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tackyspiral said:
Hey all its been awhile.... well I guess I am single its been a month since I left him! And I don't miss him.... I hope I can one day do better but my son will always come first... I am not the same person I was when I first got pregnant and believe me the change was for the better!
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It's nice to see parents who ACTUALLY put their kids first! Glad you're doing well.
 
i asked my bff to be my gf but she had surgery recently and still hurts real bad so i feel like a dick putting that on her during what shes going through but i couldn't sleep until i asked her she makes my life wonderful i'm usually very sad and angry about how my life is but with her the problems aren't such a big deal hell i want to marry her someday and even maybe have kids if we can get our shit together but she said in her condition she needed to think about it which i understand but she said when she feels a bit better she wants to talk more about us i've never wanted something so much in my life
 
Tacky spiral
Wow good for you! Must have been a difficult month.... Or was it liberating? Good you don't miss him! The future is bright ;)
Oh and congrats on the 5k!!
 
Cohesion said:
Yea! Agreed. I'm going to see Desaparecidos in a few weeks. :)
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Oh sweet, I didn't know Conor was still touring under that moniker. Lemme know how it is.

Lustmord said:
Lua kills me man, I can't listen to it anymore. Reminds me only of my best friend since the third grade that passed away a few years ago.
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'you will' is the song that does it for me. That whole album does it for me, in that sense, really. But that song in particular. The lyrics. Man, them feels. 'Lifted' might be my favorite album of all-time.


I'm not sure if 'Lua' will have quite the same lasting effect. But it will conjure up a smile every time, for sure. Again, very fitting lyrics.
 
Hate it when I'm sick during the rare time I actually get to spend time with my boyfriend. :(
 
^Feel better!

I'm so glad that I met a great new guy recently. We've both been super busy since we've known each other (a whole 2 weeks) but the last two nights, we rearranged our schedules and have been having an awesome time. What a turnaround as far as quality is concerned, too. My romantic history is full of dudes who depended on me to be the breadwinner even though I make a humble income. This one knows when to drop a buck and when to save a buck. It is a more equal partnership than I have ever experienced. He is also fascinatingly intelligent, handsome and thoughtful. We're already going out of our way for each other. We work well together.

Tonight we have his beautiful apartment alone for the first length of time since we've met! I'm excited, because this means my dry spell will be broken :)

I hope to flying fucking unicorn poop that neither of us fucks this up. This one's a keeper.
 
i want to feel what it's like to fall in love with a woman but i don't think i could do that with someone i hook up with right away it might be possible with someone who is a friend and has to be a good enough friend that i love her as a friend that way i would feel a connection as soon as we started dating but i don't know if any not crazy woman would even want to try being with me the only regular women/girls i dated didn't know how messed up i was until we had been dating for a few weeks i asked a friend i love if she would want to be my gf but her friendship means more than a chance to fall in love is really wouldn't have even asked but i was high and felt extra close to people i'm already close to but maybe if i find the right woman and we fall in love with each other i will feel good enough to want to make my life better and to quit abusing my medication and instead only use it when it's absolutely necessary
 
Cohesion said:
Nice!!
How long have you known him?
Hope you are having a nice night :)
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I've known him about 2 weeks.

It was a nice night in a sense; I made a great dinner. I walked home early because he acted like a sore loser when he lost in a recently released video game. That's embarrassing.

I respect his intelligence and wish him the best.
 
Feelings for the ex came up once I stopped using.. I've just been numbing it out instead of dealing with it. Not fair to the current girlie, I'll have to break up with her so I can deal with this. I simply can't be in a relationship right now, I'm drained. Blargh.
 
Are you planning to see him again?

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In about 10 days I'm going to see the band I mentioned above.. afterward I get auto entry to a great house dance bar. It is a sentimental place from a few good times with a few good friends about 7 years ago.. Incidentally one of those good friends just got back from living in Germany.. I'd like to invite her there!! It would be a nice reunion.

Funny I have this distinct *fear* of going there though! I haven't gone dancing in forever, I feel old, like I would really embarrass myself. Though it shouldn't matter. Like I'd really not ask her to meet up there simply because I'm afraid of dancing? Sounds lame.
She's been into all this German house scene making music and singing for tracks. Should be really cool to meet up with her, I just need to practice dancing and get into the mindset!

Anybody relate?
 
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