I ran out of gabapentin 5 days ago and started experiencing somekind of withdrawals. I have been taking low doses of Xanax to eliminate them. I will get the gabapentin refilled tomorrow and see if I am addicted to benzos and gabapentin or just gabapentin. I am scared. I know I am walking a fine line with the benzos. If the it is just gabapentin withdrawal then I am going to take a good long break from benzos. fuck me. Even when I am trying to do right I en up fucking up. Pray to the drug gods that it is not a benzo addiction please.
