Random MSN Gibberings LXXXXI: Homing in on the scent of Shambles

[effie]

Postman :D (or woman..)

 

[Albion]

But posty doesn't post til midday. Get some sleep!

 

[effie]

Haha. I will dooo. Sleep will make the countdown go faster. My postman usually comes at 11..

 

[Shambles]

Posty gets here before 9AM. Before 8AM some days - Saturdays especially. We work the buggers hard here in the valleys :D

 

[Allein]

Pretty good Effie, thanks for asking.

I have been at my daughters primary school disco doing the sweet stall, had a bit of a laugh, my mate does the sound and one of he other helpers knows the score, he used to roady for Moterhead !

Totally bombed on blues and have been these past few days with all that work shit, I sent them a lengthy mail last night after taking some legal advice and hey presto they called this afternoon ( the only director left I'll really speak to) they've done a total U turn and and now all is well and I can move on without any further hassle from them.

I pleased with myself as I did allot of work on the legals and used the right wording in the mail, it was clear it had really put the shits up them that I was going to have them in court, which I believe I could have done and all sorts would have come out that they would rather not be known.

So I have another couple of weeks off then its of to my new job, I can't wait for a fresh start.

So its a bit more telly and blues, I've lost count today so WTF then off to bed, more work on fixing up my old scoot tomorrow as I'm planning on going down to the Ace Cafe for the scooter day, all my new shiny nits arrived today so should be a runner by tomorrow night.

Hows you doing this fine evening, did you get any sleep today ? you gotta get that sorted young lady I worry about ya

 

[Allein]

Haha. I will dooo. Sleep will make the countdown go faster. My postman usually comes at 11..

I'm tempted to lower the tone especially having been over in BDD but I will resist....does he just pop it through the letter box ....sorry...its bad enough them dropping all those red rubber bands but that's going way too far

 

[effie]

edit: Bahahaha :D you know as I wrote "comes at 11" I was thinking I'm setting myself up there

Good work on sorting the work issue, I knew you could do it! :D

I got a bit of sleep earlier, not enough though so off to bed soonish. Going to have to get a few benzos in, not loads but I need to rest up before I start back at work. You watch yourself too, tis understandable needing some blues with work fucking you around like they have been but take care of yourself!

Hehe I used to love discos at primary school :D

 

[Allein]

I know they have to go the party is over gonna get this sorted before I start work so I'm already on the downward slope, I just cant do drugs of any sort anymore.it always ends up a train wreck and I've given up everything else so its time to let go of this final habit.


I start my Tai Chi in a couple of weeks as well so that should help in relaxation, this is with the guy I met with so he knows where I'm at, and I want off the ADs ASAP as side effects are starting to build and I need to start to open up my emotions again at the moment its a pretty narrow band I'm living in and I'll know when it's time to get off them, no rush but its a goal for this year.

 

[Albion]

*yawn* It's getting late and I'm getting sleepy...Night EADD.

Got a long hard day of pulverising Mimosa Hostilis with a home-made blender-grinder death machine tomorrow.

Btw this pink noise is soothing me muchly

 

[Shambles]

^^ Always fancied Tai Chi meself. Looks soothing. Also looks a bit silly but all the best things do.

Have also recently quite my antidepressant (tramadol was prescribed for that very reason - not just a shitty opi but a shitty AD too :D) for precisely the reasons you mention. There's only so long you can stand to just "exist" - give me back even the lowest of lows if I can also get back some of those highs ADs kill dead too.

PS: Nighty, Petey. Pulverising planty stuff sounds like a plan to me :D

 

[Allein]

^^

Look into it Sham there are at least 2 different forms of Tai Chi some are more energetic than others, this guys does a mix of all 3. I had been thinking about trying it for sometime as my brother used to do Tae Kwon Do in his youth and a had to sit and watch due to childcare problems, nothing bad just my dad wasn't home from work before we had to leave. I did a bi of that but was well into my rugby at that time and didn't really take to it. But what I did remember was the instructor and also the discipline he instilled.

Anyway about 3 months ago I was waiting to pick up my daughter from brownies and had been quite low at the time, moved back onto ADs (Venlafaxine) and was just starting the CBT phone work (NHS CBT light !) and I saw a notice on the notice board advertising Tai Chi,checked th guy out on the internet and he sounded just what I was looking for so I mailed him.

It turned out he wasn't going to re-start teaching until March time die to a personal issue, I was upfront about why I wanted to do Tai Chi and we exchanged a few emails. Then he invited me to his house to talk he said he had never done such a thing in 10 years but felt he wanted to. Turned out to be a really top bloke, I was 100% honest with him about my past drug use etc. and he was fine with all that and we had quite a lengthy discussion on the collective consciousness and other spiritual matters and it was clear w shared many of the same general views.

I'll let you know how I get on but I'm looking forward to it and hope it will help to relax me and get myself into both physical (i have some issues with fallen arches in my feet and my hips are out of line) and mental (I'm a fekin loony ) alighnment or at least make a start,

 

[Allein]

Any how....Good morning EADD, its going to be a beautiful day, missions for today are:-

1.) Get my old scooter running with all shinny new bits of precious things that arrived yesterday

2.) Cook roast dinner with daughter as I'm of out tomorrow down to London's Ace Cafe, hope fully on fore mentioned scooter

 

[breakcorefiend]

Seems like you did already :D

Just gone midnight so the countdown to posty begins

You know it!

 

[ColtDan]

oh what a beautiful moooooooorning, oh what a beautiful daaaaaaaay ♪

up nice n early, feeling good, few plans for the day, tonight should be amazing. got some nice goodies, life is good, spot on

only downfall is my nan is ill and is staying with us atm, think she witnessed me wonky last night moon walking to the bathroom in slowmo at some random point in the middle of the night, must of been an odd encounter, certainly was for me. dunno if she noticed the state of me or not shes a bit oblivious, poor lovely old dear. shuffled my way past her on the landing, got confused and turned my self around and wonked my way back to my bedroom. spent part of this morning comforting her, shes got some stomach issues and real bad vertigo n cant look after herself atm, saw her crying etc dont like seeing people i love cry. love her to bits. also and theres no beetroot left. shite state of affairs.

hope you all have a good day much love all the best toodle-oooo

 

[Allein]

Sorry to here about you Nan ColtDan mine is slowly sying of cancer at the moment and it breaks my heart, to me she is one of the most beautiful people in the world, I don't suppose I should have family favorites but I've never met someone so full of love, she's 90 something but it doesn't make it any easier does it ?

Beetroot is the devils work, its the one thing I wont eat I can only advice you do the same before it's to late

 

[ColtDan]

So sorry to hear about yours mate, extremely heartbreaking isnt it, love her to bits we connect so well and so many fond memories. haven't really lost anybody that close to me before dunno how much it hurts, but when she dies i dunno how bad ill feel. shes quite old now, been unwell for awhile, its on the horizon. deff doesnt make it much easier. but thats life, live, enjoy life, ponder apon it,wonder what the fuck we're all doing here, die, the big crazy circle of life

ahhh man... after reading about the all benefits of beetroot, its a work of god. actually maybe not god, not kean on religion, but its some healthy check this out http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beetroot

ohhh yeah

 

[Allein]

I'm not even clicking on that link Dan it's probably got some kind of evil Juju in it

It's a bit of an indulgence on my part I have very vague memories of really liking beetroot at my primary school when they served it up for dinner, then I must have been ill one day and loads of it came up (thats enough detail for this time of the morning) Its the only thing I would have trouble eating although I think I could if it was put in front of me as I have no other food no no's and a stomach of cast iron most of the time.

 

[bogman]

morning all, looks like a cracking day over here.im still in bed as not feeling the best, did some muscle damage to chest area in work a few weeks back and is slow to heal plus picked up some sort of viral infection this week.

everytime i go all healty and stay away from drugs i get sick. since xmas all i have done is 4 pills and being eating well.

wife just brought me tea n toast in bed and laptop.will spend another hr or two in bed then getting up for shower n shave.

 

[Mailmonkey]

Got a long hard day of pulverising Mimosa Hostilis with a home-made blender-grinder death machine tomorrow.

Buy a fucking coffee grinder.

Or get your butler to do it.

 

[ColtDan]

^ this

Give us a few quid ill come pulverize some bark. ill be your little four eyed butler bitch. or gimmi a few hits

or buy it powered? can it still be bought powered now?