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Should i just kill myself ?

Just a thought on suicide:

For the Religious: Suicide is the taking of a life. Equivalent to murder. Many structured religions teach that suicide results in an eternity in hell, or purgatory, and eternal misery (as opposed to a 'lifetime' of around 70 years). Forever is a long time.

For the Spiritual and New Age: Suicide is pointless. If we are here for a reason, to end our life is to short circuit that particular learning curve. Many people believe that there is no easy way out of life, that if we take the route of suicide, our souls will have to reincarnate to go through the same issues we fought with in this life, the same problems that droves us to want out. Others believe our souls will become confused and earthbound, and relive the moment of death over, and over, and over again. Even with no religion, if a person accepts that each body has a soul, then what fate are we inflicting upon our souls by bringing about our own untimely death? For every cause there is an effect. So if you're one of those non-commital agnostics who believe 'there's something bigger than us out there'.. 'I'm not sure what there is, but I do believe our souls go on some how', what a risk to take by chancing it through suicide.

Lastly.. If you're an out and out atheist, who believes that there is NOTHING after life, but permanent 'nothingness' - unconsciousness.. 'nothingness' forever and ever.. then what's your rush? If this is all there is, if this is the only shot of 'life' and 'existence' that we get a taste of for all time and eternity, why not make the most of it? There will be nothingness soon enough, surely!

Just a thought. :-)
 
Rose Petal said:
Just a thought on suicide:

For the Religious: Suicide is the taking of a life. Equivalent to murder. Many structured religions teach that suicide results in an eternity in hell, or purgatory, and eternal misery (as opposed to a 'lifetime' of around 70 years). Forever is a long time.

For the Spiritual and New Age: Suicide is pointless. If we are here for a reason, to end our life is to short circuit that particular learning curve. Many people believe that there is no easy way out of life, that if we take the route of suicide, our souls will have to reincarnate to go through the same issues we fought with in this life, the same problems that droves us to want out. Others believe our souls will become confused and earthbound, and relive the moment of death over, and over, and over again. Even with no religion, if a person accepts that each body has a soul, then what fate are we inflicting upon our souls by bringing about our own untimely death? For every cause there is an effect. So if you're one of those non-commital agnostics who believe 'there's something bigger than us out there'.. 'I'm not sure what there is, but I do believe our souls go on some how', what a risk to take by chancing it through suicide.

Lastly.. If you're an out and out atheist, who believes that there is NOTHING after life, but permanent 'nothingness' - unconsciousness.. 'nothingness' forever and ever.. then what's your rush? If this is all there is, if this is the only shot of 'life' and 'existence' that we get a taste of for all time and eternity, why not make the most of it? There will be nothingness soon enough, surely!

Just a thought. :-)
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yes i r still breathing biatches :) ok bare in mind im not very good @ articulating but what the hell...

I watch the joe rogan podcast religiously and i just love people like you that think about things like that. What an awesome thought, bless you for inspiring me to respond. I was born an out an out atheist i guess but that went out the window the day i doscovered Nassim Haramein. I consider myself open minded when it comes to what happens when u die, i bite joe rogans wisdom we just dont know do we, really? We can speculate and your speculation puts a positive spin on my hmm need words here..."energy". Its all about your own energy you create your own point of view. I believe in what we call nature, i most certainly believe in a higher force that surrounds us all and we can affect the way we react to it and youve just proved it, you literately just reached out and touched mine.

Bless people like you and bless you for that thought.
 
webbykevin said:
I disagree, I think it's not the easy way out at all and to do it takes courage if it's been thought through and is not just a rash emotional reaction but a calculated personal decision.

To make such a sweeping generalization is just too simple, individuals are a lot more diverse and complicated, what about terminally ill patients who choose euthanasia over prolonged pain and suffering for example.
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Thats what i meant Lol....I can get quite aggressive sometimes, idk he just sparked a fuse my only response was to try and rip him apart with his solid bullchit view, which is wrong i know. Check the thread title its no excuse but ill say it again im not very good at articulating. I like a likle boy i just bite back!

Yeah back to the top of the darkside!! With should i just kill myself, what an idiot. Cmon. Right.

Suicide thoughts by day, Joe rogan podcast by night , All day!
 
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it sucks that people come onto bluelight and are like "im gonna kill myself!" ... and who really does that?? these people are crying out for help in all the wrong/inappropriate places... you're obviously not suicidal ... yeah it sucks that you have to take soo many benzos ... but you did that to yourself. . people all believe they have a million things wrong with them.. when in reallity they just like drugs and are anxious people. why don't you stop taking your meds *if your doctor approves ... and try something like ibogaine or ayahuasca to try and heal yourself ... a sort of rebirth.
 
You can be suicidal and laugh. I am. I got switches to flip. Named the thread wrong should of called it lets discuss the possibilty of nothingness. Bliss. You wont me catch me taking ayahuasca its no joke and i would just have a bad trip. Of to the docs now tell them to stop my meds wonder if she will give me a blow job too!! Oh she is alright my doc, she cool. I feel what you saying dawg but it all pours back to the articulation problem.
 
Well... if you're expecting me to say 'yes you should kill yourself' that's not going to happen. But if you don't want to change your condition then I guess I'll spare you the advice. Maybe you just need to hit your rock bottom and then get help from some outside force; or you might need to face death before you realize how important your life is. I hope you survive and have the necessary epiphany. Good luck.
 
Foreigner said:
Well... if you're expecting me to say 'yes you should kill yourself' that's not going to happen. But if you don't want to change your condition then I guess I'll spare you the advice. Maybe you just need to hit your rock bottom and then get help from some outside force; or you might need to face death before you realize how important your life is. I hope you survive and have the necessary epiphany. Good luck.
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Thx man.
 
Hey, just checking in to see what happened with the housing? Have you found out anything about that yet?<3

BTW Love your sense of humor.
 
herbavore said:
Hey, just checking in to see what happened with the housing? Have you found out anything about that yet?<3

BTW Love your sense of humor.
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I rang exactly when i said i was going too was told my housing officer for my area would ring me back asap. Havnt heard jack!
 
Ok so youve managed to bring some kind of sense of humor out of me. Charming im sure. Lets take a walk into the crazy side.

There are things that can only be described as neuropathways in my mind. What i mean by neuropathways i cant describe at all. One nueropathway leads to certain areas in visions almost, But i feel sometimes i can control and fix some of the many that exist in my mind so i need to recombobulate and this is acheiveable to a certain extent but yeah recombobulate that neuropathway into its correct reaction at any point in time correctly. Cos right bout now its fucked.

Does that make sense
Makes perfect sense to me
 
neutrophilis said:
Ok so youve managed to bring some kind of sense of humor out of me. Charming im sure. Lets take a walk into the crazy side.

There are things that can only be described as neuropathways in my mind. What i mean by neuropathways i cant describe at all. One nueropathway leads to certain areas in visions almost, But i feel sometimes i can control and fix some of the many that exist in my mind so i need to recombobulate and this is acheiveable to a certain extent but yeah recombobulate that neuropathway into its correct reaction at any point in time correctly. Cos right bout now its fucked.

Does that make sense
Makes perfect sense to me
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You know i think thats the first time she has said hi to anybody in her life. Ill go for she and ill most certainly spererate them thought patterns from ME because they are not mine.
 
i'll be medicated forever. i've tried to kill myself 3 times (apparently i suck at it), but in those moments while i prepare for my overdose, i really feel sad. the last time i even went to hide in a ravine so my friends wouldn't be able to find me and take me to the ER. I'm sooo glad they did find me. it doesn't need to be that way. now i don't drink booze at all, take the odd benzo now and then, and religiously take the meds that give me the best quality of life i can have (which includes my sleeping pills). for me, living isn't an easy thing to do and often not fun. BUT being properly medicated is saving my ass from an even darker pit. if you feel your scripts are too addictive, then talk with your doc about going another route. i used to know a girl that had a sudden and extreme onset of schizophrenia in college. her illness is so sever she looses weeks of her life when she has "an episode." the point is that she takes more prescriptions and at such high doses that it's a wonder she functions. but she does. and she's content and come to terms with her need for hard-core meds - forever
 
I've felt suicidal my whole life, and am also extremely OCD, ADHD, Manic Depressive and have generalized anxiety disorder....all diagnosed by a professionals (whatever that means)...about a year into high school I decided I don't want to live life as a zombie under the influence of Paxil, effexor, Ritalin, etc, and just chose to try and mimic those behaviors that society wanted and tho I struggle sometimes I have taught myself how to live basically normal...I would say that was the best decision of my life and you should try to do that as well, being medicated 24/7 is overrated...I do take psychedelics (usually mushrooms, DMT or psilacetin) once a month or so and I guess in a way it is my medicine, it definitely shows me how beautiful life is, and also how small my problems are

I would say you shouldn't kill yourself ever, and I'm not saying that because you may find some amazing happiness or an awesome bf/gf or something, because honestly that may not happen. no matter what happens after death, whether we simply go black and conciousness stops and we just rot, or whether we become reintegrated with the god-being in some sort of nonphysical realm and experience true knowledge of the universe, etc, life is amazing because this is our one shot to 'experience' physical things, emotional things, crazy things, that will only happen here on earth. I know it is hard to think about anything being worthwhile when in a state of serious depression but trust me, diving out of a plane several thousand feet above the ground, learning to fly a helicopter, getting a degree, learning to play an instrument, having a child, all these strange things that people do, you can do too, and only this one time, on earth, while you are alive...maybe I have taken too many psychedelics, but I really feel strongly that this human life has to have a lot of bad shit in it just so that great stuff can exist, and the very idea that we get to experience it, travel the world and see the strangeness of it all, is enough to keep me from killing my self...good luck to you, I hope you can realize that all the bad shit you experience will just make the good taste that much better, life is simply what u make it, good or bad.
 
Life is strange, and brief, all of the unique experiences that exist only in this world, during our one life, are what makes life worth living....good or bad, life is a one-time opportunity to experience a lot of shit, and i think that if you just look at it like that it will seem worth more...I have spent so much time in my life considering suice as well, but what would be the point in it? Life is too weird a book to put down, i really want to know how it is gonna play out, but that's just me. You said that you feel really sad right before you try to kill yourself every time, maybe it is because you know that you will be missing out on things, good or bad, things hat you only can experience this one time around. You have friends, you said that, I know people that don't exactly have those, and that live in their car, have only had sex with hookers and are full blown idiots..you don't seem like that, you really seem smarter and more capable than a lot of people I know and that's truth man
 
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