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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?

paranoid android said:
Is it OTC? You can still get a months worth of codeine/apap here. I cant stand the cwe taste anymore lol. Reminds me of when i was a hardcore opaite user and would drink a few of those a day when i ran out of morphine or dilaudid.
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Yeah it's OTC. I don't appear to have much if any of the CYP enzyme responsible for metabolising codeine, taking it is just an absolute waste so I have to use dihydro instead.

It's been a couple years since I did a CWE but I can still feel my face trying to contort when I remember the taste. Best bet is to use minimal water, nail it like a shot and immediately follow it with something tangy like cider or vodka so your brain thinks that's all you're tasting imo
 
reverse cosmosis said:
Yeah it's OTC. I don't appear to have much if any of the CYP enzyme responsible for metabolising codeine, taking it is just an absolute waste so I have to use dihydro instead.

It's been a couple years since I did a CWE but I can still feel my face trying to contort when I remember the taste. Best bet is to use minimal water, nail it like a shot and immediately follow it with something tangy like cider or vodka so your brain thinks that's all you're tasting imo
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My trick was swallow it with something really bitter and sweet like grapefruit juice. Id imagine biting a lime would work to i know a orange does lol
 
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So one gratitude and thankfulness is that we got the pipes to work again. They froze and busted in the polar vortex. We were lucky not to have one for such a long time again since the worst one ever in 2011. I guess the pipes aren't used to the cold from intense heat or whatever.

We were lucky in a way because all the time that they were broken it was sunny and decent in the daytime. It made it better conditions to work outside.

Got pic's of layin some Pipe and it did happen !!!! We get out there and dig like a .... HIllbilly. It's worth the work. Now it's working. Still need some more flips in other parts though.

So situation all now getting better again. hee. So that's good.


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Oh yeh. And a little while back a week or so ... I was at the stores and I met my new friend and her husband. I don't know what the odds are to be in the store

at the same time but they were there. We met a while back now yeah about probably a little over a year now or so. I am really not that good about time anymore. ( that much ).
It's been a while.

Since when my friend found my wallet in the basket rack in the basket still when her and her husband were shopping. I left it there. I guess I'm kind of sick now. Or was.

Yeah it took her four days to track me down. Omg. It took me two days to realize it was missing. Really sick. It had everything in it. A mailbox key. I don't even want to list it

all. Insurance LIcense fuckin money and cards and pennies and dimes and mm cards fck. Everything except a s.s. card. lool

So She calls me .... because she asked around ... and gives the whole thing back to me. Even the pennies. She didn't take shit but just wanted me to have it back.

And then she said she didn't want no money, Ha ... what else is there. So


I would never even mention any of this at all anymore .... but


We became good friends. She lives a very two hour drive away from me. She even had my mom and I in for a late brunch one day ( pork chops even, and the whole works, gravy too )

and we picked up some stuff from the store for her. And a beautiful poinsettia plant for the Holidays of course. And like a white Lilly or something. She still has and loves.


It is really rustic out here. So we all try to look out for each other and help each other out. I mean believe me it's what we do and oh does it ever help.

We all out here surviving it all and living it. What we do.

So my moms has ran into her and her husband man several times already. We all try to keep in touch and call and write. They bumped when getting their hair cuts even

and shopping and all. Sometimes.


So Me. This is the first time I just by coincidence saw them in the store for the first time ever. We were all having a good time catching up and squeezing. It was cool

and it was fun and warm.


Anyway, I have found things before. Mostly it has been money. Oh do I have money stories. I have been like this forever. And it wasn't just in one place.

It was always everywhere. I can't remember if I found any in EU but I definitely found weed. Lool. On a stairway in a building.


So my good friends and me now said good bye. Went back to shopping. And I really missed them. They are ... I dunno, just awesome nice.


So I was parked by the basket cart return outside. I was throwing my groceries in the back hatch or seat or both and

.... there it was sitting in another cart. A prescription bag with someone's medicine. I tried to read it but there was no name

or number or anything on it that said anything. Just a prescription bag with actual medicine in it stapled with some receipt with

numbers on it. Don't even know what it said. So I got all my groceries into my vehicle, started hyperventilating and grabbed the

12pk of Dr. Pepper mini's that was right next to the prescription lol and threw that in my car too.


So then I tell my dog to wait. I go running into the pharmacy to ask them for help. I get there. No one. No one in line. Weird ?

Run up to the counter and beg the pharmacist to please help return this medicine because someone might need it ..... Duhh !

So I'm all hysterical and the pharmacist is all chill and calm and sht and says don't worry. We'll get it back. So they probably did

because I made quite a scene.


So I leave ... and remember the 12 pck of Dr Pepper ..... And I actually thought about fucking keeping it and I actually loooled at

myself. I was like oh sht.

So I take the Dr Pepper back into the store and tell an employee. So I'm close enough to the pharmacy that I go back and tell

the pharmacist she had a pack of Dr Pepper with the prescription too so can you please tell the person because they might need it to

feel better. I'm still hyperventilating about it and I don't know why.

But.... when I went back over to the pharmacy there had been no one at all near it. And all I did was walk out. Grab the Dr Peppers

walk back. Tell employee and all of a sudden the pharmacy had like 16 or more people standing there. Weird.


So I walked back up in front of everyone and told the pharmacist about the 12 pck of drinks too. He looked like he was just

standing and nodding like Okay Go Away Please. Oh well.


So I was like telling this to irl people and laughing so hard that I wanted to keep the Dr Pepper and was really thinking to

just keep it.

And someone said Oh .... You should have just kept that Dr Pepper. I was looling. Because what if i kept it. How funny.


I was hyperventilating and like kind of weirded out because The same day that I had run into my new friend that found my

wallet and everything I found a prescription bag of medication a few isles or so from where I lost my everything.

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Maybe it was just a reminder ( somehow ) for me to keep in touch with my friend more and to keep appreciating them somehow

as a reminder of how thoughtful they were to be so positive and helpful and be the community where we all know and support each

other eventually somehow. They are older too and have a family and they have grandkids too. So maybe they know what it would be like

if their family needs help too.

But on the same day I saw my now new friends that returned my valuables. Shit I found someone else's. I will never know who

it belong to because I couldn't see. But the Dr. Pepper went back too.


I think that would be very positive that someone would have their meds back that may in fact have been very important medication for them.


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Also ....

I love this thread. I love the energy of having something so Positive and fun and interesting that can have such a well being and a happy perspective. Lols.


Wow Nice effort on starting this thread. It's really enjoyable. And that's a complete Positive ! And enlightening and brilliant too.


But really it is. I like it very much. I'm not fakin it. <3 Really. Thnx.


( for listening too :rolleyes: ) lools.

😁


I Seriously am appreciative of this thread. Because I am.
 
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Just sitting here this morning, drinking coffee and doing the usual morning check ups on my phone, but really marveling at the 180 my life has taken in the last six months. In July I was out of my mind from a massive meth relapse, unemployed, beginning a monstrous secondary psychosis I had to deal with after the meth, mind falling through the basement floor of some psychological abyss, there were both multiple involuntary hospitalizations and suicide attempts. I pushed everyone and everything away from me. I ended up homeless, again. But I kept fighting, just didn't give up, I didn't do anything to land me back in prison, and now I'm over 6 months clean, I've got my mind and my wits back about me, undeniably SANE again, stabilized on medication. I'm employed, been there three months and just got a dual promotion at work with a nice raise pending. I'm back indoors with family, and just paid my first month's rent for the place I move into in two days, just bought an awesome new ebike, and now I've finally resolved the daily struggle of waking up dope sick from methadone everyday with a split dosing regimen at the clinic, so I'm actually well when I wake up in the mornings now. I've got a home, a career, transportation, hobbies, and I'm even working on friends lol. Oh, got me a lil modstick here on BL too. 😉

Idk, I just woke up feeling like sharing some massive positivity this morning, for anyone else who might be going through their own ordeal - as they say, don't give up five minutes before the miracle. Because I felt like I was just spinning my wheels up to about two weeks ago, with very little progress, and then the dam just burst wide open. You might not see it immediately, but hard work and perseverance, doors WILL open. I promise. ❤️

(Thanks for letting me share lol 😉)
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Just sitting here this morning, drinking coffee and doing the usual morning check ups on my phone, but really marveling at the 180 my life has taken in the last six months. In July I was out of my mind from a massive meth relapse, unemployed, beginning a monstrous secondary psychosis I had to deal with after the meth, mind falling through the basement floor of some psychological abyss, there were both multiple involuntary hospitalizations and suicide attempts. I pushed everyone and everything away from me. I ended up homeless, again. But I kept fighting, just didn't give up, I didn't do anything to land me back in prison, and now I'm over 6 months clean, I've got my mind and my wits back about me, undeniably SANE again, stabilized on medication. I'm employed, been there three months and just got a dual promotion at work with a nice raise pending. I'm back indoors with family, and just paid my first month's rent for the place I move into in two days, just bought an awesome new ebike, and now I've finally resolved the daily struggle of waking up dope sick from methadone everyday with a split dosing regimen at the clinic, so I'm actually well when I wake up in the mornings now. I've got a home, a career, transportation, hobbies, and I'm even working on friends lol. Oh, got me a lil modstick here on BL too. 😉

Idk, I just woke up feeling like sharing some massive positivity this morning, for anyone else who might be going through their own ordeal - as they say, don't give up five minutes before the miracle. Because I felt like I was just spinning my wheels up to about two weeks ago, with very little progress, and then the dam just burst wide open. You might not see it immediately, but hard work and perseverance, doors WILL open. I promise. ❤️

(Thanks for letting me share lol 😉)
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Damn wow I’m proud of you 🙂
And also gracias for sharing this, I’m kind of going through something rite now myself and just reading this helped … so honestly thank you

Sending a big hug 🫂💜
Oh & a paw bump from Baby Kitty *he’s proud of you too lol 🐈💞
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Damn wow I’m proud of you 🙂
And also gracias for sharing this, I’m kind of going through something rite now myself and just reading this helped … so honestly thank you

Sending a big hug 🫂💜
Oh & a paw bump from Baby Kitty *he’s proud of you too lol 🐈💞
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Thank you, and you've very much been an inspiration yourself. I'm sure my journey pales in comparison to some of the stuff you've been through. But we're making it, and YOU will make it, just fine. ❤️

And give kitty a good scratch on the sweet spot for me lol. 😺
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Thank you, and you've very much been an inspiration yourself. I'm sure my journey pales in comparison to some of the stuff you've been through. But we're making it, and YOU will make it, just fine. ❤️

And give kitty a good scratch on the sweet spot for me lol. 😺
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Aw gracias 💜
Your words mean a lot, I know you’re really strong and been through a lot too.
Mucho respeto 🌺
 
So grateful for my home. I see a lot of folks living in motels and such. I saw an apartment building gutted by a huge fire recently. I know my safety and security and comfort could all be gone in the blink of an eye, and I don’t think I am more worthy of it more than others. I am just so grateful for my home, and creature comforts, hot shower etc. 12 hr night shift is ahead of me. But very grateful for the day of peace and comfort in front of me as well. God bless you all. I hope you’re warm and safe too. X
 
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Moved into the new crib this morning, then got to work and learned today is my last day in my current department, I start in the department I was promoted to tomorrow. 😎

Edit: Almost fully unpacked already despite working all afternoon and evening, and the commute to work is less than half the time I thought it'd be. Fuckin' a, adulting in high gear now. 😉
 
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Timed my afternoon job to absolute perfection - no need to stay late, too late to do another job. Simple fix, backfill arrived dry, had exactly enough tarmac left to reinstate the job. Smooth as a motherfuckin otter's belly.
 
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