Can anyone suggest which drugs are similar to MDMA which might perhaps work on me?
From what I can tell MDMA does the same thing to me as others. Up to a point. The wave of bliss comes on after about 35 minutes. Everything is beautiful.
That's where it departs from others' experiences. It lasts between 10 and 60 seconds. Then it's gone. It won't come back. It's downhill from that point. I've tried many, many times. It isn't the dose, it isn't the batch. It just doesn't work on me. My body says no and clears the drug very quickly.
With coke having some more will make the effect stronger and I can repeat it, so there's more "bliss" to be had that evening albeit coke has a comedown and MDMA has no comedown for me beyond perhaps feeling more tired the next day. There's nothing much psychological with MDMA. I don't feel miserable the next day. I have plenty of serotonin left.
Am I right in thinking that coke and weed trigger dopamine releases, which is why they work, but MDMA does not and cannot?
Obviously as a clubber I'm a bit bitter about that but it is what it is. It's an experience I will never have.
Is there anything similar that might work?
From what I can tell MDMA does the same thing to me as others. Up to a point. The wave of bliss comes on after about 35 minutes. Everything is beautiful.
That's where it departs from others' experiences. It lasts between 10 and 60 seconds. Then it's gone. It won't come back. It's downhill from that point. I've tried many, many times. It isn't the dose, it isn't the batch. It just doesn't work on me. My body says no and clears the drug very quickly.
With coke having some more will make the effect stronger and I can repeat it, so there's more "bliss" to be had that evening albeit coke has a comedown and MDMA has no comedown for me beyond perhaps feeling more tired the next day. There's nothing much psychological with MDMA. I don't feel miserable the next day. I have plenty of serotonin left.
Am I right in thinking that coke and weed trigger dopamine releases, which is why they work, but MDMA does not and cannot?
Obviously as a clubber I'm a bit bitter about that but it is what it is. It's an experience I will never have.
Is there anything similar that might work?

