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I hope you get a headache that keeps you up all night for your negativity towards me.
Have you ever think that the reason you get headaches because you are a bad person and have shit deserving karma?

Hahahahaha I SAID that to his face.
 
I'm so glad you're gone, everyone is in fact you whore. You tried and fuck me over but ya know what, I'm way better than that. It's funny seeing you now, how much you've degressed... It brings a smile to my face ;)
 
we don't know eachother well but I can see us together in the long run. I'm so happy with you. you are so incredible.
 
let me add to it, then...

I don't know if I'm really attracted to you. We started like a house on fire and everything was seemingly great. Lately though, I'm becoming less attracted to you, because I see too much of myself in you: lost and a little desperate. A big turn-off was when I said, "The one thing women need to do to more than anything to assure themselves success in life is to stay in shape," and you responded that you'd "basically given up on being [in great shape again]. How can you say that at the age of 24 to a guy that you just started hanging out with and perhaps will start a relationship with? What kind of message does that send about the future? It was cool that you said you don't remember the last time you had sex, and that you felt really comfortable with me (to the point of lounging naked all day in bed), but I'm a little freaked out that you said, "I hate condoms." Maybe a little bit of a double standard, but still...

In closing: I'm taking a break from you. You don't know it, since you're out of town, but I'm not going to go out of my way to contact you when you get back. Let's take a look at ourselves and see whether either of us actually benefits from 'whatever this is'. I'm guessing were both losers this time...
 
2 weeks from now marks the day.
The last two months, the tension and anxiety has been building.
Today I was in a store and heard a song you played for me - and it reminded me to live. (There have been a few things that have given me this reminder recently) I need to learn to take care of me and start beating all the fears that have popped up since you chose to walk out of our lives.
I have these walls built so strongly I sometimes don't even see I'm blocking myself from me.
I feel selfish and horrible for both the sadness and the desire to be ME again....I know it's natural, but it's eating me up.
So today starts a two week period of overcoming the fear.
I will try to get that missing piece of me back again.
When the two days come, I am going to try to open a new door in my life and let go.
 
I don't think you even know what you want. I thought you were meant to be part of my life, but considering the recent changes you've gone through...God! I really loved you.
 
When you sat next to me during friday Night's meeting I wanted to put my hand on the inside of your thigh and grab with sensual pressure. I also wanted to give you a bear hug when you were crying Thursday night but that's beside the point.
 
I really hope we'll be able to see each other tomorrow, I've really been looking forward to it. It's incredible how nice you've been to me and what a genuine person you are. Considering the stuff I told you at the beginning of the year I can't believe you're still so cool with me. I was such an idiot for opening up so much, but I'm really trying to fix things now and I'm just so grateful that you're not being a prick about it. If anyone deserves to be happy it really is you. It's a shame because if I hadn't fucked up, I feel like we could've been absolutely awesome friends. I really don't think I've ever met anyone I had so much in common with. Sucks that I had to be so attracted to you too. I really hope we can get over that and start seeing more of each other though, even if it's just as friends. It would be nice.
 
Today a woman came up to me on the street and asked me if I was okay. I said, I'm fine. She persisted, asking me if anything was wrong. I said NO, I'm FINE. Why do you ask? She said "Oh, you have a gloomy face." I said I was sorry and that I am really fine. She walked away and drove off. This is what I really want to say back to her now that I've reflected on it:


Fuck you. You just made me super self-conscious, and the rest of the day I will be contemplating my life in a negative light because of what you just said.

You probably have not gone 20 miles from your precious Texas suburb. Go ride in the New York City subway during rush hour and then come back and tell me I have a gloomy face. Fuck you. You don't even recognize my beauty. I just looked in the mirror, and I look great. My facial muscles are relaxed; perhaps you confuse this with gloom. You may have a cheery, sunny face, but how much of that is your mask?

How much do you get off on "helping" other people? How much does your ego receive a boost whenever you swoop in to save the day? Save those less fortunate than, and below you? You're just a nice, positive ball of sunshine, aren't you.

Well, I pity those who fail to see beauty in darkness. I am a dark beauty, and there is power and depth in that that is beyond your comprehension.
 
It's funny because if you weren't *you*, I'd probably find you kind of obnoxious and annoying.
As it is though, I just want you to kiss me again. :(
 
Your emotions and actions are contradictory to how you want me to treat you. In the long run? I'll be happier without you...
 
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