Today I fixed my thoughts that I already had for months:
I WANT TO GET RID OF THE ADDICTION TO RC-BENZOS
I WANT MY NORMAL LIFE BACK
BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAPER OFF AND IN WHICH TIMESTEPS AND SO ON
I have a incredibly big tolerance, what I heard is that the tapering from lets say 40 mg ( i did never count, im so stupid) to 10 mg is really easy, and afterwards, jes, it gets awful.
The only thing is: i need a plan, because i'm working in the medical sector and cannot go to a clinic now, i need definitely to taper off at home and also while working, fuck!
I'm not scared of pain. I'm just looking forwards to have a sober life again.
Can somebody please help me to make my dream come true?
JJ