they took me up to coronary care for a day, then I was taken to the psych unit.

An ambulance just happened to be driving past me and picked me off the side of the road. I was in A&E by 4pm, but the police didn't know I was there so my family and police were searching for me until 8! I had quit smoking, but thought I may as well enjoy my last cigarettes and beer..I believe a cigarette saved my life haha!

On the plus side, I'm now finally tackling a lot of things and feel better than I have in a long time.

Also - I threw out my old gutties and now have three pairs!! 8o

I'm just at home now, filling up my ears with music and sorting out the hundreds of pounds of clothes I've been bought :D Next time I need some new clobber, I think I'll just wave a wee ligature at my mother ;)
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Aww Don *hugs* you've been through the wars babes but glad to hear you're coming out the other side. It's gonna take some work and you have be extra kind and gentle to yourself.

I'm just so glad you are ok <3 life without Don and his appreciation of the female form and her shoes is not worth contemplating ;)

<3
 
Thank you for the well wishes everyone! <3

B9 - I think the most I'd gone up to before that day was 600mg. That particular day I had 1600mg. I was still feeling the effects when I woke up the next day! Just to clear things up - I didn't decide to do it after taking the diphenydramine, I had decided before I took it.
 
1600mgs is a decent amount of that, it'd make me sleep for a week.
Hurling yourself in front of a truck sounds like a bad place to be in, a bit like the suburbs of hell or somewhere.
Glad to hear that you're on the onward & upward TBH I only just read your post fully and the string of merry comments I was hoping to have at my disposal to hurl at you melted away like the dripping in a chip pan at friday teatime, I'd offer you sincere best wishes but I'm really shit at that sort of thing.
I thought I read a while back that you had quit drugs in order to lead a real life & that.
 
I had - I hadn't touched anything harder than weed since May. Except for one night drunkenly deciding to pick mushrooms on my way home. However, it was a small dose and I fell asleep before anything memorable happened (if indeed anything memorable would have happened).
 
Move all the way to Bristol.

Go to a free party.

Sit down fucked out of your face, and hear an accent that resembles what mine used to be. Turn around and speak to the boy. Turns out he's from your home town, knows people from my home town I know, lives in a squat in Bristol and is a smack addict.

He told me I've lost my accent.

It made me smile to sit and talk to someone from my very small town up north.
 
He told me, he lives in a squat, so admitted that it was pretty much his life at the moment, and we'd sat and had a decent talk about how the hell he ended up in Bristol as a jump from the same tiny northern town as me, along with how grim it was up north, but that we both missed it but only occasionally as Bristol is just to good a city for the hedonistic. His pin hole pupils also gave it away.

There were loads of gouching people in rooms in the warehouse.
 
It seems loads of people from this town are migrating down south lol. I dont blame them.
 
Played in a $5 poker tournament yesterday and did really well in it. Was very impressed with my performance, although slightly disappointed with the result in the end but it was a great snoo.

There were 3564 entrants and I came 8th in the end winning $222.75. Good result I know, but if I had come 7th I would have won $400 and 6th would have got me $579 and the top 4 places were all over $1,000 and first prize would have been $2800.

I was playing for 7 and a half hours to get that far and am really pleased I got to the final table, maybe next time I can get one of the four figure prizes.
 
Happy days. $222.75 ain't half bad for 7.5 hours of work.

On that subject - first day back at work and pretty ladies snoo :)

Got off at one and got some supplies for the tea tonight. Pork chops 2nd snoo.
 
I still kid myself that comedowns are easy to handle, and get lost in the you're having fun now, it's making it all go away for now, worry about it later moment, but I admit I've been pushing myself too much with drinking silly amounts daily and out taking drugs every weekend, trying to find a job, do my flat up, deal with a relationship break down, court cases, getting used to living totally alone, when I do not have stable moods to start with and I already have a fragile head with loads flying around it like an angry bee in a jar. Recently they've proven to be quite dangerous with a hospital admission on Monday. I don't do myself any favours, but I like to run away and hide inside my head. Drink and drugs are perfect for that.

SO...I'll get to the the point.

I still can't sleep from last nights escapades, and felt myself sinking somewhere I didn't want to go, worse than normal comedown stuff. I'd not really taken many drugs last night. I've still never really recovered from Monday or shit that exists in my head. So, I decided to write my favourite Persian proverb on a bit of paper and stick it on my purple wall (which I love as purple is a safe colour, I was told this once by a wise man from oop north) so I can look at it as a reminder. It's made me happy as I didn't think i'd be able to pull myself back, so therefore that is a snoo.

I also just decided that it's going to be tattoo number four.



"This too shall pass" (Persian: این نیز بگذرد, Hebrew: גם זה יעבור‎, Turkish: Bu da geçer) is a proverb indicating that all material conditions, positive or negative, are temporary
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Too fucking right!
 
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