Ok so just met up with my family, they had traveled over 6 hours to see me to give me a car. The time I spent with them was great, but I knew that the time was limited, and didn't want to get emotially attached with them. So I kind of kept my distance. I was just wanting to protect myself for when they do leave (in the morning) that I wont feel like really sad, which I am going to feel sad regardless. I havn't seen them in many years (3 or so). And havn't really been keeping in touch with them.
They are happy where I am at in my life. They are excited with just how things have been going for me, and I am excited too. Just not sure how to take it all in. They also mentioned that my older sister has a drug/alcohol problem, and it was starting to show a bit. My sister used to be close, but then after awhile we kind of just lost touch. She tried to play the part like 'she was able to stop using meth etc' and me I wasn't. But then again, she get's a script of Adderal monthly, and my mom said that she might be selling them to purchase opiates.
Mom also said that my sister get's all defensive if she would be spoken to about it, and to be honest it is upsetting to me.
I guess I am trying to take it all in.
