Rolling too hard, weird memories?

[SkylineKz]

I don't really know what i should of put for the title also i don't really know how to word it either but I'll try my best. So a little over month ago i went to a rave and rolled the hardest I ever have. my usual dose is 100-120 mg of common molly, I test my stuff sometimes and most of the time its mostly MDMA or MDA cut with caffeine. I can't find a reliable source so It's extremely hard to find pure molly but the last rave i came across ~1.5 pts of pure crystal MDMA.

30mins before i took the molly i took .75g of some potent shrooms because i wanted to hippy flip for the first time. I then parachuted 90mg around . The whole time i was sitting in my car with a friend waiting for another friend because the 3 headliners didn't start until 9. We were telling stories for a good hour and during the first half-hour i kept doing small bumps because I felt that it wasn't intense enough, before i knew it i took all 150 without realizing it but at that moment it wasn't too intense. an hour after i took the first 90 our friend came and we went in. after i went in there all sense of time went down the shitter. 5 mins felt like 30 or an hour felt like 2 mins it was a really weird experience not bad just weird. that whole night doesn't even feel like it happened when it did. the best way to describe it is, it feels like it happened over the course of 3 nights and it was pieced together into a sequential event.

Once i got in there and started dancing the feeling kept getting better and better and better and well you know. I wasn't worried until music didn't even sound like music. it just sounded like white noise but it still sounded like the best thing in the universe (like i said, it's close to impossible word the feelings i experienced). then I noticed i was extremely hot and i was covered in a constant film of sweat that didn't seem to go away. So i left the main room to go to the outside chill-out area and drink water. well that didn't seem to help enough so I found my friend and told him We should go find D (the other friend) who was in his car because ,as i told him, i was feeling a little off, while in my head i was thinking "oh fuck, fuck! I got serotonin syndrome". we found D got in his car and asked if he could blast the AC which ,I love him for it, he did. once i got cooled off and cleared my head abit i calmed down enough to where i could enjoy the rest of my roll. I started coming down and drove home around 12 (don't worry i drive super super careful after rollin even if i feel completely sober). when i got home i noticed i felt "off". the "off" feeling turned out to be ,for lack of a better word, retardation. I couldn't carry out any complex thought, i couldn't even spell google because i wanted to look up serotonin syndrome and i couldn't think to just type it in the search bar.

The next day i felt like ABSOLUTE shit. the "retardation" lasted about a week and within 2 weeks i felt back to normal except for one thing that still happens now. Anytime i try to shut my eyes and bring up a memory of the place and try to picture the stage and the lights and the music, it's almost as though it's too intense and i either shock back to reality or my thoughts involuntarily switch to something else.

I'm out of school now and i'm worried i caused some kind of permanent damage that i haven't noticed yet because i haven't had to strain my brain since the rave, but as of now i don't notice any lasting effects beside the memory thing

sorry for the length and any incoherency. any thoughts?

 

[Bearlove]

Long term damage - from this one experience, no! Hippy flipping can really mess with your mind - add to that a rave setting then you should expect to have your brain scrambled. I think you were simply overwhelmed by the experience and it gave you a shock (which is a good thing as it tells you to slow down / reduce your dose etc).

Don't dwell on the negative feelings you experienced and think more along the lines of what you enjoyed - what you have learned etc.

 

[SkylineKz]

Hippy flipping can really mess with your mind - add to that a rave setting then you should expect to have your brain scrambled. I think you were simply overwhelmed by the experience and it gave you a shock (which is a good thing as it tells you to slow down / reduce your dose etc).

Yeah no kidding I think I'll wait a long time until I hippy flip again and maybe do only .75g mushies and 1pt. I did learn one thing though, just because you don't feel it in 10 minutes doesn't mean you should bump the rest in 3 bumps every 10 mins

 

[Darksidesam]

As bearlove said, 'hippyflipping' can be a strong experience.
Taking both magic mushrooms and mdma is not something to be taken lightly,

Ive heard of people needing Psychotherapy after a bad trip from both mdma and mushrooms.

Take a long break, eat well stay healthy and keep busy!
Good Luck!

 

[Flailing_Gypsy]

Like the others have said, MDMA and psilocybin alone are powerful experiences, let alone together. Give yourself time. Hippy flipping is fun but can be overwhelming. I only do it at low doses.

Also, tester kits cannot tell you what your drugs are cut with. They aren't purity tests. They can only tell you whether your pill/powder has a presence of MDMA (or whatever you're testing for). It can't tell you what else it's cut with... so even though testing pills is awesome and I highly recommend it, and it can tell you if your pill at least has a presence of what you think it does, or if it's another drug like 2CB, DXM, meth, etc, it cannot tell you what else is cut into your MDMA. Even if you test your MDMA and it shows a strong presence of MDMA, that doesn't mean there aren't a bunch of other things cut into it. Keep that in mind. The only purity test would be a toxicology test, and only cops can do that.