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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?

Chatted with my step-son. We were both dreading the firsr xmas without my wife/his mam, but it appears that fate has decided we have endured enough shit this year and made xmas far better than either of us had ever expected. Would have been nice to see him at xmas, but he is coming back to Newcastle, in the new year.

Would be brilliant if he came back to see Newcastle win the premiership😁
 
Got some very difficult work done today after being in a shit mood the past couple days.
Dexedrine and kratom are a good mix.
 
Got woods to burn for the whole winter.Got food in refregerator.Feel relatively ok.Ain't got withdrawls.Family is ok......all positive things,but i am not joyful about all of this...Why?......may be just gettin' older,gettin'tired.....Nice day people
 
Its been a weird couple days now
Nothing of malice just a feeling: the sensation of something going on in the background like shadow-play.
I like the feeling but there is undercurrent of unknown origin.
Stable so wgaf, right?
:rofl:
 
Eh...still alive,feel ok...made somethin' bad....but Lord is my witness.....it was self defence.....not feel guilty....just realize,that i am too weak to be real christian.....anyway.....have a calm day
 
Had another treatment meeting and they asked me if I would like suboxone or buvidal :) So Im getting close. Also Im gonna get scripted benzos some amount and I can use them or I can legally use illegal benzos during my bupre treatment. I might change to methadone later but not sure. My best friends treatment started today and we pushed each other towards getting on treatment :) We are moving in together soon since Ive been homeless 9 months now and the city has to find me an apartment.
 
Finally got my test script.. it’s pretty ridiculous how difficult it is for the medical community to get their shit together these days.. how hard is this?

Anyway doses a week and a half late and that means milk and honey late Sunday😀

Junks all done for my annual card.

Chill weekend.. going to paint and relax as I’m caught up on all my bullshit.

Working out tomorrow.. first time in quite awhile.. start slow and ramp up. Going to be in the club with the new year crowd.. just going to hit it at off times for a month or so.

Ten days no alcohol.. just time to give it up.
 
neversickanymore said:
Finally got my test script.. it’s pretty ridiculous how difficult it is for the medical community to get their shit together these days.. how hard is this?

Anyway doses a week and a half late and that means milk and honey late Sunday😀

Junks all done for my annual card.

Chill weekend.. going to paint and relax as I’m caught up on all my bullshit.

Working out tomorrow.. first time in quite awhile.. start slow and ramp up. Going to be in the club with the new year crowd.. just going to hit it at off times for a month or so.

Ten days no alcohol.. just time to give it up.
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Sounds like you got yer shit figured out. I quit alcohol completely about 4 or 5 years ago and don't miss it a bit. My wake up call came 20 years back when I got 2 DWIs within two months of each other. Shoulda quit then but I'm a slow learner sometimes.
 
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