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Slippery Sheepdogs Dribbling Rainbow Halo's All Over The Parellogram- PD Triangle Urt

oh boy... I had a crazy weekend that culminated in drinking what I was told was GHB (first time) but was actually 1,4 butanediol (which the person thought was nearly identical). HUGE mistake.

I'd forgotten how good an idea it is NOT to take drugs that have significant physical effects. I was so dizzy, and we were driving the whole time... acccckkk...

I need to do a cleanse of some sort before this weekend's cactus juice...
 
I have two tests today that (because I'm a horrible procrastinator) I've barely studied for. Please pray to King Mubalu, PD crew, and ask him to send positive vibes and academic miracles my way. He'll listen to you guys, since you all visit him so much. :)
 
for sure roger!

a freind i gave some dmt to a LONG time ago wound up having some still (i went shrooming with him eearrrly this morning)! and we got 7 fresh caps and stems, aaannnd my other freind is giving us a half ounce of dried, freezer kept shrooms for 50$. then the idea of those harmala alkaloids came to mind. i think were gonna have to smoke it though, as i dont have enough for everyone if we eat it.

whats up


i wish i could get all my pd buddies trippin together (it happens), but, irl for serious.
 
lol, people will make u pay if you cant pick em yourself.

and picken em yourself is a real bitch sometimes. i got bit by one of every vile thing you can imagine, distroyed a pair of jeans and some new shoes, got soaked up to the knees and covered in prickers and other seeds and sticky shit, it was super hot and muggy (moreso than regular hot muggy florida, im talking like 90-100% humidity floating over a low waist high grass and weeds feild of darkness. there were more spider webs out there than in that cheezy mortal kombat movie where lu kang digs that 10000 year old chick.
bulls. have horns, and love to run together to make a legion of meat and horns pointed down right at you, and just stare you in the eye with the look of a cerial killer. niiiiicee bull, niiiiceee bullll, didnt mean to bump into your calf...
then you gotta know what kind to get, and it can be annoying even if your good at it, because sometimes the veil falls off and it will not have the purple ring, and on some shrooms it takes a quick minute to turn blue, and your trying to hurry your ass through the feild. the thing is most people turn around before they get to this point though.

alll that and i didnt even mention trying not to get cought when theres a road the entire side of one feild, farmers, dogs, lights, neighbors. gotta deal with that shit some times. the first feild we went to this guy came out with dogs and a flashlight and we had to book it. when we got around the corner there was a squad car creepin around, sneaky sneaky like.
good thing i was the hella fuckin awesome balls to the walls badass at manhunt when i was a kid.

shrooms aint free man. most people dont wanna go picken (i had fun, heh), and even if you do wanna go picken, you have a fat chance of geting a feild that isnt already rapped (which is why i only ended up with 7 shrooms from over an hour and a half of trudging through all sortsa shit)

usually people buy em for REDICULOUS prices, that i have NEVER paid. i would rather go shroomless for years than pay their prices. 20 usd for 1.7gs of shrooms, fuckthattt. i would rather get 2 grams of shrooms for 7 bucks (14gs for 50 like my freind is offering (who got them from a freind etc..)).
 
Hah, I don't think I'd be able to do it with all the spiders you speak of. The reason I don't take shrooms as often as I'd like to is generally the price is a bit too much in comparison to other psych's prices.
 
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Hi guys, I found an internet connection in the middle of wilderness. We've been having fun. Smoking weed, lots. Still lots of mosquitos here.

See you later,
-d
 
So yesterday I was trippin on some L and I went into a gas station to buy a lighter, she gave me a blue one. It made me think of this place, how's everyone been? It's been a minute since I've stopped by.
 
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coelophysis said:
By this do you mean merely get by? Or do you mean it in a sense of realizing what you are and what you are capable of pushing the envelope your skills and creativity to the best of your ability?
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very much so the latter
 
How to have a shitty day:

1) Withdraw from 3 days of heavy phenibut use (which I am finding had more of an effect on me than I realized)
2) Start to get the delayed MDMA serotonin depletion/hangover
3) Go out for lunch and drink a beer that just ends up making you feel even more weighed down and gives you a shitty headache.
4) Something you thought would work at work and fix a longstanding technical problem ends up being an utter failure.

Ugh, thank god for kratom and codeine.

/bitchfest :)
 
SKL, I got thinking about something you wrote about.

That idea about "broken" people being drawn to psychedelics hit home to me. That's what got me into them. I was looking for something that would help fix me. What I'm wondering is do they ever really "fix" us? We get revelations and insights into our problems but no matter how many of those I seem to get, after the afterglow wears off and the short term euphoria of the revelation wears off I find myself falling right back into the same anxieties and depressions.

I wonder if psychedelics do indeed help or is it just short-term (high and afterglow) gratification?

I'm also thinking do the problems ever get fixed or are they even able to be fixed? Is it just a part of who we are and the life we have to live with?

Are "traditional" methods of pharmaceuticals such as benzos and SSRI's and psychotherapy better? Do they actually "fix" people or do the problems still remain. I'm really starting to think our problems are part of who we are and they just stick with us. We may grow out of them much later in life but it sure seems like they're here for the long haul; they have been here for me ever since I hit puberty and don't show any signs of leaving anytime soon.

I go up and down like a yo-yo, at times I'm bursting with ecstatic joy while completely sober and other times I'm in a pit of despair, I dunno, Bi-polar?
 
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uniter said:
How to have a shitty day:

1) Withdraw from 3 days of heavy phenibut use (which I am finding had more of an effect on me than I realized)
2) Start to get the delayed MDMA serotonin depletion/hangover
3) Go out for lunch and drink a beer that just ends up making you feel even more weighed down and gives you a shitty headache.
4) Something you thought would work at work and fix a longstanding technical problem ends up being an utter failure.

Ugh, thank god for kratom and codeine.

/bitchfest :)
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Damn bro, maybe you should cut back on your use? From your posts you seem to be pretty sensitive to most substances in general, and it sounds like you're starting to get some negative effects that are starting to show their impact. Just lookin' out for you, bro -- from an objective perspective that post seems like the beginning of a slippery slope.
 
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