though i am definitely in denial about some things, i am 100% convinced stimulants (dexamphetamine) do not have any hold over me
...or any drugs at all tbh - these days i use drugs only a fraction of what i once did
i dont rely or really enjoy taking them on some occassions, i actually feel socially-stunted when on it, fumbling over words far too often at times
i've come to realise how much more 'me' i am without em, haven't had em in a short-while, and i honestly don't miss the feeling
take it how you will, but im not an idiot (though i know addiction isn't related to intelligence at all...)
i appreciate your concern but truly, dex is the last thing im worried about
now if mdma wasn't so scarce - now that may be a problem haha
though i myself (& the majority of my mates) agree that i have adhd, i can easily cope without meds - infact, i can cope much better without them
and in a years time, maybe you can look back on this and say you told me so
but i truly believe you have been mislead, i ain't perfect, but i am no fucking junkie
not in a while...
though i do appreciate your concerns
i can sympathise with you, seeing Bluelighters with far less life-experience and showing signs of addiction
and sadden you to slowly watch as kids with the world at their feet throwing it all away for one more hit, one more chemical high...
