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Random MSN Gibberings LXXIV: Don't call me Syd Barrett, baby...

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TheSpade said:
I cannot wait to get out of this country and off to Thailand now. Everyone in this shitty city is racist, biggoted and a moron it seems including members of my own family. Last week at work fell out with 2 people over their stupidly racist views and racist language (chinkies, darkies, pakis are lazy / stupid etc), on Friday night after work all my mates were being stupidly racist in the pub for no reason, at Xmas fell out with people in my family because they were again being racist and being stupid saying that everyone on benefits is a junkie or a scrounger and that junkies, foreigners, scroungers and single mums shouldn't get any benefits because they're ruining the country (never mind the bankers stealing all our taxes eh!). Last night had family round for new years and again fell out with them because of their racist attitudes, apparently if pakistanis don't like being called pakis they should go back home as this is our country and we can call them what we like, the polish steal all the good jobs according to my 18 year old cousin and her parents (has nothing to do with the fact she's a daftie who left school at 16 and didn't get any qualifications), all the foreigners are claiming all the benefits and taking the houses and they'd never date a black girl because that's disgusting despite the fact that hwen I had that Brazilian bird over (she's black) they all seemed to love her (fake?). It goes on and on. Seems everyone in this city is a fucking moron. Can't wait to get out of here!
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pretty much everybody i know down here has views like that, especially older people,
 
feeling good, optimistic, not sure what in store for this year gonna take each day as it comes. infact fuck what year it is, a year is just system number, its all about the present moment. theres a quote that im fond of at the moment... "take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. always forgive, but never forget. learn from mistakes, but never regret."

bit of my MXE thought process flowing from the tips of my tiddly pointy fingers
 
ColtDan said:
a year is just system number
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So so true. The date changes every day, I never understood why 1 January has to be so special that it will change people's lives etc..

I just had a nice plate of freshly made spaghetti bolognese, first decent thing I ate since Friday and Saturday's festivities, feels good. :)

Back to work tomorrow, hopefully it'll be an easy, quiet day.
 
Haha that fart porn is hilarious!!!! I have just posted it on loads of mates walls on Facebook!

That exhaust photo is erm, different too, made me giggle!

How is everyone this evening? I've had a prity stressful week or two so am relaxing with a drink and having a cheeky little smoke!
 
TheSpade said:
15 days to go and I'm off work all this week. :D
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Wow, not long left, have a great time out there Spadey. How long are you going there for?

Thailand has always been a place I'd love to visit, maybe I will one day.
 
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Evening petals.

Thailand's class.

TheSpade said:
15 days to go and I'm off work all this week. :D\
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You got your packing sorted?

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feeling so good, starting to believe MXE is much more euphoric for me than bothering with mixing booze, mdma, meph and all that other stuff. this is magical. it seems to replicate other drugs. still have never gotten around to raving on this stuff. got this blasting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sPUpKGI1Z4&list=FLC--uZVwp7qLoKuU0unjPTA&index=3&feature=plpp_video

feel uplifted, was on a downer earlier due my stupidity of indulging in a massive booze, meph, mdma etc bender over nye. now for some reason i feel fresh as fuck. this stuff is glorious
 
Will be out there 4.5 months minimumj, more if I do volunteer like planned and even longer if I was to try and get an english teaching job. I'm not packed yet Kate, bit early like but I've got most of the stuff I need bar some toiletries and bits n peices. Might buy a new rucksack though, mines is a bit big atm and want one small enough to take on as carry on luggage.
 
TheSpade said:
Will be out there 4.5 months minimumj, more if I do volunteer like planned and even longer if I was to try and get an english teaching job. I'm not packed yet Kate, bit early like but I've got most of the stuff I need bar some toiletries and bits n peices. Might buy a new rucksack though, mines is a bit big atm and want one small enough to take on as carry on luggage.
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I'm jealous, sounds amazing. You had a small rucksack last time you went away, well I thought anyway.

Have my eye on Vietnam n' Cambodia.

Some more Thai pics from me to wet your juices :D
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Those pictures do look fantastic Kate, the top one especially. Have you been there before Kate? I also like the sound of your Vietnam visit idea, another place on my list.
 
Just read this in Tony Fitzpatrick's blog, was looking for an image for the drug related art thread or whatever it's called, can't find the picture I wanted, but this is an interesting article, nothing new, just nicely written.

Every year for the past 28 years October 5th rolls around, and I have a quiet thought about my sobriety. It is the thing I am most grateful for in this life. All else would not have been possible but for it. On this date in 1983, I stopped drinking and doing drugs. My last bender was an all out hurricane involving whiskey, alcohol, cocaine, heroin, and what is now called “Ecstacy.” We called it MDA, but it was your same basic happy-happy, warm and fuzzy fuck-drug that kids used to pop at raves.

There are some days I honestly miss the hell out of drugs. There are also days when I tell myself I’m glad I did them. Then come the days when I’m by myself and shake at the thought of how close I came to killing myself. Drugs are like that–confusing and deceptive, wily and beyond discipline (at least, for me) or definition.

There are also people who are just better off stoned. Reality is way too poisonous for them. As cynical as this sounds, we all know someone like this; people for whom we are grateful there are Ddrugs to channel their unpleasantness into. As sad as it is, there are those who are hungry for the grave , or the coma and do not care who they take with them.

Teachers, parents, nuns, and other authority figures would always tell me, “Drugs are for people who cannot handle reality.” All of these years later, I realize they’re right. It’s true. Not in the way they suspect, but these mulch heads are absolutely correct.

In our own country, right now, “reality” sucks the big, blue vein. The banks, the politicians, and our government have systematically fist-fucked the average citizen. Whenever Joe Sixpack walks into a business office, or their former place of employment or the local chicken franchise and empties a clip into the inhabitants, am I surprised? Truth be told? I’m surprised it doesn’t happen more often.

I think, sometimes, people make a choice: “Go home, roll up a fatty , and try to put today behind me?” or “Go home, clean my guns, come back, and toe-tag as many of these mother-fuckers as humanly possible before the cops get here and park one in my brisket.”

I think this choice is considered WAY more often than we suspect. I know perfectly normal, friendly, next-door neighbor-type, regular slobs who harbor annihilation fantasies that would curl your hair. I have an acquaintance you’d swear is the sweetest guy in the world (and he is) who once, with a smile on his face , told me he’d wanted to pound a barb-b-que spit up his ex-wife’s ass and slowly turn her over a fire.

No shit.

I don’t want there to be any obstacles between this guy and whatever stash of chill pills he might need to put this thought out of his head. Vicodin? Oxycontin? Percocet? Here you are,Bro. . .take two. And have a cocktail. Jesus.

However much crime drugs account for, I’d hate like hell to think of how much there would be without them.

If you want an example: Prohibition.

It provided the venture capital for the rise of the most powerful criminal enterprises in the world. Without Prohibition? Al Capone would have been just another bartender in Brooklyn. A great many in our country would like to legislate our morality for us; tell us what we can drink, smoke, snort. . .where we can live, who we can fuck. These are the imbeciles who think the government should be your fucking mom. There is NOTHING in the Constitution that says it is the job of government to protect you from yourself. The founding fathers did a fairly good job of asshole-proofing our basic freedoms.

Were it up to me, drugs would be legal. All of them. You’d be able to walk into Walgreens and buy crack, ten rocks for a buck. Smack, ludes, acid, hash, shrooms, opium. ALL of it, Bunky. The whole shooting match would be as legal as Girl Scout cookies.

The war on Drugs has been a war on the poor. It has monetized a criminal empire that make the bootleggers of the 20′s and 30′s look like rag pickers. Would a lot of people kill themselves with legal drugs? Yeah. the same ones who are practicing suicide on the installment plan now. It is sad and it is true. A certain and specific part of the population would not be able to handle this much freedom, just like now.

The alternative is to continue the fruitless , foolish, and racist “War on Drugs”and guarantee another generation of 15-year olds will be on corners spraying the rest of us with 9 millimeter rounds. So either teach these fuckers how to shoot. . .or remove the need. Legalize drugs and you break the back of a black market and reduce gun-related crime by at least half. Prisons would be for violent criminals instead of unlucky potheads.

I suspect this won’t happen anytime soon. There is WAY too much money in incarcerating people–mostly people of color The next squeak-head politician you hear promising to get tough on drugs? Know that guys hasn’t a clue. In the early ’90s the Mayor of Baltimore, Curtis Schmoke, was run out of office
for suggesting legalization. Mayor Schmoke, at the time, was presiding over a city with the most pernicious homicide rate in America. He had tired of passing caskets containing teen-agers. So he suggested something smart, bold, and brave. In the American political theater, nothing gets you killed faster than this. The truth, in our political discourse, is still the most dangerous drug one can traffic in.
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from here
 
yeh glitched, they're my pics was in Thailand 5-6 years ago with my oldest.

Decent article MrmailMonk. Do you have any idea how much I have to read moddin' lol. Cheers.
 
That was indeed an excellent article :)

Mornin' EADD. Blowing a gale here, been up all night as my sleep pattern has flipped again *sigh* and off home to Bristol in a bit. Just found a can of cider, it's okay to drink at 7am if your sleep pattern is reversed, right? :D
 
It's okay to drink at 7am full stop! Or at least my dad told me that. It can get you some funny looks though.
 
morning, I think it is definitely ok to drink whenever you like, who makes the rules? society? fuck society :D 8)

I managed to get myself out of my slumber long enough before work today to have a shower and have some breakfast and not be in a massive rush, even have time to come and say hi on here.

Hope everyone has a good day.
 
Hehe had the one can, eyed up some vodka and mixers but decided that was a bad path to go down, even if it does feel like my evening. I've got to be on a train in a bit, don't want to be drunk before midday :D

Might have a can on the train though. We'll see. Bit anxious about going back.

Morning Sammy G, Mugzy :)
 
Morning effie, drinking at this time? Tut tut! ;) if I had a can I'd join ya! Definitely leave the mixers alone though ey! Good to see you posting here, I hope going back to Bristol goes as well as possible for you, we'll all be here for chats I you need! Anxiety is a really difficult thing to deal with I know, take care of yourself <3
 
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