hakthedj
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 23, 2004
- Messages
- 37
first off, a little about my history...
got really, really sick in 01..... had a major staph infection in MY BLOOD, and in my lower body cavity. was in the hospital for months, with out patient every week. i was on cipro, vicodin, oxycodone, and every other sort of meds to kill the infection. it was horrible; i was in soo much pain for at least a good year.
on the downside, i quickly got addicted. i came from a ZERO drug background, to just being a hopeless addict. no tapering off from the doctor, so i found a good source for cheap oxycodone, vicodin...
fast forward to now. i've been on all sorts of SSRI's since 94 for generalized panic and depression... nothing big..
however, i was put on remeron just recently, within 4 weeks. i've been clean since the start. i'm starting to beleive its the remeron. i have ZERO CRAVINGS. NADA. ZILCH. coming from an 100mg oxy to 30 vics a day habit for the last few years...
in my case, its been a godsend. its been weeks now, i don't care, i don't want any, i finally feel good.....
anyone else have any sort of similar story with remeron?
this is just too wierd not to be a coincedence... you just don't stop opiates, not from where i was.... i couldn't if i tried. i just went from pill to pill wasting my life.
now i actually have hope..
note. i think this post is more appropiate here than the darkside, but mods move if you have too...
got really, really sick in 01..... had a major staph infection in MY BLOOD, and in my lower body cavity. was in the hospital for months, with out patient every week. i was on cipro, vicodin, oxycodone, and every other sort of meds to kill the infection. it was horrible; i was in soo much pain for at least a good year.
on the downside, i quickly got addicted. i came from a ZERO drug background, to just being a hopeless addict. no tapering off from the doctor, so i found a good source for cheap oxycodone, vicodin...
fast forward to now. i've been on all sorts of SSRI's since 94 for generalized panic and depression... nothing big..
however, i was put on remeron just recently, within 4 weeks. i've been clean since the start. i'm starting to beleive its the remeron. i have ZERO CRAVINGS. NADA. ZILCH. coming from an 100mg oxy to 30 vics a day habit for the last few years...
in my case, its been a godsend. its been weeks now, i don't care, i don't want any, i finally feel good.....
anyone else have any sort of similar story with remeron?
this is just too wierd not to be a coincedence... you just don't stop opiates, not from where i was.... i couldn't if i tried. i just went from pill to pill wasting my life.
now i actually have hope..
note. i think this post is more appropiate here than the darkside, but mods move if you have too...