downfallin
Bluelighter
Ok so this was about a year ago but i can still remember everything pretty vividly. I was at my friend Bs house. and he was having a kickback with about 15 people. Everyone was drinking and blazing and having a good time. Me being the slightly awkard social person that i am, felt a little uncomfortable with all the people. So this girl P, who is sitting on the couch pulls out a chew can looking thing with some dark brown salvia extract in it. She shows it to everyone and asks who wants a hit. I had been wanting to try this quick fix halluciangen that i had been hearing so much about to i figured id give it a shot. My friend B got the first hit. within seconds of letting out the smallish toke that he had inhaled he started laughing and took off his pants saying that the room was too hot. the pipe went around until it got to me. There was a tiny bit in the pipe but i decided i was gona go all out and packed another bowl. I ripped that shit as hard as i could and kept the wierd tasting smoke in my lungs for around 30 seconds. The second i saw that smoke exit my mouth i knew i was fucked! After the hit all i said was" iiii fffelllll ssssoooooo wwwwwiieerrdd!!!!!!" and the room became a flat surface and bent around me. So hard to explain. I lost all coordination and apparently dropped the pipe. everything from my perefieral vision went black and as i looked around the room everthing looked like it was getting pulled towards me. Everyone in the room dissapeared and i became the only one in the room. An overwhealming sense of dread and fear overcame me, that of wich i had never experienced anything like to this day. This salvia fear,, as i call it is the most terrifying sensation. I felt like all of the air was being pressed out of my chest and i was completely immobilized. The heat that i felt was overwhealming and all i could think is this feels like HELL! I then began getting sucked backwards and the couch became one with the darkness behind me. I then fell onto the floor and started grabbing anything i could get ahold of to try and keep from getting sucked in. After that was just pure chaos in my mind and about ten minutes later i came down with everybody staring at me. I left the kickback immediately after i was back in my own head again and i kept on repeating 'fuck that shit' over and over to myself on the walk home( luckily i lived about 2 streets down). Anyways im not sure what X potency it was but it sure as hell was enough to drive me out of my mind. I will never underestimate hallucinagens again and lookinig back on it i think my mindset had alot to do with my bad experience. Nonetheless that is going to be my last salvia experience at least for a long time.