I feel similarly cursed with lucidity and vision which makes being a slave to the elites that much harder. We’re all products of an agenda that is so far removed from our reach, it begs the question of our purpose. Ive been to London twice, never seen a city that had a green smog sky. Of course London is much older than American cities.Honest answer? Naah, no one's lucky, I am cursed, it's very hard for me to look around and see all this stupidity all whatever you want, ignoring's a blessing but I have my limits as any person. It's hard. If I was more stupid I would be a little bit happier, sometimes I wish I would be as superficial as everyone in this world is. Anyway London's nothing to say ''waw'' or you know but it's the country I live in because it fits my old-soul vibe. Luxurious and vintage in the same but it eats my pocket, haha.. the costs here are pretty.. you know, yeah.
with words ! with beautiful beautiful "words". ♡ and writings.today (irl) was a bad day for me (w/ in real life people) and I am venting in an... exaggerated/intrusive thought sort of way.
And kind of translating my thoughts a bit.
[notes for this thread]
if I'm referring to a "you" [like in a poem about dark stuff, like most of my work is] I'm really talking about myself in third person. I'm not referring to anyone in anything I say here to any BL'ers.
Deleted some more of my posts because they just... are dumb. As dumb as I am.
Don't mind me I'm just working out my issues because I ran out of tissues
it wasthat was beautiful
What is beauty,LOL lol LOL
Wrote this years ago when battling with my existence. Maybe it means nothing to you but fuck it im posting anyway.I am struggling between two forces. Seeking life. Seeking death. Trapped somewhere in between. These two desires intertwined. They cannot be unraveled. You cannot die without being born. You must die if you are born. No escape.
THIS this is all I needed to read right now. Thank you dear.time to grow
If you think youre a shit human being try and top me on my latest post chronicling what an ass I am.THIS this is all I needed to read right now. Thank you dear.
TIME TO GROW I should write this a million times in a row until I grow up
So you kinda Ok, the "killing myself" post was a bit 'disturbing' Captain.H. Am I correct you are posting here what you would like to say outloud somewhere else?today (irl) was a bad day for me (w/ in real life people) and I am venting in an... exaggerated/intrusive thought sort of way.
And kind of translating my thoughts a bit.