Sister, We are years apart. I was not there for you when you were young, though I have had time to know you better now that you are out of their house and I must say, though I love you and this will never change, I fear you have inherited something from our parent; I think you might be a sociopath; or, at the very least, narcissistic.
I do not know what to do about this. From all I have read, you fit the signs and there's not a thing anyone can do about it.
I have witnessed your waterfalls of lies, your manipulations and your lack of emotions. I am so sorry your dealing with this though I also know, you think your perfect and better than others as is apparent via your actions or lack there of. I don't know you; more over, I feel the need to protect myself from whatever it is that your going through and I'm relieved we live oceans apart.
I miss you. I miss that little kid. I don't know what to do. I'm sorry your empty love. I can't imagine; I just can't. If I could re wire you, I would. You know I would. I'm so sorry