SouthallKonnect
Bluelighter
You can maintain healthy teeth while living this sort of life style through regular maintenance, thank god me and my mates did.
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Regional Heroin Discussion v12 aka. Get yer junk out - Still no pricing please.
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brimz
Bluelighter
really , small world , who knows we may yhave 3ven met !!
do you still stay their or were you their in 1999 ? Crazy placxe, i was stayin with a lass called Marie on the 12th floor of the tower on Baltic st. the first one if walkin towars them from Quen mary st.
Do you know where i mean Caz ?
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4x4ledbury
Bluelighter
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not after 13-14 years mate how old are you then
you seem really young cause being a junkie seems pleasureble to you that magic wears off fast when you grow up, plus when you factor in your speed and e days teeth grinding plus bad oral hyigine they dont last .
managed to get 5 bags tonite good ish stuff but no where near pre drought or pre 2 weeks ago but not bash i wont buy bash no point
I'm just after hearing on the UK news that due to cut backs they are getting rid of a number of staff that work on border control!!! Now surly thats a good thing! Pity the same wasn't happening in Ireland!
http://www.immigrationmatters.co.uk/uk-border-agency-to-lose-5000-jobs-in-spending-cutback.html
http://www.immigrationmatters.co.uk/uk-border-agency-to-lose-5000-jobs-in-spending-cutback.html
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endlessnameless
Bluelighter
Aha, I was just reading something similar on the Huffington Post and it reminded me of [the smuggling of] drugs and so I thought of BL and stopped by. Figures there'd be some mention of it.
1 day down, didn't score. Didn't have much of an urge as I did a CWE of 350mgs this afternoon and chilled out with a spliff listening 80's/90's hits. A nice change :]
I very much doubt I'll be smiling the day after tomorrow, however.
1 day down, didn't score. Didn't have much of an urge as I did a CWE of 350mgs this afternoon and chilled out with a spliff listening 80's/90's hits. A nice change :]
I very much doubt I'll be smiling the day after tomorrow, however.
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Soccertrendy
Bluelighter
@soccertrendy
I stayed in Bridgetown cross about 1999 , with a habit , in one of the tower blocks that overlook Parkhead , mad as fuk seeing as it's such a Proddy area.
The gear was fukin dynamite back then , i had a script in Dunbar for 56 10mg diaz n 14 20mg temaz a week i used to catch the train to Dunbar once a week n cash it n bring it back to Glasgow where i could get £2 for 1 20mg temaz or swap for gear, i used to score in the Salt market , most of the time its not as run down as it was then .
I remember scoring n having a dig in a nearby pub n going over , the landlaord called a taxi ,, cos i had ££ in my top pocket proper fukin trainspotting style
When i got to the hospital they gave me the Naloxene n just left me in the coridor so i discharged myself i was still fuked took me hours to get back to Bridgetown.
obviously not but he must have done summat daft to get lifed off no ? Curious , you don't have to tell me obviously , pm me if u don't wanna put it up here.
Cazamac you maybe know of the story im about to tell, i imagine you will defo know the victim if you spend any time in hamilton.
Brimz my uncle and his pal got lifted off for an excecution, Cut a long story short when my uncles pal was in the jail two guys kicked his door in and smashed his daughter (whole face was blue with bruising) and stamped on her neck and also battered his disabled wife who uses crutches to get about, to make things a whole lot worse one of them stuck there fingers inside her looking for a prize! *him and his wife sold kit)
So about a year later when the husband was out the jail he got a phone call from his daughter saying that one of the guys was walking along the street, so they wuicky jumped in the van and went and paid him a visit. What happened next can only be described as an excecution. They stabbed him alsorts of times walked away, heard him make a noise and went back and made sure he was dead. The vixtim was a mr wullie downie, a total fucking wrong un who has been suspected of raping a wee boy, has robbed various kids and woman etc made two wee boys kiss after holding a needle to them etc
i was in the nick not long after and the amount of court workers/cons who said to me tell your uncle he done the lords work/shake your uncles hand from me etc etc was astounding, still to this day get taxi drivers asking after him etc!! the guy they done was not very well liked!
He done the right thing, as my mate (his co acused and a casual with me for years we were remanded weeks earlier for a massive riot in paisley) has said to me since the time he got (16.5yrs) is worth it cause his kids can walk about safe!
@Cazamac, i used to score in EK you will probably know who i mean used to meet them either at a phonebox @ some square dont wanna say on here or at a wee set of wwooden steps!!
what age are you? fire me over a pm we can see if we share any friends always handy to know another user in the area
Soccertrendy
Bluelighter
Two men who carried out a frenzied knife killing in a revenge attack have been jailed for life.
Victim William Downie, 28, was stabbed many times - one blow piercing his heart - after a chase through residential streets in Hamilton, Lanarkshire.
The High Court in Edinburgh heard that as Mr Downie lay dying his attackers returned to stab him again and to smash a bottle over his head.
Jailing mr x, 40, and mr y, 41, judge Lord Tyre told them: "The attack was horrific in its relentless and remorseless violence."
"I regard it as an aggravating factor that your actions were motivated by revenge on Mr Downie."
mr y must serve at least 15 years and nine months before he can apply for parole and mr x 's minimum sentence was fixed at 14 years.
The court heard that mr y had been serving a prison sentence in November 2008 when he heard that Mr Downie and another man had allegedly forced their way into his home and indecently assaulted his disabled wife, Michelle, believing she had drugs hidden in her body.
They were also accused of assaulting daughter miss y, 20, when she tried to intervene, it was claimed.
Downie stood trial - but was cleared by a jury in February last year.
Pub
In April this year mr x and mr y were drinking together in a pub in Hamilton's Burnbank Centre when miss y phoned to say she had seen Mr Downie walking into woods near Udston Road, Hamilton.
The two attackers headed for the woods, arming themselves with blades from a works van they were driving.
They caught up with Mr Downie as he sat drinking beside a group of children, said advocate depute John Scullion, prosecuting.
The children fled when they saw mr x pull a knife from his jacket.
Mr Downie began to run and tried to escape but fell when his foot became tangled in a fence. mr x mand mr y caught up with him as he struggled to get up.
Mr Scullion said: "The eye witness evidence suggests that the accused, mr y, repeatedly struck the deceased to the area of his head in a chopping motion while the accused mr x was positioned behind the deceased repeatedly stabbing him to the body."
'I'm sorry'
The court heard Mr Downie's last words were: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
As he lay dying the two men returned - mr x to smash a bottle over his head and mr y to inflict further stab wounds.
Defence QC Brian McConnachie, for mr y, said he only meant to give Mr Downie "a good doing" and was shocked when told of his victim's injuries.
He had taken a blade because he feared Mr Downie - a man with a record which included 17 convictions for assault or assault and robbery - said the lawyer.
Mr McConnachie said mr y' anger because of what he had been told about the attack on his wife was an explanation, although not an excuse.
He said: "I suspect none of us can imagine what was going through mr y' head at the time when he was stuck in prison - through his own fault - but stuck in prison when an attack such as this was happening to his own family."
Neil Murray QC, defending mr x, said he felt an obligation because mr y had helped him during a tragic drug death in his family. **the death of my 20 year old gf who choked on her vomit-ST)
Joiner mr x of XX street, Hamilton, and mr y of y street of Mallard Crescent, Greenhills, East Kilbride, admitted murdering Mr Downie on April 17.
Victim William Downie, 28, was stabbed many times - one blow piercing his heart - after a chase through residential streets in Hamilton, Lanarkshire.
The High Court in Edinburgh heard that as Mr Downie lay dying his attackers returned to stab him again and to smash a bottle over his head.
Jailing mr x, 40, and mr y, 41, judge Lord Tyre told them: "The attack was horrific in its relentless and remorseless violence."
"I regard it as an aggravating factor that your actions were motivated by revenge on Mr Downie."
mr y must serve at least 15 years and nine months before he can apply for parole and mr x 's minimum sentence was fixed at 14 years.
The court heard that mr y had been serving a prison sentence in November 2008 when he heard that Mr Downie and another man had allegedly forced their way into his home and indecently assaulted his disabled wife, Michelle, believing she had drugs hidden in her body.
They were also accused of assaulting daughter miss y, 20, when she tried to intervene, it was claimed.
Downie stood trial - but was cleared by a jury in February last year.
Pub
In April this year mr x and mr y were drinking together in a pub in Hamilton's Burnbank Centre when miss y phoned to say she had seen Mr Downie walking into woods near Udston Road, Hamilton.
The two attackers headed for the woods, arming themselves with blades from a works van they were driving.
They caught up with Mr Downie as he sat drinking beside a group of children, said advocate depute John Scullion, prosecuting.
The children fled when they saw mr x pull a knife from his jacket.
Mr Downie began to run and tried to escape but fell when his foot became tangled in a fence. mr x mand mr y caught up with him as he struggled to get up.
Mr Scullion said: "The eye witness evidence suggests that the accused, mr y, repeatedly struck the deceased to the area of his head in a chopping motion while the accused mr x was positioned behind the deceased repeatedly stabbing him to the body."
'I'm sorry'
The court heard Mr Downie's last words were: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
As he lay dying the two men returned - mr x to smash a bottle over his head and mr y to inflict further stab wounds.
Defence QC Brian McConnachie, for mr y, said he only meant to give Mr Downie "a good doing" and was shocked when told of his victim's injuries.
He had taken a blade because he feared Mr Downie - a man with a record which included 17 convictions for assault or assault and robbery - said the lawyer.
Mr McConnachie said mr y' anger because of what he had been told about the attack on his wife was an explanation, although not an excuse.
He said: "I suspect none of us can imagine what was going through mr y' head at the time when he was stuck in prison - through his own fault - but stuck in prison when an attack such as this was happening to his own family."
Neil Murray QC, defending mr x, said he felt an obligation because mr y had helped him during a tragic drug death in his family. **the death of my 20 year old gf who choked on her vomit-ST)
Joiner mr x of XX street, Hamilton, and mr y of y street of Mallard Crescent, Greenhills, East Kilbride, admitted murdering Mr Downie on April 17.
i scored in a different part of dublin 2nite to see if things wud be better - but they were not - still the same old shite - worse fool me for hoping any different - things seem good in england - things will never get better over here as long as eejits like me keep buying the shite - but i keep hoping the next time will be better - i was told by a mate tat the stuff i was scoring 2nite was really good - really strong - but my mate know fuck all because this is the same old shite - i know what people mean about the brown looking good - the b looks great - just like the real thing - but its as weak as fuck - - im going to stick with my phy for the next week or so - its just not worth it - the outlook in dublin is bleak - bleak - cold and bleak -
SouthallKonnect
Bluelighter
Yeah who knows how many people have stuck to their meth scripts, from getting fed up with buying bash. IMHO if even 25% of the users got clean through this drought and stayed clean, i would think it was worth it, its a lot harder for us smokers, but these times dont come often and its one critical time for people like us to go clean. Otherwise if not, then just waste of time etc.. higher crime rates,etc...
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Yes SK, I agree it is a really good time to get clean, at least we have all learned how to go with out heroin! As much as this drought drives me crazy, when i stop & wonder where i would be to-day if then drought hadn't happened i get frightened! I know the life of a full time heroin user is a life with cash for heroin & heroin only. But i had really hit my rock bottom when then drought hit! The rescission had hit bad & I had lost my job coz of it & i had been out of work about 5months. I owed my landlord a few grand & all my bills were beyond in the red! I had taken out loans to score & it was all starting to come falling down!
Then the drought hit! I don't know how i managed persuaded my landlord to give me another chance, but he did. Although i have to pay an extra €50 a week rent until i pay off all i owe, & i managed to start chipping away at the bills as well. Then luckily i picked up another job last January. So thankfully i'm starting to get out of all this debt! I've still a bit to go, but i'm getting there! I often wonder what would have become of us if the drought hadn't hit? Coz i know that my Boyfriend & i were using more & more ever day, we just couldn't have stopped on our own. We were even talking about using the needle to save money. We were spending hundreds a week! It really frightens me to think how close we came to fucking everything up! We have to teenage kids so I feel so guilty that i nearly lost our home, its only a rented house, but its still our home.
In saying all that i have pined & pined for gear for a full year now! Even though i say that i will never go back using as much as i used to, it worries me that the pull of heroin is still so strong after a full year!
Does anyone else think that the drought may have changed the course of their lives in anyway?
P.S. @Gizmo
Hang in there mate, things are the very same for me, its the very same for anyone i know! I'm like you, i give in & score & then i feel pissed off with myself for wasting my money on crap! Hopefully things will pick up sooooon!
Yes SK, I agree it is a really good time to get clean, at least we have all learned how to go with out heroin! As much as this drought drives me crazy, when i stop & wonder where i would be to-day if then drought hadn't happened i get frightened! I know the life of a full time heroin user is a life with cash for heroin & heroin only. But i had really hit my rock bottom when then drought hit! The rescission had hit bad & I had lost my job coz of it & i had been out of work about 5months. I owed my landlord a few grand & all my bills were beyond in the red! I had taken out loans to score & it was all starting to come falling down!
Then the drought hit! I don't know how i managed persuaded my landlord to give me another chance, but he did. Although i have to pay an extra €50 a week rent until i pay off all i owe, & i managed to start chipping away at the bills as well. Then luckily i picked up another job last January. So thankfully i'm starting to get out of all this debt! I've still a bit to go, but i'm getting there! I often wonder what would have become of us if the drought hadn't hit? Coz i know that my Boyfriend & i were using more & more ever day, we just couldn't have stopped on our own. We were even talking about using the needle to save money. We were spending hundreds a week! It really frightens me to think how close we came to fucking everything up! We have to teenage kids so I feel so guilty that i nearly lost our home, its only a rented house, but its still our home.
In saying all that i have pined & pined for gear for a full year now! Even though i say that i will never go back using as much as i used to, it worries me that the pull of heroin is still so strong after a full year!
Does anyone else think that the drought may have changed the course of their lives in anyway?
P.S. @Gizmo
Hang in there mate, things are the very same for me, its the very same for anyone i know! I'm like you, i give in & score & then i feel pissed off with myself for wasting my money on crap! Hopefully things will pick up sooooon! a know where ye are a stayed in queenmary st and a think a know which marie ur talking about she has dark hair think she still stays there xx think a was in the jail with her x
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a know all about it the the big man was in doing time and am sure it was your uncle who told him about it his self and a know about getting the parcels in with your trainers cause the big man told me about it cause he was in addiewellCazamac you maybe know of the story im about to tell, i imagine you will defo know the victim if you spend any time in hamilton.
Brimz my uncle and his pal got lifted off for an excecution, Cut a long story short when my uncles pal was in the jail two guys kicked his door in and smashed his daughter (whole face was blue with bruising) and stamped on her neck and also battered his disabled wife who uses crutches to get about, to make things a whole lot worse one of them stuck there fingers inside her looking for a prize! *him and his wife sold kit)
So about a year later when the husband was out the jail he got a phone call from his daughter saying that one of the guys was walking along the street, so they wuicky jumped in the van and went and paid him a visit. What happened next can only be described as an excecution. They stabbed him alsorts of times walked away, heard him make a noise and went back and made sure he was dead. The vixtim was a mr wullie downie, a total fucking wrong un who has been suspected of raping a wee boy, has robbed various kids and woman etc made two wee boys kiss after holding a needle to them etc
i was in the nick not long after and the amount of court workers/cons who said to me tell your uncle he done the lords work/shake your uncles hand from me etc etc was astounding, still to this day get taxi drivers asking after him etc!! the guy they done was not very well liked!
He done the right thing, as my mate (his co acused and a casual with me for years we were remanded weeks earlier for a massive riot in paisley) has said to me since the time he got (16.5yrs) is worth it cause his kids can walk about safe!
@Cazamac, i used to score in EK you will probably know who i mean used to meet them either at a phonebox @ some square dont wanna say on here or at a wee set of wwooden steps!!
what age are you? fire me over a pm we can see if we share any friends always handy to know another user in the area
SouthallKonnect
Bluelighter
If you have been forced to stay clean most of the while Ructions, and find yourself weak to when things are back to normal, due to bash originally. I would put in every minute of the day to plan how you will stay away from it, as you have suffered this much mentally to get where you are now, and financially its a constant reminder of where you are now, you should get out of debt ASAP, otherwise that is another plausible reason to use when things go normal. By now you must have found alternative things to do, to pass time, or look at what you used to do, before gear as hobbies. You won't get another chance like this again, and they say this lifestyle ultimately spirals down. Just look at the bottom what you could lose to motivate, i.e. lose bf, lose kids, lose home, lose family trust, close ones trust.....
I aint not better myself but im nearly at the finish line.
By parcel you mean package or an actual parcel Caz?
I aint not better myself but im nearly at the finish line.
By parcel you mean package or an actual parcel Caz?
strungout2010
Bluelighter
@southallkonnect
A parcel= package of drugs.
A parcel= package of drugs.
Soccertrendy
Bluelighter
pm caz
endlessnameless
Bluelighter
Hi folks,
It took all the will power I have inside me not to score today. My main offered me a bag until tomorrow but I said "maybe later". I've no intention of scoring at all. I cant anyway; I went for a coffee with my dad and paid the bill so I've no cash left at all, as I had to pay the main 100 and after I handed up rent, bought smokes & paid back everything I owe out for the week I only had 20 left but I deliberately spent it there so as I wouldn't get tempted this evening.
Three days clean now. Even if I wanted to score, I wont have any money until Friday at the earliest - so even if I can get to then I'll be happy. Ok so I wont yap on, just thought I'd share that as I'm incredibly bored (and very darkly depressed, etc) but I was expecting this. If the worst comes to occur, I shan't leg it out and score with borrowed cash - rather, I can CWE 360mgs of codeine, however - ideally, I don't want to do that.
I hope all is well with everyone - beautiful afternoon here in Dublin City; endless blue skies above fading into a golden sun kissed horizon...reminds me of Heroin - however - no more than anything else. Take care and have a nice day folks x
It took all the will power I have inside me not to score today. My main offered me a bag until tomorrow but I said "maybe later". I've no intention of scoring at all. I cant anyway; I went for a coffee with my dad and paid the bill so I've no cash left at all, as I had to pay the main 100 and after I handed up rent, bought smokes & paid back everything I owe out for the week I only had 20 left but I deliberately spent it there so as I wouldn't get tempted this evening.
Three days clean now. Even if I wanted to score, I wont have any money until Friday at the earliest - so even if I can get to then I'll be happy. Ok so I wont yap on, just thought I'd share that as I'm incredibly bored (and very darkly depressed, etc) but I was expecting this. If the worst comes to occur, I shan't leg it out and score with borrowed cash - rather, I can CWE 360mgs of codeine, however - ideally, I don't want to do that.
I hope all is well with everyone - beautiful afternoon here in Dublin City; endless blue skies above fading into a golden sun kissed horizon...reminds me of Heroin - however - no more than anything else. Take care and have a nice day folks x
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SouthallKonnect
Bluelighter
Wow, give yourself a pat on the back for getting this far, especially for putting up with the mind games. What you mainly having to keep the WD's at bay? N whats your habit?
kkattastic
Bluelighter
There is the possibility that I may be able to get hold of some morphine amps
I have a policy that I only ever IV if the substance is made for that purpose
I have tried Oramorph,which I thought was crap
MSTs were better
but I have also tried IV liquid benzos which were in a different league to the pill form benzos
So,my question is for those that have tried these morphine amps-is it way better than the Oramorph and MSTs?
I don't want to try it and wind up utterly disappointed
I have a policy that I only ever IV if the substance is made for that purpose
I have tried Oramorph,which I thought was crap
MSTs were better
but I have also tried IV liquid benzos which were in a different league to the pill form benzos
So,my question is for those that have tried these morphine amps-is it way better than the Oramorph and MSTs?
I don't want to try it and wind up utterly disappointed
For the folk who think things r ok in England - they certainly are NOT ok in my experience. Average at VERY best and that's if ur real lucky. Been the same for yonks.
Rubbish, rubbish and more rubbish. I'm thinking of saving all the cash I wud normally blow on shit gear and saving to buy a pinball table! For real.
Rubbish, rubbish and more rubbish. I'm thinking of saving all the cash I wud normally blow on shit gear and saving to buy a pinball table! For real.
brimz
Bluelighter
yeah they are stronger like all i.v drugs , but u do get a massive hystamine release rather than a rush .