My remarkably logical grasp on my insanity is caused by the fact that I think at least three times before saying something when I'm tripping and if I still have the feeling that it's something irrational,I don't say it.
What I can conclude from my mindblown delusions and embarrassing way of talking is that I haven't suspected any of the things that I was experiencing and saying to be a surreal illusion,a distorted version of how my psychotic brain perceives reality.
I'm still not fine,but I'm much better,thank you for all of your support and help even if it was kind of futile,actually impossible for me to understand in that deranged state of mind.
I'm really glad that I'm back,I will never ever take datura as often as I've taken these days.
An immense headache,nausea,dilated pupils,unnatural voice,drunk-like walking,pain when my heart beats and urinal retention are just some of the things that I currently experience right now.
Excuse me as I go to sleep and thanks,once again,for your kindness and help.