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Say something you can't say to their face

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I'm sitting in an empty parking lot right now, but I was really here to see you at some point. Except my car ran out of gas one town over, so you said you weren't sure how to help. "just gonna eat and go to bed" the text message said some 20 minutes later. Well I got gas and called you. You didn't pick up. So now I'm just... here, because I don't want to go home or go anywhere really. I need to be here right now, without action or distraction or any of the other of the million things I do to keep a healthy coat of denial applied.

but. im sorry, im sorry for the pills, for the lies, for the neglec, for using my shattered dreams as an excuse for all of it.

im sorry for trying to find new friends and things to replace those dreams. im sorry its always about me. why am i the only one dreaming and reaching and failing? im sorry that i didnt turn out to be a "normal" boy



and im mostly sorry that the first time i wrote this post, i wasn't sorry enough.
 
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You thought i left you? U knew fine well what was going on, you chose to move on and quickly at that but dnt try and contact me again 2 months later sayint sorry about my dog dying, leave me alone, im stronger on my own dont nee d people who quite frankly brought us two years of unhappiness, i wish you the best but really dont want to hear another word from you again
 
ed.ston said:
Tu eres(*) la chica mas bonita y amistosa que he encontrado alli. Te puedo imaginar siendo mi esposa. Voy a volver a verte mi amor.

* you confused ser with estar and anyway, don't use past tense there because she's not dead. I know this is the 'something you can't say to their face' thread but I've decided to help you, just in case you grow a pair. :)
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I used past tense because it happened in the past. And I can't literally say it to her face because she is in another country. I know this has been a misunderstanding, but I've decided to clear things up, just in case you want to stop being a dick. :)
 
I'm pretty pissed about something and this thread came to my mind straight away.

So, because I said something to your face you pretty much make me the enemy. I'm your Fucking son. If you say you'll be there for me then just Fucking be there. Don't just breath empty words that fill my head with something solid. That's what pissed me off the most.
Also, you Fucking lied to my brother making me the enemy. I told you about the money problem and you said you would fix it. I could of had this all under control but you had to make all this yours. Grasping it all so its yours to control.
That's it now, I'm going to change so this stops. Im going to become more independant so I can stop relying on you all together. So I can take control of everything I do for myself. I will build these walls again so you cannot enter. You, who dismantled everything with acid crumbles my interior and then takes it all away. You strip my foundations and fument them to yourself.
I can't do this anymore. A son should love his mother, not feel like he can breeth when she fucks off.
Yeah, I said some things but you're an adult and I'm still young, surely you have the capacity to just let it slip.
I'm sorry but you're no role model. You tell me to fuck off to ly fathers but you're the one who stopped him seeing us. You're everything thats fucked up wih this family. The worse thing is that you have never even been aware of that.
 
u getting in touch with me was the worst thing u cud of done, n thats exactly what u did, fuck you !!!!
 
I can't fight for you anymore, you have to make a choice. It's not fair to think I may still have a chance...
 
Dad..even though I might not like when you are drunk when I see you, I know I might not see you for much longer..so I decided I need to see you whether or not I am happy with your drinking. I'm glad i didnt just break down after i left and not do anything about it. I appreciate the advice and words you have for me. I wish i was as strong as you think, and tell people I am. I appreciate the effort to be positive around us. I am glad you're still here and I can tell you these things.
 
T: I still think about you everyday. Even though its not in a "i want you back kind of way", your still there. I can't get you out of my head. I dont still love you in that way, but i worry if you are ok. I just couldnt stay with a man that didnt work, & missed his mommy. I have found a real man now. I dont support him, & he doesnt support me. I love him more than anyone, ever!
Kareem- stop stalking me!!! Its been almost 2 years since i broke up with you! You were 9 years younger than me, & you had a nice fat cock, but you had no idea how to use it, despite the fact i tried to teach you. I got tired of the fact sex was the same every time cause u had no idea how to participate. Jesus, you were 25! Get
A clue. I do appreciate that you broke your religious beliefs to be with a white girl, but it also made you not seem to understand how to treat a woman, cultural or not, its not who i am.
 
I hate you, but most of all, I pity you. The both of you belong together in your fucked up fantasy world. You never respected me. Playing pretend might be enough for you to convince yourself you're happy, but at the end of the day, everyone silently observes your pathetic obsession. It's disgusting. You never had him, and you still don't, even after I decided to get the fuck out of the picture.

You disgust me in every way.
 
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