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What's keeping you up eff?

It would indeed hit the spot. I feel wound up like a spring, raging at the smallest things. Weed is holding me back, and I can't seem to do moderation with it, so it's very on again off again. It's catch 22; I have nothing to fill all my time, so I smoke pot. Pot stops me from doing anything productive, so I smoke pot.

I just bought loadddddddddddds of weights though, and i'm getting a treadmill, so i'm gonna beast it on a daily basis (as much as someone with a colostomy can haha - I'm limited to about 20-30kg, or I risk my intestines spilling out).
 
Winding down, jancrow.. had quite a few things to do this eve, finished them all now but not sleepy yet despite not getting much last night either. I'll get offline soon, that may help ;) (Shitalin always makes me giggle, haha.. good work on not redosing, I get really scattered after a while, be no good for projects or sleeping!)

Lou, it's good ey? Trying to count my blessings :) How's your night going?

MSB - few things.. had a rough time lately and got a lot on my mind, and had a busy eve so my head's not really had a chance to calm down. Hopefully I will get some sleep soon! Exercise is an excellent plan, I keep meaning to do more now I'm being sensible'n'healthy and having a drugs sabbatical.. not quite got round to it yet though :|
 
Will a few MSTs sort this shit out? I only quit opis a few months ago. A one off wont hurt will it? Or is that famous last words?
 
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Interesting, thanks Shams, that's the impression I have got from others too.. bupe certainly sounds like it has a lot of advantages over methadone. Eeep the idea of shooting deathadone syrup makes me cringe, what a horrible situation :(
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I've shot the nasty green syrup myself once or twice... back during far more stupid and/or experimental times. Other than a strangely pleasant chill in the vein immediately upon shooting it's at least as pointless as it is dangerous cos it still takes ages to kick in. But addiction is a bitch and seeing folks needing a good hour or two just to physically get enough of the crap in their godforsaken veins is one of the few sights wot I saw that really did make me die inside just a lil bit. Fella I'm thinking of died on both the inside and outside many moons ago (never even made it to his 20s poor sod :() but he was far from the only one I knew who ended up shooting the crap - and that's instead of smack not just outta desperation.

Methadone is one of those very few drugs I truly despise cos it is genuinely evil :|
 
Hrmmm it is "famous last words" territory I think.. would you trust yourself not to have a relapse? It's so easy to justify it to ourselves - "it'll just be a one off" or "I deserve a treat" or "I need it to sleep/relax/whatever".. I'd try not to if you can, I understand the temptation though.

Good work on quitting, I know that can't have been easy <3
 
Can't sleep either... Waiting for the bakery to open (in 3 hours, roughly) to go buy my now famous croissants ;)
 
Damn you now I want croissants! Might go on a kitchen-raid..
 
Mmmh, fresh and warm croissants... four for the price of three... nom nom nom :D
 
*infracted for triggering* ;)

Okay kitchen raid then attempt to sleep I think. Night all! <3
 
Wrong thread, but did anyone see last nights Walking Dead? Epic is not even the word, I am so excited for next season.
 
No, I think I'm one or two behind, just seen the stuck in the mud zombie one and can't wait for more, it's perked up after what I thought was a pretty tedious start to the second series.
 
Watch the next 2 asap! They are even better :D The 3rd season is going to be amazing apparently. I've heard they've upped the budget, and according to the comic we'll be wishing they were back on the safe and boring farm!
 
I'm going to back to back them as soon as I get an evening when I'm not buzzing around like a blue arsed fly! I started Boardwalk Empire a while back and love that too but I can't commit to more than one epic series at a time. Accidentally watched all of American Horror Story despite it being daft garbage, avoid that, it's not worth anyone's precious time. Even if you were a ghost, trapped in a house for all eternity there'd be better things to do than watch that. Flashy but empty and it soils you by being gross for no reason.
 
Must of passed out well early, just awoke feeling groggy, spliff skinned and got you lovely folks to bore me bk to sleep
Btw shambles nice bong-ra selection in moozic thread
 
Yeah it seemed pretty obvious to me that American Horror Story was just a sex/violence fest to draw in the True Blood crowd. Don't get me wrong, I love sex and violence in TV/Films but they crowbar it in so shitly and develop the characters poorly. Boardwalk Empire got boring as fuck.

Anyone seen the girl from N dubz giving head yet?
 
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