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REVELATION caused by DATURA

I think Grigore will be on his way to psychiatric hospital soon. When the datura is out of his system and the psychosis ends he will have some fun threading this thread.
 
Pretty soon in the news, where ever this fella is from. there is going to be a glorious story about a man who masturbated in his own feces, while screaming what a lovely tea party at the top of his lungs.
Probably gunna blame those bathsalts again.
Or it might not even make the news.

Lets hope he finds center.
 
Let's hope you are HAPPY NOW!
I can't take this anymore.
YOU fucked enough with me.
First,YOU would appear then vanish,scream and run away,change the color of my water,turn on my television and start talking with me and now you are sending my DEAD GRANDMOTHER TO VISIT ME.
YOU ARE WORSE THAN THE DEVIL!!!
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS,I'M GOING TO THE CEMETERY AND APOLOGIZE TO MY GRANDMOTHER FOR ABUSING HER WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE AND TELL HER TO GET BACK IN HER GRAVE.

IF YOU SEND HER BACK ONCE AGAIN TO ASK ME IF I'M HUNGRY,I'M GOING TO FIGHT WITH YOU UNTIL I'LL DIE.THERE IS NO RETURN AND I WON'T BE A COWARD,NOT ANYMORE!!!
 
Friend, :) all is well.

You are in control if whether you eat more seeds or not, but lets maybe try an experiment where you let a few days go by first. If love to hear about your book and experiences more and hope you will pause your seed consumption long enough to share with me. Please.

Please please be safe right now. People are genuinely worried and concerned for you here, and we are strangers. Lay off for just a little bit so we can have you share your thoughts after having gone without the seeds.

Please?
 
My only way of dealing with your malefic tricks and tortures is taking these seeds.
Datura is the single thing that keeps me sane,these seeds are the only escape from this hell!!

You know that and all you want to do is to stop me from eating these seeds,stop me from being helped by the Toloache God,you lost your patience and now YOU WANT TO KILL ME!!

I KNEW IT,YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER TRAITOR,YOU CAN'T FOOL ME!!
I'M NOT AFRAID TO FIGHT,I WILL FIGHT FOR MY LIFE UNTIL THE LAST MOMENT.

HEAR MY WORDS AND BE AFRAID OF MY WISDOM,WITH HELP FROM THE TOLOACHE GOD,I WILL DISCOVER MY SUPERNATURAL POWERS AND GET THROUGH THIS TERROR.

ITS MY THIRD DAY WITH NO SLEEP,I WATCH EVERY MOVE OF YOURS AS YOU WATCH MINE,YOU WILL NEVER HAVE THE CHANCE TO HIT ME WHEN I'M UNPREPARED!!!
 
I feel bad for you, guy :(

I get the feeling we will likely stop hearing from you soon cause you seem to be getting to the point where you may end up hurting yourself by accident or on purpose.

If nothing else this will be a lesson by example of the psychological damage Datura can create.
 
I am sitting here being glad that I am not on, and have not ever taken, and will not ever take, Datura.
 
After all of the friendship that I've had with the Toloache God...I've realized that he was the big traitor.

He morphed into my grandmother,my friends,strangers,he was coming in my apartment,creating an emotional terror for me.

Even if you clearly had an interest to make me stop taking datura,I will stop taking datura,the Toloache God is not worthy to steal my supernatural powers.
 
The only person that got trolled here is myself and the single being that trolled me is the Toloache God and maybe some of you.

I'm still convinced that I have supernatural powers,but that doesn't make me crazy.At least I know that all of this is just a dream framed into reality.
I just need to wait until I wake up from this nightmare and nothing of this would make any importance because it might not had happened in reality at all.
 
The only person that got trolled here is myself and the single being that trolled me is the Toloache God and maybe some of you.

I'm still convinced that I have supernatural powers,but that doesn't make me crazy.At least I know that all of this is just a dream framed into reality.
I just need to wait until I wake up from this nightmare and nothing of this would make any importance because it might not had happened in reality at all.

You've got a remarkably logical, grounded grasp on your own insanity.

I'm impressed.

Here's to you coming back to consensus reality safe and sound!
 
I haven't slept but I've ended up taking 50mg of olanzapine. (zyprexa)
I've had it since I was admitted the 2nd time to a psychiatric hospital.
I don't even know how or why I've taken it,I'm sure I didn't do with a logical reason.

About the supernatural powers part,I've actually discovered that I'm able to send a number mentally to a person.
I've talked with some guy online yesterday and sent him a number from 10 to 100 and that was exactly the number that came into his mind.
I'm not sure if this a special power,but I definitely see some potential in this,especially because I discovered it by accident.
 
Did it occur to you that you might be hallucinating this person online?
 
My remarkably logical grasp on my insanity is caused by the fact that I think at least three times before saying something when I'm tripping and if I still have the feeling that it's something irrational,I don't say it.

What I can conclude from my mindblown delusions and embarrassing way of talking is that I haven't suspected any of the things that I was experiencing and saying to be a surreal illusion,a distorted version of how my psychotic brain perceives reality.

I'm still not fine,but I'm much better,thank you for all of your support and help even if it was kind of futile,actually impossible for me to understand in that deranged state of mind.

I'm really glad that I'm back,I will never ever take datura as often as I've taken these days.
An immense headache,nausea,dilated pupils,unnatural voice,drunk-like walking,pain when my heart beats and urinal retention are just some of the things that I currently experience right now.

Excuse me as I go to sleep and thanks,once again,for your kindness and help.
 
I haven't thought about that Xammy,it might have been a hallucination,I must try it again when I'm completely sober. :)
 
Perhaps taking your anti psychotic medicine is what helped you to begin understanding your dilutions.

In any case I feel you are lucky that your line of thought that your Datura induced god was your only trustable friend was broken by you imagining that he was the only traitor. One thing remains certain. This godlike creature is actualy yourself; the only one betraying you these last few days.. is you.
Belive me, no one here wants you to die; it is the simple reason this site exists.

Again, I'm glad you've managed to come down enough to realise the (at least partial) truth.

It sounds like you still have a long way to go.. I recommend you stay away from the seeds permanently.
 
Still some clarification needed on the issue of you ejaculating on your cactus. dead serious.
 
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