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Regional Heroin Discussion v12 aka. Get yer junk out - Still no pricing please.

Can make your head prickle, like you've been hit with a soft hairbrush. Overdo it and your palms and soles of your feet itch and you go red in the face. Really take too much and you feel like you're on fire. But once it settles it's pleasant, infinitely better than oramorph.
 
SouthallKonnect said:
Wow, give yourself a pat on the back for getting this far, especially for putting up with the mind games. What you mainly having to keep the WD's at bay? N whats your habit?
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Thanks bro, I very much appreciate the support. I wont get it from anywhere else you see, as no one knows 'I do what I do'. My mother works in a bloody methadone clinic taking urine analysis', writing scripts etc, and she'd take a fit if she found out. I'm sure after the initial shock she would (eventually) reach a level of acceptance and support me, but its never going to happen as she's never going to find out. My father caught me before - found a tooter in my bedroom - and as you can imagine he was none too pleased at all, but I told him I'd get off it (which I did for 9 months). His reaction wasn't at all as bad as I expected it to be. He knows what depression has done to me these last few years and (apart from the fact that I'm a grown man) he lays off a fair bit with me.

When my habit is under control - probably rendering the term 'habit' redundant however for arguments sake we'll still use it - I'd be smoking no more than 3 bags a week; Monday, Wednesday and Friday or Saturday (though ideally Saturday). I can manage with that, and I still have money left so its not as this is influenced by finances (ie not having enough for more). At my worst, although I still wasn't smoking everyday I'd smoke five/six a week; 2 Monday when I get paid (sometimes three actually), one Tuesday, one Wednsday and one Thursday.

Depending on how dark my depression gets, I might make a post in The Dark Side as I'm likely going to receive a lot of flack over the length of this so I wont write much more - only that for the record, the only reason I ever continued smoking gear after that first time was because it made me feel something after years of failed attempts at every avenue available to me in combating my depression; all of which were utter exercises in futility. Its the fear of the depression that keeps me on the drug. I can say without any vestige of uncertainty that if I wasn't frankly suicidal with depression when I'm sober, I would never touch drugs again - ever - I'm just not really into them.

I apologise for the length and I'll keep my issues to another thread in the future.
 
Nah its good to know you can play the drug rather than the other way around.

N fcuk them haters, i realised their mainly ugly losers who get by, by hating on others.

I post here etc.. so much coz i dont spend most of my time/life on drugs. Now lets see a hater come....
 
hooks said:
For the folk who think things r ok in England - they certainly are NOT ok in my experience. Average at VERY best and that's if ur real lucky. Been the same for yonks.

Rubbish, rubbish and more rubbish. I'm thinking of saving all the cash I wud normally blow on shit gear and saving to buy a pinball table! For real.
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you must be having it bad mate im saving a bit of cash to get mw3 tommorow and i cant wait 40 quid game with 100s hours multiplayer vs 4 shit bags dont figure does it things are most defiantly shit in the heroin scene round my parts same for you i take it
 
Even though i love call of duty games, i love Elder scrolls games better, roll on Friday 11/11/11 :) My day of kicking...well if i get by half the day its a victory!
 
SouthallKonnect said:
Even though i love call of duty games, i love Elder scrolls games better, roll on Friday 11/11/11 :) My day of kicking...well if i get by half the day its a victory!
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skyrim that must be friday i take it i just need something to look foward to after work cause the gear is to expensive that is for sure
 
4x4ledbury said:
you must be having it bad mate im saving a bit of cash to get mw3 tommorow and i cant wait 40 quid game with 100s hours multiplayer vs 4 shit bags dont figure does it things are most defiantly shit in the heroin scene round my parts same for you i take it
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Same old, same old around here mate. I'm still having to do a 30 mile round trip to score average stuff at best and it fluctuates from crap to average. If you believe the dealer tho, it'd be pure by now cos he says each batch he gets is constantly better than the last!
 
gear is ok in oxford. One man who has 9/10 stuff, dunno how he has a good connect!

im happy enough, stopped with the subutex. just have them for back up/
 
Had a blip for a few days which was good as i was starting to get a habit but now the fella is back with proper gear again its hard not to go and pick up lovely gouchy gear which leaves your tooter smelling like billingsgate. My mother gave me a chunk of money some time ago and i just draw out what i need to score but i have no idea whats left so its quite exciting when i go to the cash piont put the number in and press *-snip-* and wait to hear the whirring sound (I always look away) but the time is coming soon when 'not enough funds is gonna flash on the screen : ( still she said she will give me some more soon so I can wait.
Re depresssion heroin is the only thing that works for me.
 
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I'm just SO glad I managed to resist buying the crappy fake gear for the last few weeks as now some decent tackle is about I can afford to indulge :)

Couldn't even type on the keyboard last night ! My girlfriend who I've been with for just over 6 months now and who I've been honest with about my gear habit since day one says it's the most wasted she's ever seen me look !! Lets see if I can go better tonight then !! Heh Heh :) The Vallies do help to be honest though it's not all H doing the work...
 
Can I just reiterate once again to please stop the pricing bizniz?
This is a very useful thread for many people going through rough times and I'd hate to have it be closed :\
I want this thread to continue in a positive manner <3

Cheers for your eyes and ears.
 
blondin said:
Had a blip for a few days which was good as i was starting to get a habit but now the fella is back with proper gear again its hard not to go and pick up lovely gouchy gear which leaves your tooter smelling like billingsgate. My mother gave me a chunk of money some time ago and i just draw out what i need to score but i have no idea whats left so its quite exciting when i go to the cash piont put the number in and press *-snip-* and wait to hear the whirring sound (I always look away) but the time is coming soon when 'not enough funds is gonna flash on the screen : ( still she said she will give me some more soon so I can wait.
Re depresssion heroin is the only thing that works for me.
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You get your mum to pay for your smack habit? That's messed up man.
 
His mum can afford to pay for his drug habit? Strikes me as kinda cool, "Here's some money, be a darling and go and nod out for a bit, there's a good boy."
 
Its long and complicated and she obviously doesn't think i spend it on h or I wouldn't get it ....it's about wills and tax and a guilty conscience for when I was young.
Anyhoo checked my balance yesterday and still had a few smack tokens so caved and got x3 little beauties proper lovely gouchy gear, bags are .35 so not too bad in fact cheap as its free of additives apart from what you always get.
 
guilty conscience for when I was young.
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I 've had my Mum come score with me ( not Proud ) but Blondin your even older than me n your still pulling that chestnut fukin ell get a grip, i understand the bit about wills n that been through it myself n it is comp[lex , but still playing the guilt card is lame son
 
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