you are SO bi-polar, your doctor should be shot for putting you on all those other drugs.
Sorry but I had to laugh when I read that.
Firstly, if you had read my posts you would see I put
myself on this combo after countless hours or reserch and after seeing the light insomuch as psychietrists have little to no insight (either that or they don't care) into what it is like to take these fucking zombifying fucks of drugs, dont even get me started on GP's.
Study after study has shown them to be of little benifet over placebo yet they churn em out, each only slightly structually changed from the one before or an isomer even, heavily marketed with kickbacks to those who perscribe it (foregoing even the thought of Doctors with shares in a particular company flogging its wares).
If you want to get well you have to take your health into your own hands and read read read, discuss, be sceptical of everything doctors say, and there motivations, and try to get as good understanding into your illness as possibble.
Now it should be noted at this point that I am a qualified nurse with over 3 years of psych and D+A experience, I have worked extensively with bi-polar patients and I know only too well what a manic episode looks like, and, in all honesty, I would have to confess that I do belive to have taken on some manic symtoms. Ie. High energy levels, flight of ideas, enhanced creativity, grandiose schemes, euphoria etc. Fuck, just look at the lengths of the posts I am typing with ease.
BUT
I never have never had Manic episodes (with exception of meth binge)in the absence of treatment, just a chronic crippling dythymia and anxiety that ruined my life for years. .. . the more I look into it I looks more and more like I have type 6 ADHD which can manifest as bi-polar to the untrained eye.
Type 6: “Ring of Fire” ADD
Symptoms: a mixture of all types
inattentive, distractible
irritable
hyperverbal
cyclic mood changes
oppositional/defiant
aggressive (sometimes violent, even homicidal)
negative thoughts (often suicidal)
antisocial behavior (highest % of prison popul.)
frequently substance abuse, bad company
http://www.aqeta.qc.ca/english/general/types/Amen.pdf
I am finding that the lower dose of 5mg selegaline/10mg ritalin twice daily that I am on now is exsessively stimulating now that the selegiline is kicking in propperly so I will cut down to 2.5mg of selegiline/5mg ritalin on the pm dose and see how that goes, or maybe I should reduce the ritalin, maybe compliment with low dose antieleptic or (extreamely) low dose neuroleptic. Any thoughts from educated people?
I am not interested in hearing shit like "dangerous combo" , "untested treatment" I am really pissed that I have had withheld what is likely to be a very effective treatment to dose me up with over a dozen meds of the same or similar class for 12 years of hell when the patient in question is a high funtioning medical professional who is well able to assess for complications. It is just so fucked up and snobbish.
Patients with "treatment resistant" depression who do not respond to standard methods or relapse over time have a moral and legitimate right to innovative therapy.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/entrez/query.fcgi?cmd=Retrieve&db=PubMed&list_uids=3997787&dopt=Abstract
http://www.biopsychiatry.com/maoi-stim.htm
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/entrez/query.fcgi?cmd=Retrieve&db=PubMed&list_uids=2056139&dopt=Abstract
Peace