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Random MSN Gibberings LXIII: Mispronouncing 'Rimbaud'

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^^ wanna swap?

passed tonnes of those black armoured riot vans on me way here, bout 6 of em! heading in the direction of brixton lol, so fuck knows whats going on..panic on the streets of london eh? :P
 
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^^ wanna swap?

passed tonnes of those black armoured riot vans on me way here, bout 6 of em! heading in the direction of brixton lol, so fuck knows whats going on..panic on the streets of london eh? :P
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Funny, because I live right in the centre of Brixton and yet didn't get woken up once last night, or notice anything out of the ordinary as I headed to work this morning (joys of not being reliant on the tube).
 
I know a few people over in Brixton and one was in bed by 10pm and heard fuck all and the other works there and has turned up and it ain't that bad. It was blatantly just a couple of crews of kids taking advantage of most of the plod being north of the river to loot foot locker.
 
^ lol, yeah some new shit would be good but couldnt be dealing with that shit!

im tired and in a pissed off mood, just wanna go home and curl up and die lol, dont even have a smoke..well apart from a rolled up spliff i found under the bed this mornin, lol but thats it, it aint gunna satisfy me for long and im poor :(

sorry to be a moany cunt! lol
 
hmmm no ones having a great day. mine was going ok. slept til 11. went out to lunch with my boyf then the plan was to do some errands/chores. my bionic arm decided to fuck up so i had to just leave some of my shopping, buy some painkillers that i know do fuck all out of desperation (which makes me an idiot cos i recently passed up some good ones, am strongly reconsidering!) and come home. it could have done this on any day last week with no consequence. but no, it picked today.
 
My day has perked up a bit, I decided to try and put some CBT into use and sort through these crazy thoughts that having been swirling round my head the last few days! Can't believe it helped me a liitle, when I was ment to be doing CBT with my councillor I couldn't be bothered! I suppose you have to be in the right place to make the most of it!

Sorry about the arm, will the doctor not prescribe you strong enough painkillers? Hope you had a nice lunch :)
 
tbh i've been such a mess every time i've been in the gps recently that i haven't asked for any pain meds, even when i intended to. i suspect he would as the consultant has found a proper cause for the pain but i'm just not really prepared to go back unless in dire circumstances, it seems to be bad for my health. i know self medicating isn't ideal but for pain this intermittent i can't see it going wrong.

lunch was great thanks, and less than a tenner for the 2 of us!!

good news about the CBT- glad its helping. i'm waiting to start atm. its not a miracle cure, tbh i thought it was pointless after getting into serious psychiatric problems after 5 years of it, but am starting to see essentially what you said, you have to be in the right place. and sometimes just realising its applicable to your current thoughts is a hurdle!
 
I was suffering a bit last night and woke up feeling miserable, was first night I was left on my own after a mate has been keeping me in his flat trainspotting style until i'm out of the worst, but woke up to my mate buzzing my buzzer, with some cider for me, which I used to wash down my standard breakfast valium, so other than having NO food to eat, which I'll sort somehow, I'm feeling good.

Currently rinsing out some jungle which is making me smile.
 
ccf you really are an inspiration.

i hope you find something to eat. physicists need to hurry the fuck up with their teleportation devices, i could have teleported you the cheese and veg i couldn't carry.
 
^ The shit i've got myself into recently is hardly an inspiration :( I'm lucky to have had such a good mate who saw the state of me and took me under his wing (again) and got me clean (again) keeping me away from people who are bad for me.

But thank you :)

Teleported cheese would be good. I've just done some washing for my mate who has been looking after me, so he'll probably feed me later :)
 
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