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Say something you can't say to their face

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Your boss is getting on everyone's nerves. Either you do something about it or we will.
 
What is it? Is it because we work together? Because you are afraid I'm not over my ex? We never run out of things to talk about. You bait me for compliments. You hint that you don't have anything to do and what kind of restaurants you like and that you need a running partner. ..but I asked you out twice and you turned me down once and flaked out the next....I'm not going to do it again.

I think about you every night. You Are Wonderful and beautiful and just what I need in my life. The only thing I want to do is spend time with you but it's torturous. I've even tried to stay away from you and wipe you from my mind but life or maybe me or maybe you...always finds a way to pull us back together. I want more and I'm starting to feel used because you know I will do anything for you. So are you just dangling the prize just out if reach because you are unsure yourself or are you keeping just close enough so that I keep breaking my back for you at the office.
 
Mom, I know you had some family plans for the weekend, but I'd rather go to Dave's houseparty. We will drink a lot of hard liqour, smoke a ton of weed, and when we feel a lil bit too slow, we'll snort fat lines of amphetamine, to keep the party going for 2-3 days. Then we will just play video games, and take a large amount of benzos and smoke weed again to get through the speed comedown and the alcohol hangover. Can I go? :D
 
My best friend and worst enemy.. You steal my money, rob me of my emotional well being, and tell me lies. Why do you do these mean things to me? Our time together is wonderful and you never let me down.. until you are gone. Your blissfully warm embrace gives way to pure agony, yet I can't stop loving you... an incubus. The pain and shame are all a part of your little game. Such a beautiful innocent little flower.. But once I had a taste, you called my name until I came back to you like a fool and you had your way with me time and time again. I would do ANYTHING for you and you know it. You make me crazy. And I can never say no to you, it's amazing until its all over.. Then I'm left pining for you yet again. I rue the day I met you.

Fuck you heroin
 
Even after all these years, even after I said that I was ready for being just friends after our time apart, I still have feelings for you. Always have, always will.
 
You are so beautiful. The way you flutter past me, the way you look at me with your big, brown eyes. The way you always come to me and tell me about your family, and your private life, and the things that matter. The way you smile when I tell a lame joke. The way you smile when I tease you. I love the way your face sits even when you're just staring into space. I love our banter.

I love your butt. I love your face. You're so feminine, so voluptuous, and I think, probably naughty. I wonder what we'd say to each other when we were done, feeling each others warmth, content and relaxed.

I wonder what it would be like to hold you and kiss you.

I wonder why you won't tell me that you have a boyfriend.

Why can't you slip it in to conversation?

Why do I have to risk asking you what the deal is, potentially making things awkward every time we see each other at work?

I want to know you, I want you to know me.

Help me find my way, beautiful girl.
 
Erikmen said:
You don't fulfill loneliness with money..
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True, but eye was out spending time with new girlfriends... doing drugs. In hopes of someday bringing one to visit.

And this story is way too confusing to post, it involves sickness and death. If eye was busy dying then eye'd prefer a close one to go out and "live". Eye didn't steal the money, it was a gift...
 
Yeah. Sort of relate to this feeling. Contracting actions, confusing feelings. It's you heart broken it's all bad.
How many times we've go through this, I wonder..
 
Why can't you be happy that i'm not depressed anymore? Why does it piss you off that I'm laughing, talking to friends, happy? :/ I love you, I can see the good in you, I can see your potential! Why can't you? :/ God damn it.
 
You really don't see the efforts.
I can't believe you only care about me being happy and dislike my depressing days.
Oh well, so do I dear!!
I don't see your support. You don't have any idea how spoiled you are.
 
I've earnt some self respect and don't wake up each day wanting to kill myself for the first time in years. (Since I was introduced to crack and heroin, by you.).
How stupid of me, to wish my partner could be happy, so we could be happy together!
I guess, it's much better, having a silent-obliging partner, who you can control and walk all over. (Now, you can't take my debit card when I'm asleep, and spend every cent I make on drugs!)
For the first time on Monday, I bought something for myself. It was the first time since 2012 I've done that. I look after you though, for example buying you those Air Max for £100 every 6 months.
Hell, I'm that much of an asshole, I haven't used any of the messed up things you've done against you. Instead, I just wish you would be happy and appreciate that somehow, I am too. meh.
 
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I miss being with you like before. I miss our older house, our dreams.
I never thought we would be stuck here.
It's not bad I know and we're doing fine.
Not enough though..
 
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