I really don't care for you anymore. The people suggest that we do not date others within the first year of recovery, and here you are getting in a relationship. I don't know how else to express my feelings towards that, all i can say really is i hope the guy is worth it. You are no longer considered part of my support group because i want 'strong' members that work a 100% program of recovery. I already know whats going to happen because i have been there before.
Just know this, chances of you dieing are greatly increased now, lets just hope that you do find a god of your understanding before you end all.
I was wrong about you, and I. You want to hear the truth? I really wish the worst for you, hope the rest of your life is cursed, i pray now that you get pregnant and overdose a week later,so the last thought before you die is 'oh shit', and while you look up from hell you get to see your kid raised by abusive drug addict family members, and your child tries heroin for the first time at the age of 13 and overdoses,so in the next life your kid can ask you 'why mommy?'
Glad that we do not connect, i truly belive that this is my higher power telling me that you are not the one.