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Random MSN Gibberings LXIX: Open your mouth, here's your money

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chinup said:
kinda want the fucking awesome drug that is starvation right now, i figure even with drinking beer i can probably get to the nice fuzzy numbness within the week. which of course is a really productive thing to do....
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Stop that train of thought right now. Bitch. ;)

Glad it turned out slightly positive anyhow. Bad mothers can fuck you up, as I've no doubt discussed with you at length. But atm also has a point or two.

Tangled webs, and all that.
 
i know. its fucking pointless and something i don't ever ever ever want to go back to. plus i wouldn't even give a shit about my boyfs job situation as it doesn't involve mirrors, scales or calories. lets just hope my appetite comes back, if i get hungry i really can't not eat.
 
Its really nice to read all the support, encouragement and good will thats around this forum at the moment.Its helpful and is possibly helpful to those that just read.
 
We can all do our bit to keep it up...rugs who needs em anyway ?
On another note..Is your name relating to keep your chin up or are you big into exercise ? hello also :-)
 
haha my username is cos i originally joined this forum to find out about a shite pill i bought, so didn't really think it through, i was listening to our time down here whilst having to come up with a username, and heard the lyrics 'two people once told me something true, sometimes you gotta chin up and power fucking through' i thought they were wise words so selected it for my username. its also kind of ironic cos i actually just moan all the time about everything.

hello to you too.
 
SamhainGrim said:
Oh, very true. I'd just rather bury myself in a steel box deep below the earth than ever get emotionally inolved again. So don't take much of my advice on board. As if. :)
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Duly noted ;) Hehe
chinup said:
his self esteem is absolutely fucked. his ma sorted that one out by blaming all her problems on him, in spite of the fact she's been an alcoholic since before he was born.....

....turns out me forcing him to go to the library was a really good thing- firstly they have a job opening there, and secondly he's well chuffed with all their free facilities, which will come in handy now he's got some time on his hands.
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Fuckin hell... He sounds almost identical to me 0.o
My mum takes out all her anger and spite etc. etc. on me when drunk - I project my pain inward, she projects it outward.

That's quality about the job though! :) In a library would be ace, nice and quiet and you get to read loads of interesting books when you're not busy ^_^

Nice one Chinup hun :)~<3

Just had some food, I was actually hungry tonight.. Possibly lifting all that stuff about at my Grandfather's helped.
Make sure you try eat something Chinny mate, I can relate though...
 
Got a class amp for a speaker at the moment, so blasting out some music on a lazy sunday after a hazy weekend. :)
 
Yep. nothing beats super-shite eighties rock with genius lyrics. ;)

Imagine being like that 24 hours a day though.
 
I'm alright ta - just drinking Okocim (strong Polish beer) with the ex, who has just demanded I get some weed in.

Hence the bitterness towards women in general. ;)

How about you?
 
Not too bad mate, bit of a wild weekend, took some 6apb earlier and have been doing mxe all day! Just having a few drinks and chilling, you haven't resorted to the jim beam yet then? :)
 
monstanoodle said:


Fuckin hell... He sounds almost identical to me 0.o
My mum takes out all her anger and spite etc. etc. on me when drunk - I project my pain inward, she projects it outward.

That's quality about the job though! :) In a library would be ace, nice and quiet and you get to read loads of interesting books when you're not busy ^_^

Nice one Chinup hun :)~<3

Just had some food, I was actually hungry tonight.. Possibly lifting all that stuff about at my Grandfather's helped.
Make sure you try eat something Chinny mate, I can relate though...
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sorry to hear that, i knew she was getting to you now, makes sense its been a long term state of affairs i guess. its a horrifc thing to have to deal with, i can;t even begin to comprehend really.

i had some food in the end. had a voucher for take out and thought i wont be able to justify it for a while now so went for it. worst idea i've had all day frankly, i know the calories are good etc but its taken away the sort of nice slightly floaty clear mind and replaced it with cloudiness and my digestion is just horrendous, stomach feels unspeakably shite. kinda wish i could purge it, but i can't without my boyf knowing and i don't need to cause him anymore stress.

glad you got some in ya anyway.

hope eadd in general is having a good evening.
 
Monstanoodle said:
My mum takes out all her anger and spite etc. etc. on me when drunk - I project my pain inward, she projects it outward.
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Rings too true for me.

It's not good for you man... if you ever want to talk about that in particular, then I'm around, y'know. <3

I'd love to drink what I like, but this Polak grog ain't bad. Plus the company's good, as is the weed and other drugs. So Jim isn't all that missed.
 
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