Thats part of what pisses me off, I was working for a major hospital at the time having stellar sex behind closed doors with all manner of nurses and secretaries, hot af, but I let her get to me because I was obsesssd with her ass and fucked off on stims st the time. Some part of me takes joy in knowing that I brought her down into my evil lair and ruined her mind, body and soul with meth, nothing she would have done had I not manipulated her. The last thing she said to me was that I was her biggest regret and she hoped I died on a street corner from a heroin overdose. Of course that was triggered by me telling her I was never actually attracted to her and I had to think about my x-strpper gf when fucking.