I get this strange sensation in my mind, like I'm being warped into sleep paralysis mode, its like I'm literately being sucked into it, and the longer I wait while having this sensation the harder it is to get out until I am in it.
however if I lay down and close my eyes the weird feeling comes back and it happens again. I have no idea if I'm actually awake, since once in this state I rolled over looked at my wall and there was a my name engraved in it with a red glow.
Hi Macee, I suffer from SP quite frequently and both of these things that you've described above, although they seem weird and unusual, I have experienced both of these effects of SP. So I don't think what you have been experiencing is anything unusual in terms of an SP episode.
SP can manifest itself in all sorts of bizarre ways, and we still don't know why these subjective experiences are so variable. But basically there is one golden rule to remember about SP:
It cannot harm you. The hallucinations are not real, there is no injury or damage occurring to your body or mind, there is no tangible reason to feel fear.
Now I know it's easy for me to
say this to you, but maybe if next time it happens you could try to remember that it might help you relax? Which will in turn help you get through the SP faster. On the other hand, the more you panic, the worse it gets and the harder it is to get out of it.
Also, the more sleep deprived you are, the more likely it is that it will happen. So as tempting as it is to avoid sleep because you're scared of it happening again, probably the best thing to do is just to bite the bullet and go to sleep, try and remember the techniques for relaxing when it's happening that other people have suggested e.g. trying to move your big toe, or changing your breathing pattern etc, and get some more sleep. That way it's less likely of occurring the next night!
Macee said:
so 'm guessing if I could move my head and if I could turn around I would have seen something, but other than that no I haven't seen a presence.
Out of all the times I've ever had SP (it'd have to be over 100 times) I've only ever actually SEEN the presence 2 or 3 times. I think the majority of the time people do in fact only
feel and/or
hear the presence.
blue_bomber said:
(some people claim to enjoy sleep paralysis)
I am one of those people
I have experience sleep paralysis so many times now, I know when it's occurring and exactly what is happening when I'm going through it. Of course it takes a lot of practice to be able to control your emotions during an episode, which is why for people who only experience it
infrequently it is nearly impossible to "get used to it". But for people who get SP often, you can definitely train yourself to get through it without "the fear".