Isn't the issue with Lope that it doesnt cross the blood brain barrier, unless you start messing around with pepper and quinine and things like that?
Tbh it all sounds pretty desperate, and about as unglamarous as you could get, abusing a diarrhea medication to try and get high.
Maybe if you were in prison, it would be understandable.
But there's that, and then the apparent cardio-toxicity, not to mention what it will be doing to your digestion. I felt terrible after once taking 3 x 2mg too quickly, when I had a badly upset stomach, and the 3 Lopes gave me a pretty severe stomach ache that lasted for hours. And turned the inside of my intestines to concrete. I cannot imagine taking 60 of the things! Well, I can, but I can only imagine the results being horrific tbh.
Can you really not get any better drugs than that? I don't see any appeal at all, frankly.
Is it really worth all the physical pain and discomfort, and risks to health, for a high that's probably never going to work, and would never be anything amazing anyway, even if it ever did "work."