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Random MSN Gibberings LXIX: Open your mouth, here's your money

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Yea totally Joe, coming back to the mundane world can be really rather depressing.
But you'll settle back into it with time - Time is a healer of most ills after all :)

I'm drinking tonight to stop myself from taking any more of my Diazepam and Codeine. So yes, I can relate vastly.

Nice to meet you by the way :) Welcome to BL and to EADD

p.s. Horlicks is fucking ace ;) It doesn't send me to sleep (nor does X-mg of any Benzo) but it's tasty ^_^
 
Thanks Sam. Im tired of escaping.The shadows are so tempting.Even have this bird tempting me like a wicked seductress at the moment.That would be great but im married and she knows that.Last thing I need now is a fucking divorce ! Must not drink,must not take valium must not encourage devil woman. :=)
 
monstanoodle said:

I saw my Grandfather, who had lung cancer that had spread to the spinal area, all but a few days before he passed away.
Wish I had said more to him but he was so fucked up on Morphine that he was barely in the world we were in.

Grandparents are, mostly always, absolutely wonderful people. Mine all were. So yes, I'm really glad you got to see her mate :)
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i was 2 weeks old the only time i ever saw one of my grandpas. he was fucked on morphine too. dunno why, but he thought i was dead. thats the only time i met him.

gettting old. death and stuff. its all horrible. luckily i'm too fucked on mxe right now to really understand any of this.

BUT atm it sounds like the day went well, as well as these things can go. i'm so pleased you got to see her.

now i have to work ou thow to do things like convey myself unto the pub, where i have told people i will be. it seems a bit confusing from here.
 
bloody hell i'm so slow, this threead moved on by abou a thousand posts in the time i wrote that.

i'm reallly not sure leaving the house right now is a good idea, but it'll be an adventure i guess.
 
chinup said:
bloody hell i'm so slow, this threead moved on by abou a thousand posts in the time i wrote that.

i'm reallly not sure leaving the house right now is a good idea, but it'll be an adventure i guess.
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Hahahah =D
Yer absolutely wankered ;)
I hope you have a good night, regardless of you going to le pub or not (I'd opt to not and buy some cans / bottles and save some monies)
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Acidtek said:
Sorry ATM, it's always sad, I lost my grandad to cancer, the last time I saw him he didn't even know who I was
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It was like that for my wife when her mother was dying of cancer, she was so confused, even a bit hostile and it really upset her. We went to see her at the funeral parlor where she looked at peace I think think helped my wife a little but I know she still finds the memory of the last time she saw her alive very distressing.

This grandmother is the last of my grand parents alive so it will be the end if a genration in our family, I guess its life and I will always have my memories of her.
 
monsta me and my boyf find your penguin endearing. whats his name?

i think i am going to have to venture out to reality, it strikes me as an absurd and amusing thing to do. and also i haven't seeen the mate i'm meeting fr ridiculous long time so i don't want him to forget i exist. but he doesn't like drugs. i will have to pretend i've got some kind of temporary insanity virus.
 
Thanks for the welcome monsta..Im around a while lurking and registered but tend to sit back a bit from taking part.I was clean and sober for a good while (5 or 6 years) before and developed a bit of a net overuse issue so Im careful about it.Where theres pain to escape I always find a way out.
 
SamhainGrim said:
'ey fucker. Glad you survived.

So strong for not turning to boooze, atm. :)
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The Diaz seems to reduce the craving just gotta be careful that does'nt get out of hand ....again...anyway that CBT women is one of those people that it would be pointless telling lies tio...she see right through them..I'm shallow like that;)
 
I won't post the link again. ;)

Good to see you getting results. You have a lot to live for, so it's all the more heartening.
 
chinup said:
monsta me and my boyf find your penguin endearing. whats his name?

i think i am going to have to venture out to reality, it strikes me as an absurd and amusing thing to do. and also i haven't seeen the mate i'm meeting fr ridiculous long time so i don't want him to forget i exist. but he doesn't like drugs. i will have to pretend i've got some kind of temporary insanity virus.
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His name is Pengo =D And you can find many of his forms and actions here
He's an endearing fellow and someone I love to put to use on MSN - As sad as I am ;)

Well I hope you can meet this mate of yours hun <3 I can appreciate a mate not being into certain substances and having a bit of a tint on their glasses.
Hope it goes well anyway :)
joe90 said:
Thanks for the welcome monsta..Im around a while lurking and registered but tend to sit back a bit from taking part.I was clean and sober for a good while (5 or 6 years) before and developed a bit of a net overuse issue so Im careful about it.Where theres pain to escape I always find a way out.
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Yer welcome mate :)
And I can fully appreciate the need to escape - I do so myself via many substances; Opiates being the main one. But booze and Benzos being other strong contenders.
 
SamhainGrim said:
I won't post the link again. ;)

Good to see you getting results. You have a lot to live for, so it's all the more heartening.
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your going to have to since I have no idea what link you mean and am now intrigued as to what I'm missing out on
 
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