YAY!!! Papaversom!!!
Its really great to see you back on Bluelight! I'm just like you, i've stopped scoring regularly. Dublin became flooded with heroin, but it was all a very low grade! I would go 3 or 4 weeks of not scoring & then i'd sore once to test the water & then i'd give up again! The longest i went without using was 7 weeks!! Thats nearly 2 months! But there was nothing worth scoring! Then there was a little improvement, but it was still low grade! Lately i have been scoring about 4 times every 2 weeks. I'm in the clinic tomorrow, so i'll score then after that.
But yes i'm exactly like you, i get a buzz out of not using when i think of my tolerance dropping & getting more out of the gear. But the gear here is still too weak for much of a buzz. I still miss the gear as much as ever, i'm pining for it! I wish things would return to normal, but in saying that i'm terrified of going back to the way i was before the drought! Its really good to see you back on the thread! Its like all of us have been through a lot together through-out this poxey drought!
@Kkkat
i'm glad that you will be around for xmas, i'm fairly sure that you'll be around after as well! There have been some cases in Dublin lately were people have been caught with twice what you were caught with & they didn't get locked up
i always think of you when i see a story like that! Hang on it there, hopefully you will be able to put this all behind you sooooon!!! XXX 

But yes i'm exactly like you, i get a buzz out of not using when i think of my tolerance dropping & getting more out of the gear. But the gear here is still too weak for much of a buzz. I still miss the gear as much as ever, i'm pining for it! I wish things would return to normal, but in saying that i'm terrified of going back to the way i was before the drought! Its really good to see you back on the thread! Its like all of us have been through a lot together through-out this poxey drought!
@Kkkat


