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Random MSN Gibberings LXXIV: Don't call me Syd Barrett, baby...

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eyed up some vodka and mixers but decided that was a bad path to go down

Definitely wrong. Only cos of the mixers, mind. :D

All the best for the journey back. Another can might help, though I imagine it's still going to be a weird one.

I carried over two holidays so I'm enjoying a prolonged break from work with a wake and bake. I'm determined to have a booze-free one today. We'll see. If it turns out otherwise then remind me not to log on here, EADD. Or chuck me out if I do.
 
Morning folks :)

Best of luck with the return Effie <3 it's not going to be easy, so you do whatever it takes to get through today.

It's blowing another mad gale outside, the big old laburnum tree has split down the trunk 8o and there's a buddleia about to come through my bedroom window, the branches are thrashing against the glass. Keeping the blinds shut just in case :| Bloody kitten has ran off into the garden too.

What's it like where you folks are?

remind me not to log on here, EADD. Or chuck me out if I do
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Aye ok then lol
 
It started off hellishly here but the rain and wind would appear to have died down for now. It's uninviting out there but I don't have to go any further than the sop around the corner, thankfully.

The last thing you need is to lose a window this morning!
 
My G.P has referred me to the drug addiction services for morphine, does anyone know what they will likely do? The doc said they would prescribe me something but he didn't know what.
 
Wus gut EADD?

It would seem my usual BDD is dead.

Time to play with the EADD'ers I guess.

Effme is always drinking in the morning 8). I don't think there's been a morning when I have spoken to her and she hasn't been drinking...

<3 Effme
 
It IS a fucking bank holiday today. Definitely. Therefore, I stayed in bed. Just got woken up by my manager on the phone wondering why 3 hours into my shift I'm nowhere to be seen. Doesn't count as a bank holiday unless those fucking English pricks are having one an all apparently. Bastards. Supposedly I had been made aware of this. Probably going to get sacked tomorrow but bugger it, back to bed. I'm no getting up now. Cunts. Great start to the new year if I end up without a job :|
 
Fucking hate that feeling.

I woke up from a 3 day nitrous coma one time and had no idea what day it was, unfortunately it was a work day, and I was fired. By text message :|.

Cunts.
 
Bad one man.

I think this might be the final straw like, been ripping the arse out it for a while. I hate the job anyway & should really have been sacked fucking ages ago so I've milked a power of free cash out of it (or cash in exchange for very little work) so I can't complain too much.

I guess I'll just need to see what happens tomorrow. Bad fucking timing though :\


Edit - Also, how come it's enough of a genuine bank holiday that I don't get my new speakers delivered, yet not enough of a genuine bank holiday that I'm supposed to be working? Whoever decides these things is a dick.
 
hahahah nice logic, spanner

*p45*

muah ;p


I jest of course. hope you manage to blag it tomorrow.

[edit] pee ess, you shouldve got an amp
 
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Yeah I was working as a client liaison officer in a financial advising firm. They we're paying for me to get a business/finance degree and were training me into their senior financial adviser position, as that guy is getting old...

Fucking fuck, that was a bit shit. My uncles firm also, so like I got fired by a family member and lost my uni degree etc. I also got fired from a floar coating and finishing firm by my cousin. That time I had been working there for 3 months, pretty cool job really. $24 an hour to be chromed at work painting ha. But i'd been kinda nodding at work and then missed a heap of days cause I was too fucked. I got fired yet again by text message that time, saying "I don't think you're quite ready for full time work, but get in touch when you get your shit sorted."

I think that time I'd gone to a doof and taken too many dexies, drops of liq and nitrous. Was not in anyway shape or form fit to drive to work, let alone use industrial diamond grinders and shit ha. I guess they were right, i wasn't ready for full-time work.

I did spend around 100 days that year in psychiatric institutions I guess...

Ah well, working two jobs now, accounts assistant and research officer, two different firms.

Yeah bad timing indeed. I hear the job market is pretty shit over there at the moment also?

What speakers did you order? I was enjoying my mates bang and olufson sound system the other night, was ace.
 
hello you lovely people =D hope everybody is well :)

beauty of an MXE experience last night, higher dose than normal, ended up pretty weird and fucked up in its usual bizzare stylee. it was like i was stuck in part of a DMT trip, when everything starts geometrically shifting, but it all had stopped dead. everything stuck at some weird geometric angle. it was like my mind split off into different perceptions, like my room was filled with entities or something. a huge presence of energy everywhere, like my mind had reflected back on its self and i was able to perceive myself. never been able to analyze that fact before, or view it for what it was. but woke up with one amazing uplifting afterglow, ripped me right out of my come down/feeling rough and pessimistic. feel spot on. changed my perspective. things are on the up. final day off then back to work tomorrow... meh. oh well, things could always be ALOT worse. good way to end the last day which has been an awesome fun few weeks. mindset is up. kiss the sun and taste the rainbow
 
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Edit - @ Trip Man - Ahh, that's shit man. At least mine isn't a real job. It's got no career prospects & is going absolutely nowhere. Call centre monkey material. Managed to blag my way off the phones for the time being but that's coming to an end shortly so it will be back to the proper horrific reality of actually doing what I'm paid for again.

hahahah nice logic, spanner

*p45*

muah ;p


I jest of course. hope you manage to blag it tomorrow.

Haha, I wouldn't even be that bothered. I've quite clearly been subconsciously trying to lose this job for ages (can't even be that subconscious either, if even I can notice it lol) so I don't think I would care too much. Just fucked up timing really. I can't stand my job though, actually makes you feel like the scum of the fucking earth (the lowest of the low, I don't hate the english, they're just wankers.... etc) at times.

Ever get that feeling of being trapped? It's like, I can't stand what I'm doing at the moment, yet I can't see a sensible way out of it. Starting to think the fact that I'm 27 at the end of the month might be a sign. Year long hardcore drug binge, fuck the rest, then brap, one to the dome about 12 months from now (I don't really mean that btw lol).


Tripman - Re the speakers, they're KRK R6's, bought them off the back of a few recommendations on here so they better be banging. Got excited for a minute after being awoken by the slightly irritated woman on the phone telling me that it's not a real bank holiday so assumed my speakers would be here. The posty fucking knows though, he KNOWS it's a real bank holiday so he's not delivered my shit. I'll need to do a 10 hour shift the mora to hopefully find them waiting on me when I get home.
 
Effme is always drinking in the morning 8). I don't think there's been a morning when I have spoken to her and she hasn't been drinking...

<3 Effme

Hehe fuck you, I only drink in the morning when I've been up all night :D I do remember having to explain to you that I'm not actually an alcoholic though..

Wow, Tripman in EADD social. It's like when one of you guys comes over to BDD hehe..

I should have just gone for the vodka, fell asleep instead then missed my bus so still at my parents'. Oh well.

Parttime, those speakers should be good :D I <3 my speakers.
 
Oh I can't deal with telemarketing... I worked as a sales consultant selling power over the phone ha. I lasted a month, got the most sales in a week. Also the like best up new recruit award and then I flipped ha. Was just munging diaz and xanax at work and realised at the end of the day i'd scratched my whole forearm till it was dripping with blood. I went up to my boss and was like... This is why I can't work here...

Never showed there again.

Those speakers sound awesome man.

I'm rocking some vintage bose ones at home.
 
your employers sound like twats.

Royal Mail posties in Scotland have a Bank Holiday, cos they're entitled to it up there.

Posties in England working today however.

RM don't use this logic to make their Scottish employees work.
 
Not enjoying being back at work, the weather this morning really didn't help! just want to return to bed with a spliff and a beer, nice and healthy start to 2012
 
Scotland is but a mere shite hanging off the top of the great green land that is England as far as my employers are concerned. (To be fair, we do get English bank holidays though so they're not actually robbing holidays from us, just confusing me to the point where I might be signing on :|)

Doesn't help that the weather is fucking horrible an all. I've just stole about 30 new tunes off t'internet though so I'm gonna get Traktor fired up & get tore in about them in a bit once I've had some food & a smoke. Should make things better.


Tripman - It's not selling shit on phones, just "customer-service" or more like non-service, but I still fucking hate it.
 
Weather's awful isnt it.. bleugh.

I did one day of telesales selling hearing aids at extortionate prices to deaf old people who couldn't understand that I'd just arranged for a salesman to come round to their house then thought fuck this and left.. my only experience of anything telephone related. Customer service doesn't sound so bad although I bet you get people ringing up angry at you over stuff that isn't your fault..

Mailmonkey I remember Evad and I being convinced you were our postie for a while :D
 
Doesn't help that the weather is fucking horrible an all. I've just stole about 30 new tunes off t'internet though so I'm gonna get Traktor fired up & get tore in about them in a bit once I've had some food & a smoke.

Yeah, might do the same, pissing down here, and me son just gone round to his mate's house for a play and tea later, so i got some free time...mate let me rip about 150 new tracks off his HD the other day when he was round...he works on a radio station in cornwall and gets shitloads of promo downloads for free, is nice having new music on tap :)
 
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