So I'm down here in Peru and my lovely girlfriend is quite interested in my psychedelic use. She'd love to try something out. Due to the 2c-b-fly fiasco I just have some AMT handy.
I think AMT would be a fantastic first drug for her, not too strong, not rough on the body (when smoked) and overall quite enjoyable.
However the reason I'm poasting this right now, is because I'm kinda concerned over her mental past and history.
A few years ago she was really depressed, and was put on some pretty hardcore pills, namely Seroquel the Anti-Psychotic. She never had any real disorder but was put on those for a while. She's off pills now and has been for a long time, but on occasion has had some "episodes" we'll call em.
Most recently all had been going well but her ex boyfriend whos a lunatic came over, freaked out, yelling at the family and screaming at her and saying a lot of bad shit. And she kinda snapped, cried all night, mildly cut her wrist, some pretty heavy stuff.
And so it concerns me slightly to introduce somebody with a slightly unclean history of mental stability to psychedelics. Shes perfectly normal all the time but I just think doesnt respond to some stress well.
Anyway the one side of me says AMT has been used as a successful anti-depressant and should be quite enjoyable and helpful. And the other side is concerned about giving her something like this.
Any thoughts? I'm planning on keeping her first dose small, and as of right now, I'm planning on doing it with her tomorrow. Still a few opinions cant hurt.
I think AMT would be a fantastic first drug for her, not too strong, not rough on the body (when smoked) and overall quite enjoyable.
However the reason I'm poasting this right now, is because I'm kinda concerned over her mental past and history.
A few years ago she was really depressed, and was put on some pretty hardcore pills, namely Seroquel the Anti-Psychotic. She never had any real disorder but was put on those for a while. She's off pills now and has been for a long time, but on occasion has had some "episodes" we'll call em.
Most recently all had been going well but her ex boyfriend whos a lunatic came over, freaked out, yelling at the family and screaming at her and saying a lot of bad shit. And she kinda snapped, cried all night, mildly cut her wrist, some pretty heavy stuff.
And so it concerns me slightly to introduce somebody with a slightly unclean history of mental stability to psychedelics. Shes perfectly normal all the time but I just think doesnt respond to some stress well.
Anyway the one side of me says AMT has been used as a successful anti-depressant and should be quite enjoyable and helpful. And the other side is concerned about giving her something like this.
Any thoughts? I'm planning on keeping her first dose small, and as of right now, I'm planning on doing it with her tomorrow. Still a few opinions cant hurt.