Silence

[Zennie]

i saw these four words "half in, half out" in Binks' poem, and it kind of lead me somewhere...
Half in, half out, the door won't close and yet my feet refused to be moved.
The man at the desk has led everyone through and yet I still stand alone, waiting.
"Help me," I shout into the silence. But I am nowhere, and my words float into nothingness.
Follow them. Somewhere behind me, something pushes me, but i fall into space. Falling. The air against my cheeks the sweet caresses I lack.
I hear it call to me. I want to answer. I scream it, and yet no words are spoken. I touch you, but feel nothing. Can you live with freedom?
"Help me," I shout into the silence. But I am nowhere and my words float into nothingness.

 

[Binkie]

Freedom comes from with in free to be with out pain, free to be with out hurt, free to be with out sorrows ever looming presents in your mind. *mwah* I love ya zenaca keep the dream of tomorrow alive in you. Inside is the only place I think some of us are ever truly free...
A
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The more you run over a dead cat the flatter it gets...

 

[Zennie]

i guess sometimes i confuse freedom with other things, because as i see it freedom within leaves me hollow outside...i realize that might not make sense, but it does to me, so...fuck it.
and binks, you are always an inspiration for me.

so thank you
[This message has been edited by Zennie (edited 12 August 2000).]

 

[writnpage]

Binkie...I don't think life is ever without pain or hurt or sorrow. One is NEVER completely free of those things since this realm is a combination of all things good as well as all things bad.
To me Freedom means the ability to CHOOSE how to deal with all those things. Whether that means changing them, feeling them, keeping them, throwing them away..whatever..Freedom is CHOICE.
Zennie...I wish you are Free to chose nothing but laughter someday soon...if not already.
Wottsa wuvs to my girlies,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen

 

[Binkie]

Um you will have to excuse my late night babble. I think fredom is different for us all. Your right Amina, I guess I just want one day where I didn't have to feel the pain or the sorrows that come with life.
Hugs and much love
A
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The more you run over a dead cat the flatter it gets...