JG0007
Bluelighter
& I defo know MDA 

Thanks for the trip report Treacle.
I'd say this with the Nipples, it's quite known the dose is all over the place with these. I honestly think most people would be better off sourcing the MDMA that they're made from. Which isn't hard![]()
The dreams after bashing your SERT system are always just... creepy, they have some weird, vividly sinister quality almost every time.
They're probably the only thing I don't have a "fuck it, worth it" attitude towards.
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Get on with it Tec....you massive pussy you![]()
I can get 'brain zaps' from 300mg, though not a common occurrence... and I always got them a lot more than my friends did anyway. There's a lot of external factors which can change this too.
I've got to the point that these don't faze me much anymore, the brain zaps go hand in hand with night terrors and sleep paralysis... but after being traumatised by these many times I decided to 'man up' and I tend to challenge myself in the third person. It's all a bit weird but once you know the situation and ask yourself, 'come on? is this is?... do your worse'... it becomes more of an annoyance than anything else. These used to fuck me up for years though, pretty horific.
What I still can't stand is when you sleep for a little too long and have crazy dreams, I find it very hard to shake that dream-like feeling when I'm awake. It can feel very uncomfortable, reality feels out of place. I think Valium would be good to counter this but I never bother.
Another thing I've noticed in regards to the argument about MDMA always being the same, is that even ketamine differs so much.
I've had 3 different batches this year, and the latest one I can only describe as the most beautiful thing I've ever taken. I left my body and crossed dimensions, suffered ego death, visited different universes and became one with everything that ever was and is. I basically had all the secrets of the universe revealed to me whilst experiencing the most incredible closed eyes visuals ever. The best part was you could keep redoising with this ketamine and still get back there without feeling sick either.
I can never settle for sub-par ketamine ever again, just like with MDMA that's lacking the magic.