negro: you take 60mg/day of remeron, 140mg/day of diazepam and ~140mg/day of methadone? is there anything else you put on top of that?
Ontop of that i also take .2mg clonidine and 2mg of gabitril at night, both for sleep.
I also shoot tar heroin (same dose, .5g) maybe 3 times a week, sometimes more. I try to abstain as much as i can. But I took an 8 day break recently and didnt experience withdrawal, so i guess im not addicted to heroin, at least not physically.
And in regard to remeron withdrawal, i have gone up to 6 days without remeron, after over a year of daily use of 60mg. I was in the hospital at time and i kept on telling them that i needed my remeron, but they wouldnt give it to me (the doctor said "i was taking enough drugs). The withdrawal was definately unpleasant, i essentially didnt sleep the whole time i was there. I consider it medical malpractice that they didnt give me the remeron, considering that i was depend on it, but they also stopped giving me my methadone (replaced with 10mg of morphine push button drip, which i kept on pushing the whole time even when i knew it wasnt working). The lack of methadone made it hard to tell what drug i was withdrawing from, so im not completely sure what remeron withdrawal alone is like. Other times i've gone 2 days without it with minor withdrawal symptoms, mainly anxiety and sleeplessness.