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spyhunter2

spyhunter2

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Hello all. I am not really new to Bluelight as I have been a longtime Darkside lurker. I Love all of the inspirational stories of recovery on there. Anyway I have been abusing opiates nonstop for the past 3 years. It started with percocet and gradually ended with Heroin. I was using IV heroin 3 or more times daily. Anyway I went to jail several times and didn't learn from them until the last time I went. June to Sept this year. I found God in jail and I am the type of person to quickly dismiss anything religious.One of my fellow inmates invited me to "chaplians Worship", so I said what the heck I have 23 more hours in the day to do nothing with my time. So I started attending and it truly opened my eyes to the better ways I could be living my life. THank you Jesus! So now I have been out of jail for a little over 2 weeks and I haven't been tempted to use , not once! I find daily prayer and meditation helps keep my mind clear and focused on what I need to take care of. Also when I was released I deleted my numbers out of my phone that was in my property. To all of those out there it does get better with time so don't give up that fight.! Anyways I Am glad to be back on Bluelight reading all of those interesting stories I find on here, and I will occasionally comment on them. Anyway Bluelight thats just a little about me. :)
 
spyhunter2 said:
Hello all. I am not really new to Bluelight as I have been a longtime Darkside lurker. I Love all of the inspirational stories of recovery on there. Anyway I have been abusing opiates nonstop for the past 3 years. It started with percocet and gradually ended with Heroin. I was using IV heroin 3 or more times daily. Anyway I went to jail several times and didn't learn from them until the last time I went. June to Sept this year. I found God in jail and I am the type of person to quickly dismiss anything religious.One of my fellow inmates invited me to "chaplians Worship", so I said what the heck I have 23 more hours in the day to do nothing with my time. So I started attending and it truly opened my eyes to the better ways I could be living my life. THank you Jesus! So now I have been out of jail for a little over 2 weeks and I haven't been tempted to use , not once! I find daily prayer and meditation helps keep my mind clear and focused on what I need to take care of. Also when I was released I deleted my numbers out of my phone that was in my property. To all of those out there it does get better with time so don't give up that fight.! Anyways I Am glad to be back on Bluelight reading all of those interesting stories I find on here, and I will occasionally comment on them. Anyway Bluelight thats just a little about me. :)
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Congratulations, and thanks for sharing your story!
 
Glad you're home and doing great! So many of us have struggled and been through it. Still trying to figure everything out.
The Darkside is a terrific source of support. Welcome and congratulations on your sobriety!
 
Thank you for the positive welcome Captain.Heroin and T. Calderone! Today I went to the temp service but didn't get out to work. :( oh well there is always tomorrow! And Captain.Heroin. your near death experience story was one of the first ones I read when I got here, truly inspirational!
 
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Hi spy <3 TDS is my favorite section (besides welcoming new members :P), with a great community and social section as well. It has worked as my support group for a while. <3 I look forward to seeing you around. You should come check out our TDS Social.
 
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Thank you for the positive welcome Captain.Heroin and T. Calderone! Today I went to the temp service but didn't get out to work. :( oh well there is always tomorrow! And Captain.Heroin. your near death experience story was one of the first ones I read when I got here, truly inspirational!
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Your perseverance is inspiring, there are always new opportunities every day. :)

And thank you for the feedback on my story! I appreciate it.
 
What a great story! Congrats and good luck. Wish I had the courage to get off this shit. I wish you the best.
 
thank you all For the support, still clean today:D. 1 day at a time. And to Ike69 I wish you the best in your sobriety! Thanks!
 
Hey all, just a brief update, I am still clean and It does get better! I am working full time and going to school. I have money In my pocket. And I recently started a relationship with a wonderful guy. I just have to remind myself where Heroin took me and to make the choice not to go back. Peace .:D
 
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