I wish i never got to know you . I hate you and love you at the same time I wish i never got involved with you beacuse the pain is too hard to bear. i cant leave you because I am scared too . I know I cant stay with you because you just hurt me. You have cheated on me, and I cannot trust you. You have a serious alcohol problem that makes the worst of you come out and thers nothing I can do about it. Whenever we resolve to be sober, we cant do it, either because you are the one who brings it up, or I am the one who succumbs to your pathetic resorts of resolving your boredom.
I hate when you flip out on me, because you are feeling so emotionally unstable and have no outlets besides the bottom of a bottle.
You are a horrible person who is incapable of human emotion. All you talk about is yourself and you have no way of talking to me about your problems because you have this inability to open up and i wish you really could, because we could have something so beautiful . But you just want to give up on everything, like I do now. When I try to leave you, then, is the only time that you, "realize" your problems, and are willing to work on them.
Not sure if I'm the petty one or not but, you wont delete your old posts of your boyfriend when he is kissing you or not. Do you know how many times I have heard you say, "Oh, i need to delete those.", when if I had posts of my old significant other, I would delete them IMMEDIATELY once I was done with the person. You hold on the past, and refuse to live in the present. Maybe its because you have much too much Gemini in you, maybe is because you have no water in your chart. Dont know. Dont care. All i care about is the time i have invested in you and your inability to connect on a whole level. You say you love me, yet you cant kiss me when you are leaving. You turn a blind eye and walk away . You disgust me. I dont know how much longer I can go on with this. 6 months is a long time for me. I am scared. I am pathetic. I am a boy, to an even younger girl.